EP.13 I hear U
Listen!

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I peer through windows,
Listen to neighbor’s talks.
Replay their chatting, 
and wonder “why?”

Why?
Why can I sense their pressure? And I feel depressed? They’re not my emotions
indeed, but are with me. I am so true, so true to realize my feeling. That’s why
I am easily covered by others’ sensation. 

Oh, but if…
Someone like U, heard someone like me, know someone like me, and adore someone
like me. And suddenly, everything will never be the same.

Our thoughts can fly. Our wings will set free, and we will remember who we
really are. Our names, our appearances, our trusts in….ourselves.

If someone like U,
Found me.

#umy #umychang #metaartist #linguist #someonelikeu #wings #fly #depression
#depressed #loser #sad #nervous #pressure #selftrust

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SP.1 I call U
I speak the Czech language.

Strach
by Martina Trchova

[Fear]

Největší vrah je tvůj vlastní strach
Zabije i to, co je nadosah
Uhasí dekou i stodolu v plameni
A ty si kryješ oči, abys nedostala znamení
A bílá vlajka trčí ze tvýho těla
Ne, co jsi to chtěla
Vždyť někde uvnitř v koutě
Kam nepozvou tě
Duše se krčí celá rozechvělá

(Google Translate)
[The biggest killer is your own fear
It also kills what is within reach
He puts out the blanket and the barn in the flame
And you cover your eyes so you don't get a sign
And a white flag sticking out of your body
Not what you wanted
After all, somewhere inside in the corner
Where they won't invite you
The soul crouches, trembling]

Největší had je tvůj vlastní hlad
Plíží se tiše ve tvým nafouklým břiše
A dokud budeš tvrdit, že máš dost
I voda z kohoutku způsobí ti opilost
Poslouchej, volá ti Láma
Pravda je v tobě a ne za horama
A tak jak tečou řeky do údolí
Přehrada je jen, co si nedovolíš

(Google Translate)
[The biggest snake is your own hunger
It creeps softly into your puffy belly
And as long as you say you've had enough
Even tap water will make you drunk
Listen, the Lama is calling you
The truth is in you, not in the mountains
And as the rivers flow into the valley
The dam is just what you can't afford]

Láska
A to je láska

(Google Translate)
Love
And that's love.

———
Why Love?
I don’t know, either.

Umy thinks, I think.

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EP.12 I miss U
Hello!

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How are U doing?
“

EP.11 I know U
Answer me.

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Who knows the answer?
“Teacher, me!” (Raise hand)
Don’t call me t-…
“Umy! I know it~”

Guess what?
“What?”
There’s no answer to my question. So U cannot find the answer, hehehe

EP.10 I want U
No smoking.

I want to be an engineer.
I want to have a happy family.
I want to support my child, as much as possible.
I want to be rich, be wealthy, be able to travel around the world.

I want to be total, FREE!
……
I am stuck, now.

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EP.9 I scare U
I come from Mars.

What did I write?
What was I doing? 
Why did I do that to U!
Now, What should I do?
I sent U…What messages? Which words? And texts?
I can’t remember, I have no clue… 

It’s chaos, a scary monster. 
It’s biting me! It’s beating U.
Too hard, too hard, too painful.

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EP.8 I hold U
U come from Venus.

Starry starry night….paint your palette light and strong…

It is at this night when the sky is clear and clean, the moon is almost full… I
found U, bright and tender.

Ur lips, Ur kiss, Ur hugs, Ur voice, and Ur look. They stay in front of me, they
stand beside me, they accompany me. They are mine.

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S1#7 I have U
Water, please.

I am hungry.
"Go find something to eat!"
But I am not very hungry.
"What do U want?"
I have no idea.
"U must eat something."
I don’t have the feeling to eat.
"U say U're hungry! What’s wrong with U???"
..
…
…..
…
"Tissue? And… water?"
Yeh… pls.

"Ur heart is low, Ur heart is so low."

Of course, 
I’m human.

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S1#6 I feel U
Shake it, babe!

What can you hear, if there is nothing moving in the room?
Nothing…
..
…
….
I hear it. There’s a sound. It’s quiet, it’s loud, it’s small, it’s big.

The air. The air moves. And there are tensions in these streams of air. It moves
irregularly, and it turns steady. It vibrates. 

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EP.5 I move U
Do not linger!
Happy Moon Festival!

Water Melody by Su-Shi
‌‌“When shall we have a bright moon?“
...
We all have joys and sorrows, partings and reunions.
The moon, its phases of resplendence,
Waxings and wanings—
Nothing in this world is ever perfect.
I wish a long life to us all.
Then, however far apart we are
We'd still be sharing the same enchanting moonlight.

人有悲歡離合，月有陰晴圓缺，此事古難全。但願人長久，千里共嬋娟。

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