In this remastered and deeply loved episode, I sit down with Nikki, a mother of two, human design reader, former foreign correspondent, and a woman who lives boldly by her own inner authority. Together we revisit her extraordinary journeys through conception, birth, loss, and the reclamation of instinctual motherhood.

As we approach 100 episodes and celebrate two years of Soul Evolution, this conversation returns because it is one of the most powerful, multidimensional birth stories ever shared on the podcast. This episode moves through conscious conception, an unassisted freebirth in Mexico, a tender early pregnancy loss, and the home birth of her daughter in Maine.

Nikki’s storytelling is vivid, embodied, intuitive, and unfiltered. She brings us into the portal of altered states in birth, the ancestral presence of her grandmother, the intelligence of her body, the raw honesty of postpartum, and the spiritual potency of loss.

• Conscious conception, intuition, and the moment Nikki knew she was pregnant before taking a test
• Choosing freebirth through deep trust, self-responsibility, and body literacy
• How fear dissolves when a woman confronts it head-on, instead of trying to strategize around it
• The ancestral story of Nikki’s grandmother giving birth alone in a field
• Early pregnancy loss as a rite of passage, and how she released her baby at home in ceremony
• How her daughter’s spirit communicated with her after the loss
• Navigating pregnancy with a toddler, exhaustion, and fear of positioning
• The potent physiological “quietude” rest phase before pushing
• Two wildly different labors: a 12-hour unassisted first birth in Mexico and a 5.5-hour birth in Maine
• Postpartum shifts, porousness, boundaries, and the deep need for support
• The intelligence of birth when a woman is undisturbed

Nikki is a mother of two, a human design reader, and a former journalist whose life path has taken her across continents in devotion to sovereignty, intuition, and spirit.

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Disclaimer:

The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.

As we approach 100 episodes and celebrate two years of podcasting, I am bringing back this powerful, deeply loved conversation from the very beginning of Soul Evolution. This story was originally Episode 1 of the entire podcast, and for good reason.

In this remastered episode, Katharine shares the full arc of her motherhood journey:

• the early birth and stillborn loss of her first daughter

• her second pregnancy and planned gentle cesarean

• and her third birth, where she claimed her sovereignty by choosing a vaginal breech birth after a prior c-section.

What unfolds is an extraordinary, embodied story of intuition, maternal lineage, grief, self-trust, resilience, and radical reclamation.

Katharine offers one of the most courageous and nuanced breech-after-cesarean stories you will ever hear, rooted in her own instincts, her deep research, and the support of a skilled midwife trained through Breech Beyond Borders.

Her journey reminds us that our bodies hold wisdom beyond measure, and that even after heartbreak, a woman can rise with fierce clarity and claim the birth she knows she is meant to have.

• Katharine’s early birth and stillborn daughter, and how that loss reshaped her understanding of intuition and maternal instinct

• The healing that unfolded between Katharine and her mother after their shared loss

• Planning and preparing for a vaginal birth after cesarean

• Navigating a bicornuate uterus, multiple breech pregnancies, and medical system limitations

• The difference between instinctual knowing and fear

• Community support, sovereignty, and the GoFundMe that made her breech birth possible

• What it felt like to labor for days, push for five hours, and bring her breech baby Earthside

• Newborn resuscitation in breech birth and the physiology behind it

• How her births shaped the evolution of her intuition, confidence and womanhood

• The thread of ancestry, self-trust and soul-path that stitched all three of her births together

Katharine is a jeweler and artist whose work is deeply influenced by her rites of passage, intuition and sovereignty.

Instagram: @katharinejanejewelry

Website: katharinejanejewelry.com

She creates heirloom engagement pieces, custom fine jewelry, and will be showcasing her work at Common Ground Fair in Maine.

For women on the conception, pregnancy, birth and postpartum path, Emily offers:

• Beyond a Doula private support

• So You Want a Home Birth? complete self-paced program

• Birth Integration Sessions

• Mother Blessings and Closing of the Bones

• One-to-one Wise Woman sessions for cycle connection, lineage healing and embodiment

If you’re local to Southern Maine, join the Women’s Circle and Perinatal Village Circle held monthly.

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Disclaimer:

The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.

In this remastered episode, Emily brings back one of the most beloved and most-listened conversations on Soul Evolution. This intimate dialogue with Maine midwife Gayle Eckey offers deep insight into how to choose the right midwife when preparing for a physiological and undisturbed home birth. Together, Emily and Gayle walk through the essential questions every woman should ask when interviewing a midwife, weaving evidence-based wisdom with intuition, sovereignty and emotional intelligence.

