Haystacks & Hell

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3rd and final part of Santiago's interview with Charlotte Hayes (Charli), a Gen-Z ex-Adventist. After escaping her abusive home, Charli discovered she didn't have proof of her U.S. citizenship, so she had to get a green card and worried about possibly being deported. We also discussed her journey of healing and leaving the faith she grew up in.

Charli's Links: 
TikTok @charli.hayes 
Instagram @charlihayes_ 
YouTube @charlihayes_

Resources / Topics Mentioned: 
Maskrosbarn ("Dandelion Child") 
Mental Health and Therapist Resources

Support for Victims of Abuse: 
RAINN - National Sexual Assault Hotline 
Childhelp - National Child Abuse Hotline 
The Hotline - National Domestic Violence Hotline

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Part 2 of Santiago's interview with Charlotte Hayes (Charli), a Gen-Z ex-Adventist. She was adopted from Russia and brought to the U.S. as a baby by an Adventist couple. Growing up, Charli experienced horrific things at home. The police and Child Protective Services investigated, but nothing happened, so she ran away from home at 18. She now has over 500k people on TikTok who have been following her life story.

Charli's Links: 
TikTok @charli.hayes 
Instagram @charlihayes_ 
YouTube @charlihayes_

Resources / Topics Mentioned:  
Little Duck Diner - Savannah, GA 
Hostel in the Forest - Brunswick, GA 
Hostelworld - Find hostels around the world

Support for Victims of Abuse: 
RAINN - National Sexual Assault Hotline 
Childhelp - National Child Abuse Hotline 
The Hotline - National Domestic Violence Hotline

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Santiago interviews Charlotte Hayes (Charli), a Gen-Z ex-Adventist. She was adopted from Russia and brought to the U.S. as a baby by an Adventist couple. Growing up, Charli experienced emotional, physical, and sexual abuse at home. The police and Child Protective Services investigated, but nothing happened, so she ran away from home at 18. She now has over 500k people on TikTok who have been following her life story.

Charli's Links: 
TikTok @charli.hayes 
Instagram @charlihayes_ 
YouTube @charlihayes_

Resources / Topics Mentioned: 
VeggieTales - Jericho Slushies 
Battle (Genocide) of Jericho - Wikipedia 
IBLP - Wikipeda 
Shiny Happy People: Duggar Family Secrets 
Alisa Williams' Thread on SDAs & Shiny Happy People
Katie Morton - Licensed Therapist, YouTuber 
Religious Trauma-informed Therapists & Other Resources

Support for Victims of Abuse: 
RAINN - National Sexual Assault Hotline 
Childhelp - National Child Abuse Hotline 
The Hotline - National Domestic Violence Hotline

Kati Morton Videos: 
Abuse Topic Playlist 
Sexual Abuse: How do we recover & how long does it take? 
What is Consent, Assault & Harassment? 
What's considered sexual abuse? 
Struggling with childhood sexual abuse? 
Healing from Sexual Abuse & Incest

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Santiago and Saoirse discuss their very different childhood experiences with Halloween and read some stories from the ex-Adventist subreddit. Abby, Ami, and friends talk around a bonfire (bone fire?) about their experiences with Halloween. That last part of the episode is a little loud, but there's some fun stuff if you're patient.

Topics Mentioned: 
Scared Straight | Hell House - How Gay Thou Art Podcast 
The Addams Family - Wikipedia 
Wednesday (Netflix Show) 
The Addams Family (1991 Film) 
Addams Family Values (1993 Film) 
Beetlejuice (1988 Film) 
Killer Klowns From Outer Space (1988 Film)

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Part 2 of 2: Santiago interviews Will James, an ex-Adventist husband, dad, lawyer, and TikToker based in the U.S. state of Oklahoma. We discuss writing wills for SDA church members, Will's deconstruction from Adventism, telling his parents, and navigating his own parental responsibilities after deconstructing at just the right moment.

Topics Mentioned: 
Will's Law Practice Website 
Will's TikTok (@will.i.jam) 
Ada Lois Sipuel Fisher 
Iyanla Vanzant "The past is present" 
Rachel Held Evans (Author) 
Peter Ennes (Author) 
Non-binary Gender 
Singular They 
Left-handedness

Other Episodes Mentioned: 
Melissa Duge Spiers Interview (S1E10 - Part 1) 
Melissa Duge Spiers Interview (S1E11 - Part 2) 

Matthew Vollmer Interview (S1E16 - Part 1) 
Matthew Vollmer Interview (S1E17 - Part 2) 

Race, Slavery, and Racism in Christianity and Adventism (S1E19) 
The Amalgamation of Man and Beast!? (S1E20)

Adventist Estate Stories: 
Bahamian Family Alleges $30 Million Fraud Involving 3ABN 
SDA Church Stealing Estates 
Grandma’s money went to 3ABN

