Photo of Stéphanie by @steph_stf_photography

“Is my career done?” That’s what aerialist Stéphanie Ortega wondered when her touring with Cirque du Soleil abruptly ended at the onset of the pandemic. We speak with her about the fear, anger, and loss of identity in the wake of losing her creative practice–and how she found resilience, purpose, and new ways of pursuing her art before the proverbial show got back on the road. Rosemerry also talks about getting her show back on the road–performing for a live audience for the first time since her son died, and how it taught her to trust process more than ever. 

Originally from France, Stéphanie Ortega studied ballet at the Roland Petit School in Marseille and started dancing professionally in a cabaret in Paris. She discovered the circus community when she was performing in the United States and began training as an aerialist, acquiring skill after skill including trapeze, aerial silk, Spanish rope, and eventually mastering the “suspended Pole,” a moveable pole that does not touch the ground, emulating a flying effect. She worked for Disneyland Paris, Franco Dragone and Cirque du Soleil. Prior to the Pandemic, Ortega was working on the show “Corteo” performing as the sole suspended pole artist. Currently living in Colorado, Ortega is preparing to rejoin the iconic circus troupe for an international tour. She recently had a chance to perform again for the first time since the pandemic began. 

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Watch Stephanie perform on the flying pole

Rosemerry’s poem about performing live again

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