That's So Fcked Up

Ash kicks off this episode with an announcement about where she's been, why she's been quiet, why this episode is weeks late and why she's approaching the future of TSFU a little differently now. The gals also finish their stroll through 2000s memory lane as they discuss the second and third episodes of Netflix docuseries Reality Check: Inside America's Next Top Model! 

Make sure to listen to Parts 1 and 2 if you haven't yet!

TSFU Ep. 190: BINGE OR BUST? - Reality Check: Inside America's Next Top Model (Part I)
TSFU Ep. 190: BINGE OR BUST? - Reality Check: Inside America's Next Top Model (Part II)


"Models, judges and "ANTM" insiders — including Tyra Banks — look back at the reality show's complicated legacy in this eye-opening documentary series." - Netflix

Season 1, Episode 2 - "Still in the Running": After a distressing episode in Milan, "ANTM" explodes and chases a bigger spectacle. Infamous moments, court controversy, and audience clamor for more.

Season 1, Episode 3 - "Rooting for You": As ratings slide, the show makes drastic changes. Tyra, the judges, and the models all confront what comes next when the "ANTM" era comes to a close.

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Ash wraps up her breakdown of episode one of Netflix docuseries Reality Check: Inside America's Next Top Model. Join the gals next week to discuss the second episode and series finale! 

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"Models, judges and "ANTM" insiders — including Tyra Banks — look back at the reality show's complicated legacy in this eye-opening documentary series." - Netflix

Season 1, Episode 1 (cont.) - "On Top": Tyra and the judges reflect on the early vision and ambitions of ANTM; as the show becomes a cultural phenomenon, drama builds up behind the scenes.

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"Models, judges and "ANTM" insiders — including Tyra Banks — look back at the reality show's complicated legacy in this eye-opening documentary series." - Netflix

Season 1, Episode 1 - "On Top": Tyra and the judges reflect on the early vision and ambitions of ANTM; as the show becomes a cultural phenomenon, drama builds up behind the scenes.

This week, Ash breaks down the first half of episode one of Netflix docuseries Reality Check: Inside America's Next Top Model. The gals had a blast going down tons on millennial rabbit holes in this 3 part BORB, and we hope you do too!

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Kristen is back at it with another amazing historical tale of absolute WTF magnitude!

In this week's episode Ash and Kristen explore the insane story of the Great Emu War in Australia... we're talking post-World War I era, Great Depression Australian farmers VS thousands of emus. Honestly that's all we can say without giving it away... you just have to listen to hear this wild tale!

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In August of 2022, Ash and Michelle talked about the grooming of Vili Fualaau by his sixth grade teacher Mary Kay Letourneau.

Michelle told Ash about the extremely inappropriate emotional and physical relationship between 34 year old elementary school teacher Mary Kay Letourneau and her 12 year old student, Vili Fualaau. They eventually got married and had children, but Mary Kay obviously always held the power. In this episode we'd like to highlight that women can absolutely be predators as well.

TW: Sexual abuse of children.

"A sexual wellness company gains fame and followers for its practice of 'orgasmic meditation' - until members come forward with disturbing allegations." - Netflix

TW: Sexual assault. Again. Ughhhh.

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• Research assistance by Fallon Morey.

WE'RE DOING LOTS OF TIME TRAVELING LATELY! HERE'S A FUN EASTER SPECIAL FROM TWO YEARS AGO FOR EVERYONE'S BIBLICAL PLEASURE!

Happy Good Friday! That works as a special holiday greeting to our friends who celebrate and also just a nice greeting for everyone else haha!In the Christmas episode, Ash first told her version of the story of the birth of Jesus and Christmas, and then Kristal and Ryan schooled her on what she got wrong (hint: there were three wise men, not twelve). In our Easter episode we're doing the exact same thing, Ash gets about 20% of the story right and Kristal tells the rest!


Find Kristal on her Linktree, check her out on TheGram, and find more info about and tickets to for her live stand-up shows here!

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• Research and storytelling by Kristal Adams.
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Back in February 2023, Ash was joined by hosts of Live, Laugh, Larceny, Amanda and Trevin to discuss the 2011 tsunami in Japan. It was the second most destructive tsunami of the 21st century... leaving 18,000 people dead or missing. It also caused the infamous disaster at the Fukushima power plant.

March 11, 2026 marked the 15th anniversary of that devastating tragedy and the 2026 HBO documentary Fukushima: A Nuclear Nightmare chronicled those events incredibly well. 10/10 highly recommend!

Listen to Amanda and Trevin on Live, Laugh, Larceny here:

• Listen on Apple https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/live-laugh-larceny/id1559664170
• Listen on Spotify:
• https://open.spotify.com/show/07BHoPqsPlOt4z8du7aX3O?si=6IaCIO18SkaX_x16ZcuNOA

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• Tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@livelaughlarceny

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• Research assistance by Celi Riojas.

