Nobody wants a 5-step skincare routine right now. Nobody wants a morning pages prompt or your supplement stack or an aesthetic flat lay. THIS IS NOT OK!

And if you've been feeling even vaguely disgusted by the performance of business-as-usual while the world is actively on fire, you're not alone.

In this episode I break down what's actually happening when you're expected to function normally in deeply abnormal times and the specific psychological wound that comes from having to keep showing up to your life while witnessing things that violate everything you believe. There's a name for what you're feeling. And it's not anxiety. It's moral injury.

In this episode:

1. Why the wellness, spiritual, and influencer space is hitting different right now, and not in a good way
2. The difference between anxiety and moral injury and why correctly naming the wound changes everything
3. What it actually costs you to perform normalcy when nothing is normal
4. Why your values are the most important information you have right now
5. How to stay a conscious, informed, awake human being without completely losing yourself in the process

This is a call to create more than you consume and to stop giving energy to anyone who is going about business as usual.

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Keep the Magic Rolling:

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3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

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If you've been feeling overwhelmed, disgusted, or like you can't keep up with everything coming out right now, this episode is for you. I'm right there with you. This episode breaks down why the wave of disclosure and corruption exposure happening globally is not evidence that darkness is winning. It's evidence that it's losing. And it's right on time astrologically.

Because darkness doesn't collapse when it's hidden. It collapses when you shine a light on it.

This episode covers the spiritual, astrological, and cultural framework for understanding why this specific moment in history was always going to look like this. And why that's actually good news.

In this episode:

1. Why disclosed corruption is defeated corruption — and why this moment is the audit, not the apocalypse
2. Pluto in Aquarius (2023–2044) and what the last time this transit hit tells us about where we're headed. Hint: it was the revolution era for a reason
3. The divine feminine rising and why it's directly connected to truth coming to the surface
4. Neptune in Aries: the spiritual warrior transit and why your spirituality needs a spine right now
5. Real-world examples of people rising, systems cracking, and the cultural shift already underway

This isn't a political episode. It's a pattern recognition episode. And once you see the pattern, you can't unsee it.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
3. All Programs → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/programs

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
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You know that pattern you keep repeating? The same relationship drama, different person. The same career block, different job. The same "not enough" feeling, different situation.

You've tried the affirmations. You've done the mindset work. You've set the intentions. And yet... HERE YOU ARE AGAIN.

Here's why: You're trying to fix the visible problem while completely ignoring the invisible wound that's actually running the show.

Your shadow is in the driver's seat. And you don't even know it exists.

In this episode, I'm breaking down:

1. What your shadow actually is (and why ignoring it keeps you stuck in loops)
2. How your Chiron sign and house reveals your deepest wound
3. Why this is the FASTEST way to start shadow work if you don't know where to begin
4. What changes when you finally meet the part of you that's been sabotaging everything
5. How to find your shadow without spending years in therapy guessing

This is tough love, slap-in-the-face truth. People have told me the free Chiron report made them cry because they finally felt understood. It's uncomfortable. It's revealing. And it's the most liberating thing you'll ever do.

The thing you're most afraid to look at is the thing that will set you free.

Ready to stop running? Grab the free Chiron Shadow Report below and find out what's been dictating your life in silence all these years!

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Astro Shadow Report to Find Your Chiron → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
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Okay, hear me out because I know this is going to ruffle some feathers. But I'm here for it!

If you’ve been feeling the urge to manifest harder, visualize clearer, or clutch your vision board for dear life during eclipse season, this episode might lovingly ruin that for you. 😌

Eclipse season is not a manifestation portal. It’s a surrender portal.

In this episode, I riff on why trying to “control the outcome” during eclipses often backfires because eclipses work on a different timeline. They interrupt, reveal, destabilize, and reroute. They don’t respond well to micromanagement.

Today I talk about why eclipse energy is more about trust than effort, why things can feel wired and exhausted at the same time, and why this particular Aquarius solar eclipse is stirring collective themes around belonging, truth, nervous system overload, and the future we’re collectively building.

I also break down:

1. Why eclipses tend to dissolve what’s no longer aligned (even when we don’t want them to)
2. The difference between “calling something in” and letting the universe reorganize your life
3. The larger astrological backdrop happening right now and why it all feels so intense
4. What to do instead of manifesting when clarity feels slippery and control feels tempting

This episode is about trusting what’s already in motion and letting the universe take the wheel.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

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Disclaimer:

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What happens when you realize the voice you’ve been following isn’t actually yours. This episode is a love letter to that realization.

We talk about why so many of us think our intuition is broken, when really, we’ve just been listening to everyone else’s opinions, timelines, and “shoulds” for way too long. I share how easy it is to confuse anxiety with intuition, and how the ego can sound urgent, loud, and convincing … while the soul is quieter, slower, and doesn’t need to explain itself.

I also go into the difference between fear-based guidance and true inner knowing, why intuition doesn’t shout, and how constant self-correction can disconnect us from our own internal compass.

This isn’t an episode about fixing yourself or learning a new technique. It’s about remembering. About softening. About noticing where you stopped trusting yourself, and why that actually makes so much sense.

