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Legendary British photographer and filmmaker Mark Lebon joins Jean Campbell for an open and characteristically candid conversation about addiction, recovery, fatherhood, creativity and romantic love.

Mark reflects on the moment seeing his young son compelled him to get sober, after believing his drug use might kill him. He explores what more than 30 years of recovery have taught him about emotional pain, self-abandonment, discipline and taking responsibility for his own healing.

Drawing on Buddhism’s Four Noble Truths, Mark also considers the relationship between desire and suffering, the impermanence of our emotional states and how these teachings have shaped his approach to pain and recovery.

They also discuss Mark’s influential creative career, his collaborations with Judy Blame and Christopher Nemeth, the process of bringing order to a chaotic life through his work, and why he has come to see pain as a warning, a boundary and a guide.

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I'm Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Mo Gawdat, engineer, entrepreneur, and one of the world's most prominent voices on happiness and artificial intelligence, to explore grief, love, loss, and what it really means to be okay. Mo reflects on a life of extraordinary professional success that left him clinically miserable in his twenties, the Saturday morning his five-year-old daughter held up a mirror to the person he'd become, and the years of mathematical obsession that led him to reverse-engineer happiness itself.

Mo speaks with characteristic precision and unexpected tenderness about the loss of his son Ali in 2014, the teacher who spent 21 years showing his father how to accept life as it is, and whose death became the ultimate test of everything Mo had built. He draws a profound distinction between pain and suffering, reframes grief as displaced love searching for somewhere to go, and offers a vision of death, rooted not in scripture but in quantum physics and the theory of relativity.

Mo Gawdat is the former Chief Business Officer of Google X, bestselling author of Solve for Happy, Scary Smart and Unstressable, and founder of the One Billion Happy movement. This is an episode about the algorithm underneath all of it and the losses that proved it true.

About I’m Fine:

“I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people
navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean
Campbell. 

I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell is a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their

outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this
experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain -
emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words:

With Very Special Thanks to Mo Gawdat

Technical Production by Copperbeach
Social Media Ruby Fern 
Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions
Series Producer Camilla Morton
Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

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I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets model and entrepreneur Lottie Moss to explore what it’s like growing up in the public eye, the search for identity and validation, and finding her way back to herself. Lottie reflects on being a bubbly and confident child, her love of the spotlight and dressing-up box, the jelly shoes, and how the camera always found her, followed by the harder secondary school years which brought self-doubt, slut-shaming and the need for external validation amongst the social hierarchies of teenage girlhood.

Lottie was thrown into the spotlight, aged thirteen, at her half-sister (Kate Moss) wedding and scouted as a model. Lottie discusses feeling mismanaged and controlled by her agency, the loneliness beneath the glamour, and the moment COVID gave her space to ask whether any
of it was actually making her happy. She speaks candidly about how OnlyFans wasn’t rock bottom but led her to reclaiming creative control and an unexpected sense of community and reflects on the backlash, the media scrutiny that followed her and the point at which she checked herself into rehab for depression, and started to take back her power. 

Lottie Moss is an English model and entrepreneur, from high fashion to Only Fans, from growing up in the spotlight to modelling work, building her social platforms and hosting herpodcast Dream On This is an episode that explores what recovery, taking control and growthmean to her as she build something of her own.

About I’m Fine: 
“I’m Fine is more than a Podcast, it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.”

I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high- performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan.

With Very Special Thanks to Lottie Moss
- Instagram @lottiemossxo
- YouTube @LottieMossOfficial

- Technical Production by Copperbeach
- Social Media Ruby Fern 
- Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions
- Series Producer Camilla Morton
- Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

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I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Former Royal Marines lawyer Martin Wade for a profound conversation about PTSD, military service, chronic pain, survival and the unexpected role art has played in rebuilding his life. In this conversation they discuss pain, compassion, responsibility; Martin reflects on the weight of serving in Afghanistan, the life-changing impact of his PTSD diagnosis, and the long, difficult path of learning to live with both physical and psychological pain, and the courage it takes to keep going when life has fallen apart. Through painting, Martin was able to express what words couldn’t, and creates works that connect to the human condition and the possibility of healing.

Martin Wade is an artist and veteran. Free from any classical training, he paints unhindered by convention and explores colour and composition on his own terms. Life's experiences brought him to the easel and his abstract works explore emotions, adversity and a survivor's instinct to recover against all the odds.  The emphasis of his art is not one of gloom brought about by trauma and the hidden wounds of war but one of optimism, compassion and faith in common humanity. 
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About I’m Fine:

“I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.”
Jean Campbell. 
 
I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan.
 
