Christian Vierling built an audience of 2.7 million on TikTok making people laugh — but he tells Tyler Ramsey the part he doesn't post: getting sober didn't fix him, it's what finally let two decades of undiagnosed OCD surface. From a childhood spent silently repeating the same ritual to the exposure-therapy technique he uses today, this is a rawer, funnier, more specific conversation about mental health than most recovery episodes get to.In this episode:· Why Christian calls "the phone" the biggest addiction he has left· Tyler's own confession: the MTV audition he blew because he "took a bunch of Adderall and couldn't communicate"· Gaining 30 pounds in rehab on vending-machine food and a hot dog cut into three pieces· The moment he calls "the most powerful" of his life — getting sober and "meeting God"· Why the first two years of sobriety were the hardest, and his advice: "just power through"· The childhood OCD ritual: the same words, repeated 25 times a day, for years· How he learned to "label the thought" instead of drowning in it — the technique he still uses· The twist almost nobody talks about: "that's when the OCD really came on," after he got sober· How his girlfriend Saskia pulled him out of a depression he was hiding from everyone· Building a 2.7-million-follower audience, and why he once stepped away from it completelyGuest: Christian Vierling, actor and content creator (2.7M+ TikTok) known for comedy sketches with his girlfriend, Saskia.Host: Tyler Ramsey. Punk Rock Sober / Painful Lessons.0:00 - Two sober guys, an infectious energy, and a killer voice1:15 - Actor for three years, best known for the videos with Saskia2:17 - Meeting Saskia: the hinge date that felt cosmic3:28 - Tyler's jet-ski rehab (and why it didn't take)4:20 - Arizona City: "the meth capital of the world"7:11 - The rehab scandal: matching cold sores and a $100K oxy habit9:32 - "The biggest addiction now is the phone"10:22 - Thirty pounds and a hot dog cut into three pieces11:54 - "I met God": the most powerful moment of his life12:31 - Crying in a stranger's arms (for the wrong reason)15:04 - Chasing productivity: a month of Adderall in three days17:47 - Tyler's confession: blowing the MTV audition of a lifetime20:55 - Twenty-nine, and unpacking the cocaine years22:22 - "Power through": the brutal first two years sober23:24 - Taking what works from AA, leaving the rest24:22 - Manifesting, gratitude, and speaking a new life into existence25:56 - Learning to love the version of himself no one saw26:40 - How Saskia pulled him out of a depression29:51 - The girlfriend, the content empire, and 2.7 million followers49:39 - The disorder nobody diagnosed for twenty years50:33 - The ritual: the same words, every day, as a kid51:24 - The technique: labeling the thought, watching it pass52:43 - The twist: getting sober is what made it surface53:17 - "Now I'm crazy sober, but I know why"69:55 - The songs and albums that got them through rehab