This week on Brolapse, I open up like never before—emotionally and medically. As I head into my colon reconnection surgery, I’m reflecting on everything this experience has taught me: from suicidal fear to radical acceptance, body horror to body pride, prolapse loss to prolapse resurrection.

I talk candidly about the day my hole almost killed me, the shock of waking up with a stoma, my doctor giving me the green light to keep fisting (bless him), and how I found peace, pleasure, and purpose in unexpected places—including latex, punchfisting, and maybe even filming with my stoma 👀. I also call out the two losers who ghosted me over my bag. You’ll never hear from them again.

This one’s raw, honest, and deeply personal. If you’ve ever felt broken or terrified that your kink, your body, or your life was over—this episode is for you.

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