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In this episode of The Endless Possibilities, Gareth shares vivid past-life experiences that he says revealed a recurring emotional and energetic thread. He recounts a life in an ashram in Pondicherry, followed by experiences connected to Dublin and the east coast of America—and reflects on the grief he felt as those memories surfaced.
He describes these experiences as more than memories: for him, fully feeling the emotion helped something unresolved begin to release. The episode explores how his understanding of awakening includes emotional and energetic clearing, as well as shifts in consciousness.

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Chapters
0:00 A quieter chapter in the awakening journey
1:04 Past-life memories and lucid dreams
2:35 The ashram experience in Pondicherry
3:34 Grief and an emotional release
4:33 A recurring thread across three lives
5:30 Feeling what remained unresolved
6:07 The emotional charge across lifetimes
7:26 Why this matters on the spiritual path
8:27 Past lives as more than stories
9:20 Closing thoughts

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The supramental force returned to me in April 2021, during a private session with a client. In this solo episode of Endless Possibilities, I share that story, chapter by chapter from my book.
You'll hear why this force is so rare, how I now bring it into group meditations, and why it can speed up the spiritual journey for anyone who is sincere and open.


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0:00 Intro
0:58 Part 1: How the supramental force returned
2:35 Part 2: Why this force is so rare
4:05 Part 3: Making it available
5:34 Part 4: How it accelerates the journey
6:35 Closing chapter: An internal connection, and how to join

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Becoming the Brahman: What Changed After the Void
Gareth Duignam shares a personal account of a later spiritual shift he calls becoming Brahman, distinguishing it from his earlier experience of the void during Nirvakalpa Samadhi. He describes how the experience stabilized, how perception and identity changed for about six months, and why he sees it as a deeper step than temporary unity states.
In this episode, Gareth explains the trigger for the shift, the disorienting aftermath, and why he considers it the first true stage of enlightenment. He also contrasts fleeting spiritual absorption with a permanent change in identity.

Key topics

Gareth distinguishes Brahman consciousness from the earlier direct experience of the void, saying this was a later stabilization, not a one-time visit.

He says the shift began on September 25 after 108 repetitions of the Mahashidasi Mantra, followed by a 30-minute chanting recording that intensified the meditation.

Gareth describes hearing the inner phrase “Now he is you” and seeing Shiva on a snowy mountaintop, which he interpreted as Brahman.

He says the key realization was that direct experience plus clear knowing were both required for the shift to fully lock in.

He describes a prolonged period where objects, people, and places felt as though they only existed while he looked at them.

He says family, friends, and even his home felt unreal when not in direct perception, and he could go days or weeks without thinking about his parents.

Gareth frames Brahman as the canvas of creation, with everything, including gods and goddesses, appearing within it.

He emphasizes that this was not a temporary spiritual high, but a change in identity: “the knower of Brahman becomes Brahman.”

He says his sense of devotion, personal karma, and investment in the story of a separate self dissolved during this period.

He reports the state lasted about six months, after which there was a gradual return of love and a slow re-entry into ordinary perception.

📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream

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Timestamps
00:00 - Intro

01:39 - The trigger: 108 mantra repetitions and deepening with a chant recording

02:09 - The mantra merges with awareness and the vision of Shiva appears

03:08 - Why direct experience and clear knowing both matter

03:55 - The world begins to feel real only when looked at

04:24 - Family, friends, and home seem to vanish when attention moves away

04:53 - Brahman as the canvas in which all creation appears

05:50 - Why this is not a temporary visit but a permanent identity shift

06:20 - What changes when part of awareness remains one with the absolute

07:29 - Why temporary absorptions differ from becoming Brahman

08:19 - Devotion and personal karma dissolve

09:23 - The six-month duration and gradual return of love

09:52 - Why Gareth sees this as a deeper stage than unity consciousness

10:50 - Closing reflection and invitation for others to share similar experiences

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The “I” Thought Dissolved – Sahaja Samadhi Explained
In this episode I share the precise shift when the root “I” thought dissolved.

During a Shaktipat intensive with Jan Esmann in 2020, I was shown the exact mechanism: a conduit running from the spiritual heart up to the intellect. The “I” thought (the root sense of being a separate someone) normally travels up this tube. In the vision, that conduit had been severed. The “I” had nowhere left to go and fell back into the heart, dissolving completely.

This is the movement into what is traditionally called Sahaja Samadhi — the natural state.
I also connect this experience with the clear teachings of Ramana Maharshi, who repeatedly pointed to the “I”-thought as the root of the mind and said that when its source is found, the “I” itself vanishes.
In this video I describe:
• The vision of the heart, the chimney, and the “whack-a-mole” “I” thought

• How the conduit from heart to intellect was cut
• The difference between Unity Consciousness and the dissolving of the “I”

• What remains when the root sense of “I” is gone

• How this matches Ramana’s teaching on Self-enquiry and Sahaja Samadhi
This is one of the quietest yet most decisive shifts on the path.
📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream

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I Merged With the Mind of God – The Cyan Blue Supreme Being
In this episode I share one of the most beautiful and absolute experiences of the entire spiritual journey — the direct merger with the Mind of God.
This happened the day after the entry into the Void (Brahman), while the Supramental Force was still pulling me into deep Samadhi daily.
What opened was a vast ocean of shimmering cyan-blue consciousness.

I did not observe it.