Emily also shares that she has a free downloadable resource, Questions to Ask Your Midwife When Seeking a Physiological, Undisturbed Birth: Your Rights and What Is Legal. You can find the link below or directly on emilygracenixon.com.

Emily reads from Dr. Rachel Reed’s work on woman-centered midwifery, opening a powerful conversation about informed decision-making, autonomy, and the sacred responsibility midwives hold in supporting physiological birth.

Throughout the episode, Gayle shares her philosophy of care as a Certified Professional Midwife, emphasizing continuity, individualized support, emotional intelligence, and the deep relational work that shapes safe, aligned birth experiences. This conversation is a must-listen for any woman preparing for home birth or seeking a midwife whose values honor instinct, sovereignty and physiology.

• Why continuity of care and emotional intelligence matter so deeply in midwifery
• The difference between fear-based and intuitive decision-making in pregnancy and birth
• Laws, regulations and scope for midwives in Maine and New Hampshire
• How to ask about ultrasounds, labs, monitoring and time limits with clarity
• The nuances of long labor, membrane release, meconium, pushing and fetal monitoring
• Physiological third stage, golden hours and protecting the immediate postpartum
• When and why a midwife might recommend transfer
• How to discern whether a midwife is truly woman-centered
• What autonomous, instinctual birth can look like when supported by deep trust and relationship

Gayle is a Certified Professional Midwife serving Southern Maine and parts of New Hampshire from her practice Stone Mountain Midwife, offering deeply relational, intuitive and physiology-honoring home birth care.

Questions to Ask Your Midwife When Seeking a Physiological, Undisturbed Birth: Your Rights and What Is Legal
Download using the link or find it anytime on emilygracenixon.com.

For women on the conception, pregnancy, birth and postpartum path, Emily offers:
• Beyond a Doula private support (in-person in Southern Maine + virtual worldwide)
• So You Want a Home Birth? full self-paced program
• Birth Integration Sessions
• Mother Blessings + Closing of the Bones
• One-to-one Wise Woman sessions for cycle connection, lineage work and embodiment

If you’re local to Southern Maine, join the monthly Women’s Circle and Perinatal Village Circle.

Stay connected through Emily’s email list for upcoming circles, courses and community gatherings.

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Disclaimer:

The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.

As Soul Evolution approaches its 100th episode, Emily remasters and re-releases one of the most loved and powerful conversations from the archives — a raw, embodied exploration of sovereignty, lineage, and physiological birth with Lindsey.

Lindsey shares her two birth stories with unfiltered honesty — her first, a hospital birth that became a “trial run” in reclaiming her voice, and her second, a fully sovereign free birth at home. Together, Emily and Lindsey trace the threads of maternal lineage, healing the mother wound, and the power of intuition as a compass for birth and beyond.

This episode is a deep remembrance of what it means to trust the body, to birth without fear, and to meet the divine feminine within the portal of labor.

• Lindsey’s maternal lineage and how generational trauma shaped her understanding of womanhood

• Healing her relationship with her mother through birth

• The conditioning of hospital birth and the subtle ways it disempowers women

• Saying “no” — and meaning it — as a sacred act of self-trust

• Navigating fear and intuition during pregnancy

• Discovering the concept of free birth through her doula

• The physiology of undisturbed labor and the cascade of hormonal benefits

• Her first birth: standing in her power within the medical system

• Her second birth: the unfolding of a conscious conception and autonomous birth

• The fetal ejection reflex and the ecstatic surrender of physiological birth

• Honoring the placenta and postpartum integration

• The spiritual and practical wisdom of cyclical motherhood

Lindsey — mother of two, herbalist, and advocate for sovereign birth and cyclical living. Her story embodies what it means to return home to the wisdom of the body, the earth, and the lineage of women who came before.

• The power of social media as modern story medicine for women

• Mugwort as a sacred ally for birth and intuition

• The importance of nourishment, rest, and intuitive prenatal care

• The placenta as a sacred organ of life and ceremony

Please rate, review, and share Soul Evolution with a friend or sister who needs this reminder — that birth is not something we endure, but something we are made for.

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Disclaimer:

The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.

As we journey toward 100 episodes and celebrate two years of Soul Evolution, enjoy this remastered re-release of one of the most powerful and beloved conversations from the archive.

In this episode, Emily sits down with Jason, founder of Raising Fathers, to explore what it truly means for men to awaken into fatherhood as a rite of passage. Together, they traverse themes of initiation, ceremony, emotional preparedness, and the cultural gap that leaves men uninitiated yet entrusted with the sacred responsibility of fathering.

Jason’s work centers on restoring the village that raises fathers through men’s circles, ceremony, and education. He shares his own transformation through two births—one marked by disempowerment and the other by presence—and how these experiences birthed his life’s mission.

• What it means when Jason says, “It takes a village to raise a father.”

• The importance of men having elders, mentorship, and initiation.

• How the loss of cultural rites of passage impacts fathers, families, and society.

• The sacred framework of separation, transformation, and reintegration in male initiation.

• Designing and facilitating ceremonies for men preparing for fatherhood.

• The parallels between men’s and women’s rites of passage.

• How men can hold space in birth without rescuing or controlling.

• The difference between presence and distraction during labor.

• The evolution from uninitiated man to conscious father.

• Jason’s “CPR” model for new fathers: Connect, Protect, Respect.

Jason is the founding father of Raising Fathers, an Australian-based organization devoted to transforming the culture of fatherhood through men’s circles, ceremony, and education. He is also part of the Rites of Passage Institute, where he trains others globally to bring true initiation back into modern life. His programs help men prepare emotionally, spiritually, and practically for fatherhood while fostering heart-centered leadership within families and communities.

Find Jason at raising-fathers.com or on Instagram at @raising_fathers.

Jason is offering all listeners 30% off his True North course — an eight-week live program for dads-to-be — using the code EMILY at checkout via the link in the show notes.

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Disclaimer:

The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.

In this most loved episode, Emily sits down with her mentor Anna Lundqvist, the Spiritual Midwich behind Sacred Birth International, to invite first-time mothers into a deeper remembrance of natural birth. Together, they unravel myths, explore Herstory, and illuminate how reclaiming physiological birth transforms both women and the world.

Beginning around the 22-minute mark, Emily and Anna discuss:

• Herstory and the origins of birth’s medicalization

• The truth about mortality rates and cesarean sections

• How healthy stress benefits your baby during labor

• The role of biomechanics and fetal positioning

• Reprogramming your subconscious mind for birth

• The lasting impact of birth imprints

• Why peace on Earth truly begins at birth

They also explore purposeful pain—how to understand and cope with the intensity of labor—as well as the roots of postpartum depression and how to prevent it through nourishment, community, and support.

The conversation closes with a powerful reflection on choosing a birth team capable of holding sacred space—because the energy of your attendants deeply shapes your birth experience.

This episode is a must-listen for first-time mothers longing to trust their bodies, honor their lineage, and reclaim birth as a sacred rite of passage.

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The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.

As we celebrate two years of podcasting and journey toward 100 episodes, I’m bringing back this Most Loved episode — the powerful free birth story of first-time father Aaron Cloutier.

At 52, Aaron welcomed his son Thomas Cade in an unassisted home birth with his partner Anna. In this conversation, he shares the raw and beautiful reality of supporting his partner through pregnancy, labor, and birth, while navigating moments of fear, trust, and surrender.

Aaron reflects on:

• Growing up the youngest of eight children, surrounded by strong male role models and many sisters who became mothers.

• How his decades of experience as a chiropractor and natural health practitioner shaped his perspective on birth and physiology.

• The unexpected detour to the hospital when concerns about bleeding arose — and the powerful decision to leave against medical advice and continue the journey at home.

• Witnessing Anna’s courage through prodromal labor, the turning point when she fully surrendered, and the radiant moment Thomas was born.

• The transition into fatherhood later in life and what it means to be truly present as a dad.

Aaron’s story reminds us that free birth is not just the mother’s passage — it also reshapes the men who stand beside them, calling forth courage, trust, and devotion.

About Aaron Cloutier
Aaron is a chiropractor, natural health practitioner, and nutritional therapist with over two decades of experience in vitalistic, relationship-centered care. A Maine native, he lives in Augusta with his partner Anna and their son Thomas.

Connect with Aaron through his website: www.acabarhealth.com

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Disclaimer:

The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.

As we celebrate two years of podcasting and journey toward 100 episodes, I’m bringing back this Most Loved birth story — a powerful and raw account from Anna Blash on the free birth of her son, Thomas.

Anna’s story unfolds over 70 hours of labor, beginning with a prophetic dream, a detour through the hospital system, and ultimately a triumphant return home where she birthed in her own power. Along the way, she faced her deepest fears, surrendered to trust in her body, and stepped fully into her role as mother.

In this conversation, Anna shares:

• The red thread lineage that shaped her relationship to birth and voice.

• A vivid prophetic dream that foreshadowed her birth.

• How bleeding in early labor led her to a hospital stay — and the moment she chose to leave against medical advice.

• The inner work with archetypes, spiritual practice, and Jungian analysis that prepared her for free birth.

• The ecstatic, liminal, and at times brutal hours of laboring at home — complete with chanting, visions, drumming, and profound encounters with her lineage.

• How she navigated a short cord, heavy bleeding, and the arrival of her son posterior after days of prodromal labor.

• The wild postpartum: placenta rituals, burning the cord, and the challenges of early breastfeeding.

Anna’s story is one of devotion, resilience, and remembrance — a reminder that birth is both deeply personal and profoundly ancestral.

About Anna Blash
Anna lives in Maine with her partner Aaron and their son Thomas. She is a craniosacral therapist and space-holder passionate about natural living, spiritual practice, and creating sacred containers for others walking the free birth path.

Contact Anna: [email protected]

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Disclaimer:

The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.

As we celebrate two years of podcasting and journey toward 100 episodes, I’m bringing back this Most Loved Wise Woman episode — a rich and practical conversation with Molly Caldwell on fertility awareness and the four seasons of the womb cycle.

Molly shares her own red-thread lineage story — growing up within the silence of Catholic shame around sexuality, unpacking her induction birth imprint, and reclaiming her cycle after years of hormonal contraception. Her path of healing led her from doula training into fertility awareness as the missing piece for embodiment, sovereignty, and cyclical wisdom.

Together, we explore:

• How your womb cycle mirrors the four seasons of the earth — follicular (spring), ovulatory (summer), luteal (fall), and bleeding (winter).

• Tangible practices for each phase: from preparing nourishing foods before bleeding, to honoring ovulation as a time of creation and ceremony.

• Fertility Awareness Method (FAM) — tracking cervical mucus, basal body temperature, and cervix shifts as a natural way of knowing your body.

• How period shame and disconnection impact postpartum, fertility, and women’s sovereignty — and ways to restore reverence.

• Reframing PMS and the luteal phase as powerful invitations for alignment and soul work.

Molly’s wisdom invites us into a profound homecoming with our bodies. Through fertility awareness and cyclical living, we remember that our wombs are not a burden — they are nature itself, offering rhythm, guidance, and healing.

About Molly Caldwell
Molly lives in central Maine, where she tends the cycles of life through fertility awareness, growing food and flowers, herbalism, and earth connection. She is a threshold tender, innate postpartum care provider, vaginal steam facilitator, and aspiring fertility awareness educator. She is currently creating a framework for teaching fertility awareness and womb care to adults and teens, and is available for workshops and collaborations in Maine.

Connect with Molly on Instagram: @liminalrites

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Disclaimer:

The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.

As we celebrate two years of podcasting and journey toward 100 episodes, I’m bringing back this Most Loved episode — the very first Dad’s Version of a birth story. This is part two of a two-part series; if you haven’t yet, listen to Episode 86 for Britney’s powerful telling of their daughter Pari’s birth.

In this conversation, Nate shares his perspective on preparing for and witnessing the home birth of his first child. With honesty and vulnerability, he speaks about:

• The influence of his father and grandfathers on his own path into manhood and fatherhood.

• How intentional inner work, plant medicine, and meditation shaped his readiness to become a father.

• The challenges of preparing for birth while living communally and financially uncertain.

• The importance of presence, planning, and holding space for his partner during pregnancy and labor.

• How faith, surrender, and clear preparation allowed him to fully step into his role as partner and father.

Nate’s reflections illuminate the often unseen inner journey of men in the birth portal — reminding us how critical fathers are to the sacred container of birth. This is a powerful listen to share with the men in your life.

About Nate
Nate is a dedicated father, partner, and space-holder. His spiritual journey has been deeply shaped by time in the forest, plant medicine, and meditation practices. He is now bringing that wisdom into fatherhood and his work in men’s circles. He lives in Salt Lake City, Utah with his partner Britney and their daughter Pari.

To connect with Nate, reach out via his partner Britney on Instagram: @britneybeckstrand

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Disclaimer:

The information and resources provided by me are not intended to constitute or replace medical or midwifery advice or a Mother’s intuition. Instead, all information provided is intended for education purposes only. My advice is not to be seen as medical diagnosis or to treat any medical illness or condition of Mother or baby/fetus.

Keywords: natural birth, home birth, freebirth, physiological birth, birth stories, postpartum healing, women’s circles, rites of passage, womb wisdom, feminine embodiment, sisterhood, conscious conception, birth trauma healing, matrescence, menopause, first-time mom birth story, VBAC, spirit baby.