This past weekend, I celebrated Easter with my family and friends. Holidays are meant to be celebrated, and during those times of celebration, it is the perfect time to fill our bellies with food and drink. I, myself, did just that. However, at one point early on in the weekend, I switched my relationship to the food I was consuming from a place of love and appreciation to a place a FEAR and LOATHING.
From this space, I went to a dark, painful place that lives inside of me and started the self-abuse talk. My thoughts and emotions became toxic. As a result, I continued to eat and fell into the old program of eating to nourish a void (or pain) inside of me, as opposed to nourishing my body.
This experience does have a light at the end of the tunnel. With the practice of awareness, I was able to have a moment of awakening and become the observer of these thoughts and the observer of the emotions.
In this podcast, I recount this emotional roller coaster, and explain exactly what I did to shift from a negative, toxic space to a positive and appreciative one. This podcast has lessons for everyone, but will be especially helpful to anyone out there that is ready to acknowledge that there is pain inside of you. That you do in fact carry suppressed hurt inside. And with that awareness, we can heal.
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