The FSSP (Fraternitas Sacerdotalis Sancti Petri) is a little known group of traditionalist who lead me to trying to join an ancient order of Carmelites and never see the outside world again. These two groups have held onto the customs, beliefs, and practices of the high-medieval Catholic Church. Here's a psychological reflection on how high-control religions work.

00:00 - Intro
01:04 - Why I Was Susceptible
04:26 - A Sense of Belonging
06:37 - Weaponization of Language
08:53 - Simple Meta-Narrative
11:23 - Undiagnosed Neurodivergence
14:28 - Being in the Closet
15:53 - Cognitive Re-Programming
22:03 - Final Thoughts

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