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In the summer of 1518, something deeply unsettling took over the streets of Strasbourg, Alsace, in the Holy Roman Empire. It wasn’t a music festival, a flash mob, or a medieval TikTok trend. It was a full-blown, weeks-long dancing epidemic that left hundreds of people physically unable to stop moving… until many of them literally danced themselves to death.

The outbreak started when a woman known as Frau Troffea and her daughter Fräulein Emma Götz began to dance fervently and uncontrollably in a street in Strasbourg. This spiraled into mass hysteria (or something even stranger), as more and more people joined in, day after day, under the brutal summer heat. No food, no rest, no relief. Just nonstop dancing, collapsing bodies, and a city completely unable to explain what the hell was happening.

In this episode, Kristen tells Ash about one of history’s weirdest and most haunting phenomena: the Dancing Plague of 1518. Was it mass psychogenic illness? Religious panic? Poisoned bread? Or something darker lurking beneath the surface? Because serioulsy, how do you explain a situation where your body just… won’t stop dancing?

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In the final installment of our three-part investigative series, Ash and Kristen put the stories of Sally Horner, Jan Broberg, and the infamous novel Lolita side by side.

At first glance, these cases seem unrelated... a forgotten 1948 kidnapping, a shocking 1970s true crime case, and one of the most controversial novels ever written. But when you line them up, a disturbing pattern begins to emerge.

Authority.
Grooming.
Isolation.
Movement.
Social camouflage.
Narrative control.
Public misunderstanding.

In this episode, Ash breaks down the blueprint of coercive control that connects all three stories and explores how predators manipulate not just their victims, but the people and systems around them.

Because once you see the pattern… you can’t unsee it. And the more you recognize it, the harder it becomes for these stories to repeat themselves unnoticed.

TW: For everything mentioned above... this is an upsetting topic that I found very difficult to research, make sure to take care of yourselves 🫶

• Make sure to listen to TSFU Ep. 187 - KIDNAPPED: Sally Horner & The Real Story Behind Lolita (Part I) and TSFU Ep. 187 - KIDNAPPED: Jan Broberg & Abducted in Plain Sight - Part II (Re-Release) first!
• Here's the psychological warfare IG post that I referenced in the intro!! This woman explains what I mentioned in much greater and more understandable detail! 😅🫶

STUFF TO CHEER YOU UP:

1. Ash's list of "Comfort Shows" (and where to watch them for freeeee)
2. Ash learned a dance and actually filmed it... aka Ash dancing alone in …her yard aka "How Ash Likes to Party" 
3. Behind the scenes of Ash struggling to make a simple dance video ft. her SPARKLY BOOTS!

PODS TO KEEP YOU INFORMED:

1. It Could Happen Here- It Could Happen Here started as an exploration of the possibility of a new civil war. Now a daily show, it's evolved into a chronicle of collapse as it happens, and an exploration of how we might build a better future.
2. Higher Learning with Van Lathan and Rachel Lindsay - Van Lathan and Rachel Lindsay dissect the biggest topics in Black culture, politics, and sports. Two times per week, they will wade into the most important and timely conversations, frequently inviting guests on the podcast and occasionally debating each other.
3. Pod Save the World - A weekly podcast that breaks down international news and foreign policy developments, but doesn’t feel like homework.
4. This F*cking Guy - Erin Ryan and Alyssa Mastromonaco, co-hosts of the podcast Hysteria, do a deep dive into the lives of some of the worst b*tches in the game - and let you know everything there is to know about their horrible, corrupt, and dishonest pasts.
5. Behind the Bastards - There’s a reason the History Channel has produced hundreds of documentaries about Hitler but only a few about Dwight D. Eisenhower. Bad guys (and gals) are eternally fascinating. Behind the Bastards dives in past the Cliffs Notes of the worst humans in history and exposes the bizarre realities of their lives. Listeners will learn about the young adult novels that helped Hitler form his monstrous ideology, the founder of Blackwater’s insane quest to build his own Air Force, the bizarre lives of the sons and daughters of dictators and Saddam Hussein’s side career as a trashy romance novelist.
6. Gaslit Nation - Gaslit Nation provides a deep dive on the news, skipping outrage to deliver analysis, history, context, and sharp insight on global affairs. Hosted by journalist and filmmaker Andrea Chalupa, an expert on authoritarian states who warned America about Russia and election hacking before the 2016 election.
7. The Daily Show: Ears Edition - Jon Stewart and The Daily Show News Team cover today's biggest headlines. The “Ears Edition” of The Daily Show features full episodes, extended content, exclusive interviews, and more.

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