If you’ve been questioning your instincts, outsourcing your decisions, or feeling disconnected from your own yes and no… this one is for you.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
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Disclaimer:

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Okay let’s talk about being delulu

Because right now the internet is fully romanticizing the idea that if you just decide something is true, it’ll magically work out. And listen, sometimes that mindset is actually powerful as hell.

And sometimes?

It’s just avoidance in a cute outfit.

In this episode, I’m breaking down when “the delulu is the solulu” and when it quietly turns into spiritual bypassing, nervous system freeze, or straight-up lying to yourself.

I get into:

1. Why acting “as if” can genuinely change your life
2. The psychology behind why confidence before evidence actually works
3. The moment delusion stops being playful and starts being harmful
4. How manifestation turns toxic when it disconnects you from reality
5. The difference between faith and avoidance (and how to tell which one you’re in)
6. What conscious delusion actually looks like — belief that moves you forward, not keeps you stuck

If you’ve ever wondered whether you’re trusting the universe… or just not wanting to deal with something uncomfortable, this episode will hit.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

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Disclaimer:

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This episode isn’t cute. It’s honest.

Today I’m talking about the parts of ourselves we don’t want to integrate. The ones we wish never happened. Not the soft, Instagram-friendly shadows like dimming your light. Or even that shadows that focus on what others did to you or your wounded inner child. But the moments where we hurt someone. Where we straight up caused harm and moved on with life, with an over-sized bag of shame.

This is the kind of shadow work almost no one wants to touch. Because it’s not about reclaiming power. It’s about responsibility.

I talk about why it’s easier to face the places where we were wounded than the places where we had agency, and how pretending those parts “aren’t us anymore” doesn’t actually free us, it just buries them.

In this episode I talk about:

• Why unintegrated shadow doesn’t disappear, it leaks

• The difference between accountability and self-shaming

• How cruelty, judgment, avoidance, and superiority often come from distorted protection

• Why integration is not approval and never justification

• What real wholeness actually asks of us

This episode is an invitation to stop trying to be spotless… and start being honest.

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

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Disclaimer:

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HOLY FREAKIN MOLY!!! It's real! I signed my NEW book contract this morning and I am giddy with passion and purpose and direction.

When I lost my dad the day after Christmas in 2024 I was just hoping the survive the year of firsts. I never imagined the first year after his death would be filled with so much life, creativity, adventure, joy, and new beginnings.

My disco ball soul was shattered at the end of 2024, but now a year later I’m shining brighter than ever 🪩

This book is going to show you just how potent and productive looking at your darkness can be.

This is what's possible through shadow work. I wouldn't be where I am if I didn't go into my darkness and ask what it had to show me. I've centered my entire career around shadow work because I've seen first hand that it's literally the key to everything you want to become and do.

This episode is testament to what "doing the work" can do and how to make your shadow sparkle.

AAAAAARRRRROOOOO!!!!

Programs and Resources

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3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

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Let’s talk about January 1st and the lie we've been told! Buckle up, this is a GOOD one!

Because if you’ve ever felt exhausted, behind, unmotivated, or low-key resentful of “new year, new you” energy, this episode is your permission slip to stop blaming yourself.

January 1st is NOT the new year we've been told it is. And pushing yourself to reinvent yourself in the dead of winter actually does more harm than good.

In this one, I pull back the curtain on the calendar itself and how we got tricked into something that robs us of our power.

If you’ve ever felt like something about the New Year rush didn’t sit right in your bones… this episode will put language to that feeling.

No resolutions. No hustle.

Just truth, a bit of fascinating history, and a gentler way to move through the season.

Programs and Resources

1. Winter 2026: Way of the Witch coven https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-coven
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3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
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About Our Sponsors:

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Disclaimer:

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In this episode, I’m talking about grief during the holidays. Not in a “here’s how to get through it” way, but in a let’s sit together in this way.

I laugh, I cry, and /i keep it real like always. Grief isn't something to push through. It's not an inconvenience, although our society might have you thinking otherwise.

Grief is proof of love. And if your sick of the energy of "holly jolly holidays" this one is for you.

If the holidays feel heavy this year…

If you’re missing someone…

If you’re grieving a person, a version of life, or a season that will never come back…

You’re not alone.

You’re not doing it wrong.

And you don’t have to carry it quietly.

Mentioned in this episode:

The Wild Edge of Sorrow by Francis Wheeler https://www.amazon.com/Wild-Edge-Sorrow-Rituals-Renewal/dp/1583949763

Laura Lynn Jackson: Signs + other books https://lauralynnejackson.com/

Programs and Resources

1. Winter 2026: Way of the Witch coven https://www.sagedshop.com/products/way-of-the-witch-virtual-coven
2. FREE Report to Find Your Shadow: https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
3. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation

Keep the Magic Rolling:

1. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes
2. My website → https://lovelightandblackholes.com
3. Read my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

About Our Sponsors:

1. Download the Saged App https://sagedapp.com/applink/store
2. Get 10% off your first box or shop purchase with my code: MORGANGARZA https://www.sagedshop.com/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

The is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/