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Part 1 of 2: Santiago interviews Will James, an ex-Adventist husband, dad, lawyer, and TikToker based in the U.S. state of Oklahoma. We discuss his parents' conversion to Adventism (along with 30 of their friends?!) when he was two years old. Will grew up with a very literal interpretation of the Bible and Ellen White's writings, and eventually deconstructed everything. 
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Topics Mentioned: 
Will's TikTok (@will.i.jam)
Oh No, Ross and Carrie - Amazing Facts Series 
David Steward Amazing Facts Profile 
Will's Blog - Broken Plates and Baptisms 
Inception (Movie)

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Santiago interviews Morgan Clae, an ex-Adventist director, producer, and singer-songwriter based in Los Angeles. We discuss purity culture, her time at Walla Walla University, being a student missionary, deconstruction, and becoming agnostic. We also explore the meaning behind the lyrics of Wilder Things, Morgan's song on deconstruction and coming out.

Morgan's Links: 
Morgan Clae Linktree 
YouTube 
Spotify 
TikTok

Morgan's Music Mentioned: 
Stay (Music Video) 
Wilder Things 
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Resources & Topics Mentioned: 
Born Again Again Podcast 
exAdventist Subreddit 
The Greatest Showman 
Jesus and John Wayne 
Conservatives are upset their kids don’t want to spend Christmas with them

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Santiago interviews Erika Miller, an ex-SDA teacher, mom, and survivor of abuse. As a young child, Erika was abused by a deacon's son at her home church. She shares her amazing story of resilience, attending Newbold College in the UK, and eventually leaving the Adventist church.

Resources Mentioned: 
Erika's email: swimlass [at] gmail.com 
Therapists and Mental Health Resources 
Unbelievable - Netflix Show 

The Netflix show linked above is not about Erika's story, but it's linked here as we briefly discussed Erika’s desire to go into law (timecode 44:32). She was discouraged by her parents, who said the legal profession isn't suitable for a Christian woman. I mentioned the show because it’s based on a true story of a serial r*pist who got away with his crimes in part by committing them in different cities or counties, and the police departments didn’t share any information with each other.

The show centers on a woman who was the most recent victim and spoke to the police, but the two male detectives who questioned her didn’t believe her and ultimately gaslit her into recanting her testimony. It wasn’t until a female detective began noticing a pattern and believed the victim that they finally were able to put the pieces together and catch the r*pist.

The show is relevant because it illustrates how discouraging women from entering certain professions has put us at a disadvantage, and why listening to victims is incredibly important.

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For the final episode of Season 1,  Santiago does a deep dive on the "amalgamation" quotes. Abby and Ami talk about bigotry in the Seventh-Day Adventist church and particularly in the southern United States culture of the church. The conversation covers racism, homophobia, dating, trans issues, segregated conferences, and "the amalgamation of man and beast."

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Sources Mentioned:

2021 Poll: 94% of Americans Approve of Interracial Marriage

"Base Crime" Definition from 1858 Dictionary

Racist book from 1867: The Negro, what is his ethnological status?

Uriah Smith's Defense of Ellen White's Amalgamation Quotes

James White promoting Uriah Smith's Book

Adventist Responses:

Adventist Today - Was Ellen White an Infallible Theologian?

Dr. Benjamin Baker - Ellen White on Amalgamation

Terrie Aamodt (59:00), Benjamin Baker (1:32:30) on Amalgamation

Ellen White Estate - Amalgamation by Francis D. Nichol

Tunkhannock SDA Church on Amalgamation 
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Santiago covers a brief history of race, slavery, and racism in the context of Christianity and Adventism. We look at the Bible, Ellen White's writings, and the history of how the Adventist church created a segregated conference system in the United States. Full Transcripts, resources and more: hell.bio/notes

Race, Pseudoscience, and Science

Adam Hochman - Is ‘race’ modern?

Gregory Slack - The Medieval Origins of 'Race'

Historical origins of racial classification

Limpieza de sangre

Scientific Racism

National Academies - Stop using race

Did Evolutionary Theory Cause Genocide?

Charles Darwin on Racism, Slavery, and Eugenics

Racism within Christianity and Adventism

Christian views on slavery

Christian abolitionism

'The Curse of Ham': Slavery and the Old Testament

German and Austrian churches apologize for Holocaust actions

Adventism’s White Supremacy

Why are there Regional Conferences?

Protest & Progress Speech - Dr. Calvin B. Rock

A House on Fire Panel Discussion

​James Kemuel Humphrey

Byard, Lucille (1877–1943)

Reparations

Reparations for slavery in the United States

The Truth Behind ’40 Acres and a Mule’

Forty acres and a mule

Ellen White on Reparations

Recommended Reading

A House on Fire

Protest & Progress

Seventh-day Adventists and the Civil Rights Movement

How to Be an Antiracist

How to Raise an Antiracist

How to Be a (Young) Antiracist

Antiracist Baby

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