I became it.
It was pure intelligence, pure love, and pure Being — the unmanifest Supreme Being. What I later recognised as the Mind of God.
In this video I describe:
• What led up to the experience

• Exactly how the cyan-blue ocean felt

• The difference between the Void and this state

• Why it remains one of the most perfect experiences of the path

• How it changed my understanding of God-realisation
This is a direct account of merging with the Supreme Being.
📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream

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Nothing Exists There – My Direct Experience of the Void (Brahman)

In this episode I share one of the most absolute and confronting experiences of the entire spiritual journey — the direct entry into the Void, pure Brahman.
This happened during the intense period of daily Samadhi brought by the Supramental Force. One evening the force took me beyond everything.
What remained was pure nothingness.

No self.

No body.

No world.

No thoughts.

No story.
Only a faint, dim awareness — and even that could not be said to belong to anyone.
I describe:
• The fear that arose just before the shift

• What the complete absence of existence actually felt like

• How the weeks of forced Samadhi prepared the ground

• What it was like coming back into the body afterwards

• How this experience relates to the later merger with the Mind of God
This is not a philosophical talk about Brahman.

This is the lived encounter with the reality prior to all creation.
📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream

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(00:00) Opening the episode
(00:32) Why this experience emerged from weeks of daily samadhi
(01:01) Multiple samadhi states and the effect on ordinary identity
(02:10) The evening meditation when the void first arrived
(02:38) The wave of fear and the sense that nothing would return
(03:31) Surrendering at the edge of absolute blackness
(04:04) What the void felt like with no self, world, or time
(05:06) Recognizing the experience as Brahman beyond form
(06:08) Returning after 90 minutes and the fear of re-emergence
(06:32) How ongoing samadhis prepared the system for this event
(07:18) What remains after touching absolute nothingness
(08:14) The humbling aftermath and the role of daily samadhi

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In this episode I share the intense period when the Supramental Force (SAT Force) began descending and repeatedly pulled me into deep Samadhi — multiple times every day, often for 60–90 minutes at a time.
This was completely different from Kundalini or Shaktipat.

The force came from above, had its own intelligence, and did not negotiate. It would take me at work, on the sofa with the children, or during formal meditation. There was no choice but to surrender.
I describe:
• How the force first appeared after the intensive with Sat Shree

• The two distinct types of Samadhi it produced (Savikalpa and Nirvikalpa)

• What it actually felt like when it entered the system

• How daily life had to rearrange itself around these absorptions

• The deeper purpose of this force on the path
This was one of the most powerful and beautiful phases of the entire journey.
📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream

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00:00 – Intro
00:38 – What the supramental force is
01:31 – Part 1: Understanding the supramental force
01:58 – Sri Aurobindo’s vision of supermind
03:22 – Knowledge by identity and truth consciousness
03:51 – Transforming mind, life, and body
04:52 – The Sat: The force of pure being
05:21 – Part 2: Why open to the supramental force?
05:50 – From awakening to deeper transformation
06:40 – Self-realization, unity, and transformation
07:05 – Part 3: When does it appear on the spiritual path?
07:31 – Gareth’s awakening, Shakti, and Kundalini timeline
08:21 – Surrender and readiness for the force
08:48 – Part 4: Gareth’s experience of the descent
09:18 – How the force entered daily life
09:28 – Who is the supramental force for?
10:00 – Closing reflections and invitation to share experiences


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I Became One With Everything – Unity Consciousness Explained
In this episode I share the direct experience of shifting from Self-Realization into Unity Consciousness — the moment the borders of the being collapsed and there was no longer an “inside” or an “outside.”
I explain the clear difference between:
• Self-Realization (localised awareness)
• Unity Consciousness (non-localised awareness)
You’ll hear exactly how the shift happened for me, what disappeared, what remained, and what it actually feels like when the container of consciousness shatters.
This is one of the most significant thresholds on the spiritual path.

⏱️ Timestamps:
00:00 – Introduction
02:15 – Self-Realization vs Unity Consciousness
05:40 – The lived experience of the shift
07:20 – What changes after Unity
10:50 – Pointers for recognising the border
📖 From my book: Waking Up from the Dream

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The day Kundalini hit the brain changed everything - and if you’ve felt energy moving up your spine, this episode will help you make sense of what’s happening. Gareth Duignam breaks down one of the most intense experiences of his life, then goes deeper into the mechanics behind Kundalini, why it gets stuck, and what a full rising can do to the nervous system.
Rather than just telling a spiritual story, Gareth connects his firsthand experience to a practical understanding of what Kundalini actually is - the evolutionary energy of consciousness, not just “energy” in the usual sense. He explains why the rising can feel ecstatic, overwhelming, painful, and transformative all at once, and why the process often seems to stall at the heart, throat, skull, or shoulders. 

You’ll discover:

What Kundalini is and why it’s described as intelligent, directional, and transformative
What’s happening in the central channel, chakras, and nervous system during a rising
Why emotional material, trauma, and conditioned patterns can create blockages
What Gareth experienced when the energy finally broke through into the brain
Why a full rising often brings a quieter, more stable phase afterward
Gareth also shares the practical side of navigating Kundalini activity without trying to force it. He emphasizes rest, grounding, simplicity, devotion, and surrender - and explains why the deeper intelligence of the process often decides the pace long before the mind does.
If you’re in the middle of a Kundalini awakening, have felt partial risings, or just want a clear, grounded account of a phenomenon most people talk about in vague terms, this is essential listening. It’s part lived experience, part map, and part reassurance that what feels overwhelming may actually be unfolding with purpose.


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