Kevin Hines is one of the few people in the world to survive a suicide attempt by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge. In this deeply moving episode of the DEAD Talks Podcast, Kevin sits down with David Ferrugio to share the moment he believed his life was over—and the revelation, mid-fall, that he wanted to live.

Now an internationally recognized mental health advocate and speaker, Kevin opens up about his survival, the stigma surrounding mental illness, and the tools that have kept him alive. Together, they dive into the mental health crisis, the role of gut health, trauma, and resilience, and the power of hope in suicide prevention.

In this episode, Kevin shares:

This episode is raw, honest, and life-saving—a powerful reminder that even in the darkest moments, there is hope.

Resources & Kevin Hines Links: beacons.ai/kevinhinesstory
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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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Grief isn’t just for people—it’s for our pets too. In this heartfelt episode of the DEAD Talks Podcast, David Ferrugio sits down with Jackie, also known as Rainbow Bridge Raina, a pet loss companion who helps people navigate the deep and often unspoken pain of losing a beloved animal.

From the soul-level bond she shared with her dog Riley, to the complex emotions of anticipatory grief and euthanasia, Jackie opens up about why pet loss can feel just as profound as losing a person.

In this episode, Jackie shares:

If you’ve ever lost a pet—or want to better understand and support someone who has—this conversation is a powerful reminder that your grief is real, your pain is valid, and you are not alone.

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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CJ Infantino had to learn how to raise his kids alone after losing his wife. In this raw and unfiltered episode of the DEAD Talks Podcast, CJ opens up about the devastation of becoming a solo father to three kids, the identity crisis that followed, and how grief and anger shaped his journey.

From anticipatory grief and mental health struggles to finding healing through somatic therapy, primal screams, and even dark humor, CJ shares how he rebuilt his life after unimaginable loss.

In this episode, CJ shares:

This conversation is a brutally honest look at grief, fatherhood, and what it truly means to live after devastating loss.

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UNVOICED: Connected in Grief

Instagram: @cjinfantino & @unvoicedco

TikTok: @unvoiced_grieftalks

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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Comedian Trae Crowder joins the DEAD Talks Podcast for an unexpectedly deep and unfiltered conversation about death, grief, religion, and the afterlife. Known for his sharp wit and Southern voice, Trae opens up about losing his father and grandfather, growing up in rural Tennessee, and the vivid dream that forever changed how he views death.

From anxiety and psychedelic therapy to confronting nothingness and questioning what comes after, Trae explores life’s biggest mysteries—always with a mix of honesty, humor, and existential curiosity.

In this episode, Trae shares:

This episode is raw, funny, and deeply thought-provoking—a rare mix of comedy and contemplation about what it means to live and die.

Trae Crowder: www.traecrowder.com

@officialtraecrowder on Instagram

If you’ve ever wondered what a smart, skeptical comic really thinks about death, this one’s for you.🔥 Topics Covered:- Death and dying as an atheist- Ketamine therapy and anxiety- Spiritual dreams and signs from the dead- Grief, trauma, and comedy as healing- Why belief (or lack of it) matters

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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Dr. Jessica Zucker is a Los Angeles–based psychologist specializing in reproductive health and the author of the award-winning book I HAD A MISCARRIAGE: A Memoir, a Movement. She is also the creator of the viral #IHadaMiscarriage campaign, which has helped millions of people worldwide feel less alone in their grief.

In this powerful episode of the DEAD Talks Podcast, Jessica opens up about the traumatic miscarriage that reshaped her life and career. She shares raw details of her experience, the unspoken grief of pregnancy loss, navigating breast cancer, and the societal silence that surrounds women’s trauma.

In this episode, Jessica shares:

This conversation is raw, validating, and deeply necessary—whether you’ve experienced pregnancy loss yourself, know someone who has, or want to understand the silent grief too often left in the shadows.

Her new book "Normalize It: Upending the Silence, Stigma, and Shame That Shape Women's Lives": Buy her newest book here!

Instagram: @ihadamiscarriage

Website: drjessicazucker.com

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What can a 10-year-old teach us about life, death, and the afterlife? More than you’d think.

In this enlightening episode of the DEAD Talks Podcast, Sean the Science Kid blends science, spirituality, and philosophy in ways most adults never do. From the mysteries of souls and consciousness to multi-dimensional realities, Sean shares his remarkable perspective on what it means to live, die, and exist beyond.

In this episode, Sean explores:

His hilarious love for mac & cheese—mixed into the deepest of conversations

This conversation is funny, fascinating, and unexpectedly profound—proof that wisdom can come from the youngest voices.

Sean The Science Kid on Instagram: @learningwithseanthesciencekid

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Fallon Farinacci recounts the harrowing night her family was held hostage by a stalker in their small, tight-knit Métis community—a night that ended in the tragic murders of her parents.

In this gripping episode of the DEAD Talks Podcast, Fallon shares her firsthand account of the threats, the failure of police protection, and the trauma that reshaped her life. She speaks candidly about the aftermath: navigating grief, raising her voice against systemic negligence, and finding strength through her community.

In this episode, Fallon shares:

The power of resilience, courage, and turning tragedy into advocacy

This is a story of survival, grief, and justice—raw, emotional, and deeply important.

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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What does it feel like to watch a parent die?

In this powerful episode of the DEAD Talks Podcast, host David Ferrugio sits down with Grant Magdanz to explore the raw reality of losing a parent. Grant shares his deeply personal journey of grief during his father’s battle with leukemia, the emotional weight of anticipatory grief, and how he eventually found meaning in life after loss.

We discuss:

This is a deeply vulnerable conversation about family, love, and the universal truth of saying goodbye to a parent.

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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Comedian Dan Soder opens up about losing both his father and sister at a young age, blending his signature comedic wit with raw honesty. He shares the complicated reality of grieving a difficult father, the impact of parental abandonment, and how those early traumas shaped his adult life.

Through this vulnerable conversation, Dan reflects on:

This episode is a mix of humor, heartbreak, and healing — showing how laughter and honesty can coexist even in life’s hardest moments.

Dan Soder: https://www.dansoder.com/

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In this special 200th episode of DEAD Talks, host David Ferrugio sits down with Robert Edward Grant, a renowned polymath, entrepreneur, and thought leader, to explore life’s biggest questions: Is life predetermined? Do we really have free will? What is the true nature of reality?

Robert shares profound insights on metaphysics, ancient philosophy, mathematics, and consciousness, offering a rare perspective on how love, perception, and belief systems shape the reality we experience. From exploring the mysteries of death and the afterlife to uncovering the hidden patterns of the universe, this conversation challenges the way we think about life, growth, and destiny.

We explore:

Finding personal growth through challenges and transformation

This is a thought-provoking and transformative conversation you won’t want to miss.

Robert Edward Grant: https://robertedwardgrant.com/

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DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠

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