I share a story that I didn't think I would ever talk tell on a podcast. But having just had a birthday, I decided that I needed to tell this tale, and explain why I feel like a free man now. This is not the typical episode of this show. But if you are a person who has struggled with the past, running a movie-like memory over and over again in your mind, this story might be of value to you. This is a VERY personal account (all names have been changed) of a difficult time in my life, when as a teenager, my parents died. I talk about the one person in my life, that I might describe as someone that I 'Hated' for 43 years.