Listener question: What I'm seeing with my expression and lack of, is a deep distrust of life i.e. that the expression I long to be truly isn't possible and it's best not to be proved right on that.

Choosing actions that allow full expression rather than keep a pretence that it's still at a distance and not yet available is what I want.

My concern with being a participant on your course is that I continue to stay in that story of I'm not there yet (wherever there is, I hope you get what I mean.)

So I'm torn. The content of the course sounds amazing and clearly I am still in the same old story living hand to mouth on Universal Credit  etc.

But how long do I stay a participant for? Is that serving me?