MEfirst Midlife Badassery Podcast with Addie Beall

What’s up, witches and bitches 🖤

This episode is coming straight from the middle of it — not the other side, not the polished lesson, not the “here’s how I fixed myself” version.

I was overwhelmed.
 I was spiraling.
 I hid in food, Netflix, and avoidance.
 And I almost didn’t hit record.

But this is the work.
 Showing up anyway.

In this episode, I’m sharing:

• What overwhelm is actually telling us (hint: it’s not failure)
• Why waiting to feel better keeps us stuck
• How I get out of my head without needing motivation
• The difference between perfection and embodiment
• Why weight, overwhelm, and soul alignment are always connected
• How your future self is built in messy, ordinary moments like this one

This isn’t a how-to.
 This is a how-I’m-doing-it-in-real-time conversation.

If you’re a midlife woman who feels:

• Behind
• Heavy (in body or life)
• Like you should have it figured out by now
• Tired of disappearing when things get hard

…this episode is for you.

You don’t need to fix yourself.
 You don’t need to calm down first.
 You don’t need to be ready.

You just need to keep showing up — imperfectly, honestly, as you are.

✨ That’s how she is built.

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What happens when you’re three days away from leaving your job… again?

In this episode, Addie B — aka Slayer (her alter ego)— shares a raw, unfiltered check-in as she stands on the edge of another leap: leaving corporate America, stepping fully into CEO mode, and rebuilding her life from the inside out.

This isn’t just a weight-loss (again) story.
 It’s a becoming story.

After losing over 120 pounds, experiencing major health challenges, regaining weight, and navigating deep fear, Addie opens up about what really drives transformation — and why habits, environment, and self-trust matter more than perfection.

You’ll hear about:

• What it feels like to wake up every morning in a ball of fear — and move anyway
• The emotional side of weight regain (and why nothing is “wrong” with you)
• GLP-1s, inflammation, food noise, and the mental work behind it all
• Why your habits are your identity — and how to rebuild them
• Leaving “hobby mode” behind and stepping into CEO energy
• Why fun, community, and being real matter more than looking polished
• The power of tiny daily actions that compound into massive life change

This episode is for you if:

• You’re craving a bigger life but scared to leap
• You’ve lost weight, regained it, or feel stuck in old patterns
• You know you’re meant for more — and don’t know how to bridge the gap
• You’re done taking care of everyone except yourself

If you’ve ever asked “Why not me?” — this one’s for you.

🎧 Listen in. Watch on YouTube. And come slay with us.

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Witches and bitches… we are officially 7 days away from me walking out of my job and into the life I’m meant to create. 😳🔥

In this episode, voice half-gone and soul fully ON FIRE, I take you behind the scenes of what it really feels like to stand on the edge of a life-changing decision — the fear, the magic, the synchronicities, and the fierce self-belief required to actually leap.

We dive into:

🔥 THE COUNTDOWN TO FREEDOM

Why leaving my job wasn’t even on my radar a few months ago… and the massive universal shove that said, “You’re done here.”

✨ CREATOR VS. CONSUMER ENERGY

How I realized I’d been consuming my life instead of creating it — with food, with work, with overwhelm — and what shifted when I finally decided to create again.

🌙 NUMEROLOGY, INTUITION & THE YEAR OF TRANSITION

How aligning with my Year 5 energy helped me see the bigger picture of what’s unfolding.

🧠 THE FEAR FACTOR

The “What the hell am I doing?” panic that hits every morning and how I coach myself through it using journaling, meditation, and the MEfirst magic stack.

🌀 SMALL HABITS THAT REBUILT MY SELF-TRUST

How getting back to basics — morning plan, afternoon meditation, intuitive choices — reconnected me with my future self.

🔮 MANIFESTATION IN ACTION

Why clarity was the miracle I called in, and how the universe delivered it in the form of signs, synchronicities, aligned communities, and one giant push out the door.

💬 THE QUESTION FOR YOU:

Are you creating your life?
 Or consuming your way through it?

Because the moment you choose “creator,” everything shifts — your energy, your habits, your environment, your belief.

I’m stepping into this next chapter with a shaky voice but a steady soul… and I want you on this ride with me.

If this episode hits — share it with a sister who’s standing on the edge of her own leap.
 Let’s rise as creators together.

Slay out, witches. 🔥✨

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What’s up, witches and bitches! 🎉 It’s my 53rd birthday and I’m celebrating by doing what any midlife badass would do: talking colonoscopies, quitting my job, burning down old identities, and daring myself into the biggest life upgrade I’ve made in years.

This episode is raw, hilarious, messy, squirrel-filled, and FULL of the magic that happens when you stop tolerating the life you’re in… and start creating the one you actually want.

I’m sharing the fear behind-the-scenes of my nine-day countdown to leaving my soul-sucking job, how my quarterly MEfirst planning shocked me into clarity, what human design + feng shui has opened up for me, and why this next chapter is all about freedom, fun, and future self energy.

If you’ve been following my journey, this is one of those “holy shit, she did it” episodes.

Inside this episode:

• Why turning 53 feels like stepping into my final Pokémon evolution
• How the hell I went from “I’m staying at this job forever” to “BYE, BITCHES”
• The exact goals I set in my MEfirst Guide that shifted EVERYTHING
• What human design, hermit mode, and intuition taught me about timing
• How clearing my room (and my life) using feng shui made space for the leap
• What I’m building next — and why it’s FOR those who dare
• Why weight, health, and freedom feel totally different at this stage of life
• The moment I remembered little Addie in the mirror pretending to be on TV
• A Lucifer-style dare: What do you truly desire?

This is the start of an entirely new season of MEfirst Midlife Badassery — the season where we stop talking about living bravely… and actually fucking do it.

Call to Action:
✨ Tell me what YOU dare to do next.
Screenshot the episode and tag me with:
“This year, I dare to ________.”

✨ Text this episode to a midlife witch or bitch who needs a nudge to break free.

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In this episode, Addie B — your resident Sagittarius fun-factory and badass midlife cheerleader — drops a truth bomb: we’ve become fun-school dropouts. Life got busy, serious, hormonal, structured, and suddenly FUN became something we “hope” happens instead of something we intentionally create.

Addie shares how fun is absolutely not optional — it’s essential for your nervous system, creativity, weight loss, energy, and future self magic. She walks through her own transformation, including the moment 300-lb Miserable Addie made her first “Everyday Adventure List”… and how tiny adventures like meditation, aerial yoga, roller skating, hiking, and new experiences opened the gates to joy, soul-alignment, and 120 lbs lost.

She reminds us that fun is fuel. Fun is frequency. And fun is the damn doorway back to YOU.

Then she gives you five simple, powerful tools to bring fun back into your world — starting TODAY.

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30 days until Freedom Addie (leaves the day job)! This week, Addie shares a fresh take on transformation, inspired by a truth-bomb–filled catch-up with longtime client and friend, Lola. Together they crack open the real magic behind reinvention: stop caring what others think, get honest with yourself, and start intentionally creating who you want to be.

Addie breaks down how she’s structuring her days with alter-ego energy — CEO Addie, Creative Addie, Community Addie, Me-First Morning Addie — and how segment-intending (a la Abraham Hicks) can shift the entire vibe of your day.

Plus: honoring your energy type, reclaiming your mornings, letting go of guilt, using tools like Notion + Skool to support your next chapter, and remembering that no one is judging you the way you think they are.

If you’re craving freedom, alignment, or a spark to feel alive again — this one will hit.

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Once I decided to quit my job, the wheels were in motion.  This week I’m talking about what happens after the leap — when you stop chasing, stop overthinking the hows, and start believing it’s already happening.

We’ll dive into:
 💫 Why belief is the decision as well
💫 How my Human Design (Generator 2/4 Hermit-Opportunist) helps me understand my creative cycles
💫 What a Harvard Professor of Happiness taught me about how tech affects our happiness
💫 And how I’m creating my virtual world of badass witches and bitches living in alignment and abundance

This one’s for every woman ready to stop waiting for the perfect time and start living her next chapter today.

Believe. Become. Be.
And go slay your damn day, badass B. 

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I finally did it — I quit my job and leaped into the unknown (okay, again, I am a Sagittarius, after all). 💥 This week, I’m sharing how I manifested my next chapter in midlife, what Human Design taught me about alignment, and how to trust the Universe when everything’s wide open. No backup plan. Just faith, fire, and a whole lotta tapas. 🔥 

This week, Addie B (Slayer) shares the wild ride of finally quitting her job after two and a half years of ignoring the cosmic slaps upside the head. 😅 What happens when you stop trying to fit into something that isn’t for you and let the Universe blow the doors wide open? 

You manifest your way straight into the unknown — and damn, it feels good.

Scary, but good scary, ya know?

In this episode, we dive into:

• 💥 How Addie manifested herself out of a job (and into alignment)
• 🧭 The lessons of trust, surrender, and following signs
• 🧬 Discovering her Human Design and how it’s shaping her business and next steps
• 🔥 Why the yogic principle of Tapas (discipline + burning enthusiasm) is her 2026 vibe — and how it fuels transformation
• 🧘‍♀️ The real-life magic of creating your alter ego (like Slayer!) and becoming your future self
• 💛 The importance of feeling good now — not “when you lose the weight” or “when you get the job”

Addie’s walking (literally, in the lazy river at the pool) into a brand-new chapter of life, fired up with her tapas energy, trusting her gut, and building the foundation for what’s next — a space for badass midlife women to rise together.

What dare we do together? 

LFG!

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This week’s episode is a full-body YES moment. 💥

After months (okay, years) of trying to “love where I am,” the Universe finally said: It’s time, Slayer. And when I tell you I listened — I mean I decided.

In this episode, I’m sharing the raw, real story behind my biggest decision yet: walking away from the safety net and going all in on ME. No backup plan, no guarantees — just belief, alignment, and a whole lot of Eye of the Tiger energy. 🐯

We’ll talk about:
 ✨ What it actually means to decide (and why that shifts everything)
✨ The moment I said “F*ck the hows” — and why you should too
✨ How fear keeps us playing small (and how to step out of it)
✨ Reconnecting to your inner fire after feeling disconnected or stuck
✨ Why the Universe keeps nudging you when you’re meant for more

If you’ve been waiting for a sign — this is it. It’s time to stop trying to fit in and start betting on your own damn brilliance.

💜 Mantra of the Week:
“I decide. F*ck the hows.”

Let’s rise, witches & b’s. Your Future Self is waiting — and she’s fired up. 🔥

🎧 Listen now and share it with a sister who’s ready to leap.

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Aloha witches & bitches—it’s one of those “real life” weeks where the vibe is: it’s hard, but I’m still doing the damn thing.

In this episode of MEfirst Midlife Badassery, Slayer gets real about:

• The seasons of life and why this one (the “Mili Season”) matters more than she realized
• Her dance with forcing vs. allowing in manifesting and abundance
• How she’s learning to love her current season instead of trying to skip ahead
• What it really means to reconnect with your authentic self when you’ve been boxed in, dimmed down, or burnt out
• Why showing up for yourself—even when it feels hard—is the real magic

You’ll hear about treadmills finally unboxed, meditation non-negotiables, spirit-guide cards, and a raw look at what it means to rebuild in real time.

Because sometimes the transformation isn’t in the “before & after”—it’s in the during.

✨ Key takeaways:

• Stop fighting your current season—there’s gold in it.
• The universe can’t guide what you’re forcing.
• Your authentic self is still in there—waiting for you to lead her home.
• One percent actions are still actions.

💥 Mentioned in this episode:

• Aligned Abundance by Emma Mumford
• The Enchanted Map oracle deck by Colette Baron-Reid
• Francesca Amber’s Book Club Bitches

🎧 Listen in, journal it out, and maybe name your own season. Because the “Season of You” starts right f*cking now.

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