With Very Special Thanks to Martin Wade @martinwadeartist
https://www.instagram.com/martinwadeartist/
For more please visit: www.martinartist.com
 
- Technical Production by Copperbeach
- Social Media Ruby Fern
- Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions
- Series Producer Camilla Morton
- Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

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I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell sits down with Cora Corré, friend, model and activist. They discuss family, grief, legacy, and the quiet strength it takes to stay true to yourself under pressure. Cora talks about her grandmother – Vivienne Westwood – growing up and navigating public and private grief, how to protect yourself, how to have softness in difficult moments, and the importance of kindness, intuition, and moral clarity. From the mission and pillars that inspire the work of the Vivienne Foundation, to the loss and legacy of a grandmother, Cora discusses the public and private faces and what has inspired her and how she has carved out her own identity, followed her calling, and how family and fashion have driven her work in advocacy and human rights. They discuss how it’s OK to not be OK and why self-preservation, honesty, and compassion matter when facing loss and change. This is an episode that explores grief, identity, resilience, and the values that shape us.

Cora Corré is a model and activist from London who worked alongside her grandmother – the late great designer Vivienne Westwood - to develop the Vivienne Foundation, built upon four pillars of change: Halt Climate Change, Stop War, Defend Human Rights and Protest Capitalism. The Vivienne Foundation exists to honour, protect and continue the legacy of Vivienne's creativity and activism to create a better society and halt climate change. The Vivienne Foundation continues to support and collaborate with NGO’s on key issues around the Four Pillars. Westwood used her voice to lead a relentless fight for justice. Corré honours her legacy through shedding light on issues crucial to our collective moral compass. The Vivienne Foundation is set up as a not-for-profit company to enable the Foundation to have political aims and views within our campaigning and advocacy work.

About I’m Fine
“I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” 
Jean Campbell. 

I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan.

With Very Special Thanks to 
https://www.instagram.com/coracorre/
https://www.theviviennefoundation.com @theviviennefoundation @katemossagency

Technical Production by Copperbeach
Social Media Ruby Fern 
Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions
Series Producer Camilla Morton 
Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

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I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Anita Bitton - founder of Establishment Casting one of the fashion industry’s premier casting agencies, renowned for launching iconic faces, redefining beauty, and forging long-standing creative partnerships. A defining force behind the scenes in the fashion industry Anita shares her own journey, from being taken into careas a child to building her own an extended family, career and community. From i-D magazine intern to writing music reviews while at University, from moving to New York and hitting a personal rock bottom; Anita describes what motivated, and what transformed her life, and how sobriety became the catalyst for moving forward. This conversation explores belonging, identity and the long journey of becoming who you already are, finding your people, learning to pause and trusting yourself until your outside matches your inside.

Anita Bitton founded Establishment Casting in 2003. She has worked with many of fashion’s most influential brands, creatives, and image-makers, and is known for her eye, her empathy, and for her role in shaping modern fashion representation. Her work includes campaigns and runway shows for brands including Celine, Burberry and Chanel and Marc Jacobs. She grew up in South London, was inspired by emerging magazines and club culture and post university moved to New York where she got a job at Next Model Management. She has collaborated with photographers such as Tim Walker, Peter Lindbergh and Irving Penn and Creatives Katie Grand (at Marc Jacobs and Louis Vuitton), Daniel Lee (at Bottega Veneta and Burberry), Mathieu Blazy (at Bottega Veneta and Chanel) to help cast the best faces, fit and models to communicate their creative vision.

About I’m Fine:

“I’m Fine is more than a Podcast, it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. 

I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbellit’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan.

• With Very Special Thanks to Anita Bitton
• Technical Production by Copperbeach
• Social Media Ruby Fern
• Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions
• Series Producer Camilla Morton 
• Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell 

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I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Bobby Rich Judo Champion and one of the most respected elite coaches in UK combat sports. In this episode Bobby discusses a life shaped prepping for tournaments, training, stamina, discipline, discomfort and redefining pain. Aged five he started Judo - and went on to compete at youth and senior levels right up to being competitor level for Team GB, 2008 Olympic reserve. In this conversation Bobby looks back on his experience, the demands of high-performance, finding success beyond medals and how pain — physically, mentally, emotionally — and your own identity becomes intertwined with athletic performance. From success to sacrifice, injury, relationships, burnout, and the quiet reckoning and reinvention that comes with ‘retirement’ when the question becomes: who am I without this? we discuss the importance of communication, intuition, recovery, and why sustainability and self-awareness is the true mark of strength.

Bobby Rich is the London-based performance coach, entrepreneur and former elite athlete with over two decades of experience in high-level sport and fitness. A former international Judo competitor for Team GB, 2008 Olympic reserve, and a Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu black belt Bobby now works across the worlds of performance, wellness and brand consultancy. Bobby is the founder of ONUS – a consultancy that designs and builds fitness brands and high-performance training spaces, and as a coach trusted by cultural icons to competitive athletes. He aims to help people feel stronger, live with purpose and above all is a proud father, shaping a life that thrives.

