Emma talks about being afraid she is not strong enough.  It's two months after the avoidance episodes and she is struggling with how real the pain is.  She briefly mentions outside children having trauma and being okay and pure now without details.  She is struggling with internal children being stuck in memory time and feeling responsible for them not feeling better now.   She talks about tornados wiping out Kansas city, and how scary it was with trying to protect and comfort children.  She also processing cleaning up after a tornado, and how that relates to therapy.  She also talks about children maybe being a trigger for her.   She mentions that next week is the Africa trip and she talks about how that is triggering and she is worried about it even though she also wants to help the children there.  She also talks about needing to take breaks from therapy stuff to breathe. 

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