A rye off the bat poetry performance where I recite whispers from my heart literally right off in one take, as I dig deep and asked myself what is love. Hope you enjoy this work.

Digging deeper into my twitch journey, aside from the superficial race to rip our numbers but it is the people behind the numbers that counts, and they are something that numbers could never buy.

A very different angle, but sometimes we do have to know that we are not enough, and not just us, perhaps they are also not enough. The world is just so huge, our dreams even bigger and what’s out there is so much more than just another person, another soul or another whisper.

I’ll like to take this episode to talk about how I view the concept of creators and consumers; about how each cannot exist without the other. There are so much to discuss, from how we can consume and get inspired to create and create to inspired people to create more. The possibility of the world is endless, if we are looking at the right place. There are also some less obvious creations, from creators of values and services, to how our parents are our literal creators. This episode serves as a prompt for you to think about what you eventually want to create.

An episode that came out in the midst of my doing housework, about how we tend to focus on what “good life” people have, about the “hardships” they don’t have to endure that we have to. We like to focus on other people, but we should actually focus on what we have to do. It felt like we are running on race tracks but our eyes are not looking out for us; but at someone else.

An audio letter to my future self from the past; we are at the last lap of the year now, with December coming up next, there’s only one more month left to make the best out of 2021. A little motivational speech that comes with a touch of vulnerability to make myself a better person.

In this episode I’ll explore my concept of “filler episodes” in which represents activities or days that are just simply as literal as it is; without anything that would push me as a character forward. The tendency to procrastinate, to seek distraction and to stay in our comfort zone would always be there. And we have to make conscious effort to bring ourselves out of them.

Exploring the feeling of my tendency to rely or even over dependent on another person. This episode explores yet another part of my vulnerability; and how I grew up not feeling that I belong, constantly telling myself people would eventually leave.

I’ll like to take this episode to talk about several issues that I identify that may be problematic with me for holding out for the wrong person. From thinking that she would change to fitting her in my narrative, I have the tendency to be selfish yet selfless in an emotionally unhealthy way that is bad for my mental health. This is yet another triggering episode as I dig deeper inward my heart.