About I’m Fine:

“I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell.

I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’.

With Very Special Thanks to Bobby Rich

Filmed by Podshop

Hailey Rovner Malach of Wicked Child Productions

Technical Production by Copperbeach

Social Media Ruby Fern

Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions

Series Producer Camilla Morton

Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

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I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Nikki Lilly - award-winning creator, British charity campaigner, social media personality, model author and founder of the Butterfly AVM Charity. In this episode Nikki shares her experience growing up with a rare and life-threatening AVM, she explains what this is and how she navigated childhood between hospitals and surgeries, how living with chronic illness that has shaped her identity, how she has shaped her outlook on life and how she found escape, joy and creativity. From launching her YouTube channel to becoming a powerful voice for representation, Nikki reflects on visibility, vulnerability, and the support and quiet strength that inspires her. This honest and intimate discussion explores resilience and choosing to live fully, even when life looks nothing like you imagined. From beauty as armour, creativity as survival to compassion and the importance of play, rest and meeting yourself where you are this is a powerful reminder that living fully doesn’t mean living perfectly.

Nikki had a carefree childhood, until she was diagnosed with AVM aged 6 when her world flipped upside down and went from a normal childhood to hospitals, surgery, home. But Nikki is extraordinary not ordinary - in 2012 the Butterfly AVM Charity was founded, in 2013, then aged only eight, she started to share her experiences of living with a 'visible difference' on YouTube covering life with: chronic illness, bullying, mental health, baking and beauty. She has won many awards for her courage, her cooking and creativity. In 2016 she won CBBC’s Junior Bake Off and presented the CBBC show ‘Nikki Lilly Meets’. In 2019 won an Emmy for ‘Best Factual Programme’ and was the youngest ever recipient of the BAFTA Special Award. In 2020 she published her first book, ‘Nikki Lilly Come on Life: Highs, Lows and How to Live Your Best Teen Like’. In 2024 she became a patron of Face Equality International, an alliance of Non-Governmental Organisations (NGOs), charities and support groups which are working at national, regional or international levels to promote the campaign for ‘face equality’. In 2025 Nikki spoke at the United Nation Human Rights Council about her experiences of facial differences and was honoured as ‘Fashion and Beauty Creator of the Year’ on TikTok, partnered with L’Oreal at the Cannes Film Festival and was one of the first people with a facial difference to walk a show in Paris Fashion Week, with Vogue calling it the most powerful moment of the show and at the end of 2025 announced her podcast ‘Live a Little’ where she talks about the in-between of modern life, where you can have a lot on but still wondering if you are missing something deeper.

Her journey has garnered recognition and numerous accolades, including:

- The WellChild Award for Courage (2013), presented by Prince Harry
- The Princess Diana Award for Exceptional Bravery (2014)
- The Pride of Britain Award for Child of Courage (2016)
- Winner of CBBC’s “Junior Bake Off” (2016)
- Nominated for a BAFTA for her work on the CBBC series “My Life: Born to Vlog”
- Winner of the 2018 Emmy Award for Best Factual Program
- Japan Grand Prix Award for her documentary work

About I’m Fine:

I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success.

With Very Special Thanks to Nikki Lilly
https://www.instagram.com/nikkililly/?hl=en
https://www.butterflyavmcharity.org.uk/nikki-lilly/
https://www.cadence-talent.com/

Technical Production Copperbeach
Social Media Ruby Fern
Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions
Series Producer Camilla Morton
Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

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In this bonus episode, Kai-Isaiah Jamal reflects on what they learned from Virgil Abloh about following your dreams, not compromising, and creating without ego.

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I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Poet, Model, Musician and Trans Activist Kai Isaiah Jamal to talk about their journey creating their debut EP Impatiently Waiting, reclaiming autonomy through music, and what it means to build an authentic identity – in fashion, music, the everyday – to own who you are and go beyond other people’s gaze.

Acclaimed South-London spoken word poet, writer, performer and trans visibility activist, Kai Isaiah Jamal dedicates much of their creative time to writing about personal experiences, discrimination, and dysphoria, they also work to educate others on how to be a better ally to trans people and helping long marginalised communities play a greater role in shaping cultures around the world. In 2020 they were appointed as the Institute of Contemporary Art’s first-ever poet in residence in 2020. The following year, Jamal became the first Black trans model to walk the runway for Louis Vuitton. Through their powerful work spanning multiple types of media, Jamal has become “the voice of their generation,” as the late designer Virgil Abloh told Vogue in 2021.

About I’m Fine:
“I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. 

I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell is a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan.

With Very Special Thanks to Kai-Isaiah Jamal 
Technical Production by Copperbeach
Social & Creative Content Producer Ruby Fern
Creative Production Sidekick Entertainment
Series Producer Camilla Morton
Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell