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This is P3/1.
Just going to count 1-100 and then it's over. That was thinking from the past. I know I can end it as long as I keep editing these ideas until it's 100% understood by anyone who wants to know how to ensure smarter than trauma/suicide. Meaning, you're going TO LIVE.
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Here are the characteristics of people to avoid : Those who DUMP ENDLESSLY (and then deny it). Now ask why they do this? What are they getting?
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Personal files were stolen. I know because I purposely put them in a place to be NEAR the SOURCE of TRAUMA to prove to self & expose "body" (lizard brain, in survival mode) to it by sitting there & get an answer from someone who is AVOIDING QUESTIONS. Gee, who does that sound like.
I will be counting the amount of VMs sent to someone since that was the 2nd generation container. The first being online when it was just a massive amount of noise without a name & then their names started to come into focus. With tech, you can confront them all.
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100 Lillies given to one family to allow me to "sit with them" longer & wait for just ONE EXAMPLE of KINDNESS to concussion.
When you do not have numbers down well, it's really easy for others to take advantage. That's obvious, but when they make it so clear that they will do it again & again & again,
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Don't ask them any Qs. She said it. She explained the mentality, the philosophy and it's on replay so THEY ALL THINK THE SAME WAY!!! What?! When you figure it out, do you keep the knowledge for yourself to make the best life or do you use that knowledge to help others. I became a teacher to give them my knowledge of how to get through this life with a population that statistically kills self the most & I didn't realize it, but I had childhood suicide. I will now be sharing what helped end that.
These are dark topics, but they don't have to be. This is life. It's death. It's how you die--naturally or by your own hand since it's "too hard." What my students told me.
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A lot. So much that I transferred it to food.
Green. White. Red.
The first menu will be Italian.
Then Eggs Benedict for "darkest day" which became "d"esignated "d"river.
I do not decide which stories to include. The PTSD will decide & that's because non-consent is the removal of choice. I need ALL THE FACTS/data (principal) to make a good decision.
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Documenting my notes verbally until I can get back to writing/reading/use of notebooks & working every day on a recovery of distracting, unrelenting & mentally taxing nerve radiculopathy…
The methodology will be presented in short videos.
This videos validate prolonged exposure therapy through video editing.
The objective is to end the darkness of SI (& HI when people hurt they hurt others) and change society by teaching self-assessment tools that quantify behavior making it measurable & thus changeable, identify sensory to remove stigma of mental health specifically ptsd & better understand what is a true support/advocate/friend to minimize "noise" (complaints; trauma-bonding when used to manipulate) & increase getting IT done.
Questions welcomed & help tbi to be frank by forcing me to organize language.
Sexualization, bullying & censorship is not & everyone is creating this curriculum. Those that are already in it, just know, I did everything to not have to repeat this verbatim, but honestly, I think that's the only way to end this faster which in turn, ends suicide faster.
Just write what you hear---like note-taking---and don't worry about grammar, spelling or readability. Just *GET **IT OUT.
STEP *ONE IS OVER
STEP TWO or REFLECTION is now COMPARE/CONTRAST [two admins; two philosophies in life. Give or take the most!]
STEP TWO is simply when ptsd ends, nothing really happens except something really does. **IT ends.
**Indescribable Trauma because you've described it.