That's So Fcked Up

By Ashley Love Richards

That's So Fcked Up is a true crime lite podcast primarily about cults, but also murder and other generally awful things. TSFU brings you enthralling stories while looking at what causes ... more

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June 06, 2025TSFU Special Report: MISSING – Jax Gratton, 34-Year-Old Trans Woman from Denver
🚨Jax Gratton is currently missing a 34-year-old well known and admired hair stylist in Denver, Colorado🚨

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She went missing on April 15th and was last seen leaving her apartment near the 4200 block of E Iliff Avenue around 10:00PM. She left with a couple small bags and was wearing striped, paisly patterned pants, a black and white striped shirt and a greenish-gray, blotched coat. She also left behind her medication and her cat, Madame Francesca, which is a big red flag to those who are close to her, according to this PEOPLE Magazine exclusive.

Jax's family and friends are worried for her safety and ask that you please continue to check in to THIS WEBSITE so you know how to best support us in our efforts to Bring Jax Home!

Jax is about 5 feet, 11 inches tall and could have a range of hair colors because she often dyed it (PICS OF FORMER AND LIKELY CURRENT COLOR AS WELL AS TATTOOS ON WEBSITE)

Authorities urge anyone with information about Jax to call 720-913-2000. The TSFU team urges you to share this info as much as possible!

FIND JAX GRATTON DENVER FACEBOOK GROUP
FIND GAX GRATTON: YOUR HELP NEEDED GOFUNDME
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33min
May 15, 2025TSFU Ep. 173- SEXY LOOPHOLES: Don't Let God Catch You Banging
The usual TSFU content is back in full swing over on Patreon! They're more than TWO weeks ahead- Patrons got episode 175 this week!

In this episode Ash and Kristen give you a little breather from the heavy topics they've had on deck recently - check out the Patreon to see what you've been missing! The gals talk about how the kids in different religions beat around the bush so Jesus doesn't see. Make sure to follow along with the lyrics in this post on our FREE Patreon (must sign up to view)! And watch the music videos in the show notes if you have time, they're hilarious!
The Loophole by Garfunkel and Oates
Catholic Girls by Frank Zappa
Loophole by Noel Miller
Soakin' USA by Zelph on the Shelf

-Audio editing by Gaytrice Perdue.
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46min
April 26, 2025 BINGE OR BUST: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" - Season 3: Eps. 3 and 4- Finale
WANT AD-FREE, EARLY RELEASE EPISODES (THIS HAS BEEN ON PATREON FOR TWO WEEKS ALREADY)... AND TO JOIN IN ON THE BIBLICAL SHENANIGANS? CHECK OUT OUR PATREON!

Ash and Erin wrap up the shit show that is The Curious Case of Natalia Grace (TCCoNG) with episodes 3 and 4- The Hell Loop and Breaking the Chains!

S3 E3- The Hell Loop: "Natalia moves in with the DePauls, yet Cynthia and Antwon's grip tightens from afar; Natalia's presence ignites chaos, driving a wedge between Nicole and Vince and pushing Vince to the brink of leaving." - IMDbS3 E4- Breaking the Chains: "Natalia fights to break free from the suffocating grip of her manipulative parents, Cynthia and Antwon; as their deceit unravels, she reclaims her life with a new, loving family." - IMDb

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🕸️Edited by: Ryan Truby.
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45min
April 12, 2025 BINGE OR BUST: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" - Season 3: Ep. 2- The Rescue (part II)
WHY WAIT TWO WEEKS (TSFU IS ON A SHORT BREAK) TO HEAR RECAPS OF THE LAST EPISODES, EPS 3 AND 4, WHEN YOU LISTEN TO THEM AD FREE ON PATREON RIGHT NOW?!

Ash and research assistant Erin Collins finish recapping the second episode of the FINAL SEASON The Curious Case of Natalia Grace (TCCoNG)!

"Natalia escapes her controlling parents, but she must face a dark past of lies and alleged abuse, uncertain if freedom is truly within reach." - IMDb

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🕸️Edited by: Ryan Truby.
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46min
April 04, 2025TRENDING TOPIC: It's That Time of Year Again- Shen Yun and Falun Gong!
They're BAAA-AACCKKK! And so are we with a re-release on one of the wildest cults we've covered yet!

Have you seen the colorful ads enticing you to come experience "China before Communism" through the art of song and dance at a Shen Yun performance? What about the far-right wing newspaper "The Epoch Times" that preaches misogynistic, racist, homophobic and prejudiced views? They're both owned by the dangerous cult of Falun Gong which Ash tells Caitlyn and Lindsey about this week!

Caitlyn co-hosts PNW Haunts & Homicides, a podcast about true crime, the paranormal, and all kinds of spooky sh*t in the Pacific Northwest! Lindsey is the co-host of Ye Olde Crime, a podcast about spooky, strange, and surreal stories of the past. Support your local indie podcaster and check them both out today, wherever you listen to podcasts!

✨If you want to hear the rest of this season of TSFU Presents, with episodes on THE CULT OF KUNDALINI YOGA and HOW I FOUND A CULT WHILE LOOKING FOR A CO-WORKING SPACE, join our Patreon for as little as $5 a month! ✨

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-Audio editing by Dallas Hernandez.
-Research by Kristen Jones.
-Sources:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shen_Yun
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Falun_Gong
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qigong
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heterodoxy
https://thehill.com/homenews/nexstar_media_wire/4477070-shen-yun-advertises-5000-years-of history-in-dance-why-does-china-call-it-an-anti-society-cult/
https://www.theguardian.com/news/2017/dec/12/shen-yun-falun-gong-traditional-chinese-dance troupe-china-doesnt-want-you-to-see
https://arbiteronline.com/2023/03/14/a-look-into-the-mysterious-roots-of-shen-yun-is-the-morriso n-center-unknowingly-hosting-a-front-for-a-cult/
https://faroutmagazine.co.uk/cult-shen-yun-dance-troupe/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Teachings_of_Falun_Gong#Controversies
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dragon_Springs
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Epoch_Times
https://www.cotton.senate.gov/news/press-releases/cotton-coons-colleagues-introduce-bill-to-hold-china-accountable-for-forced-organ-harvesting#:~:text=Experts%20estimate%20that%20the%20human,1.5%20million%20concentration%20camp%20inmates.&text=China%20appears%20to%20be%20the,is%20not%20the%20only%20offender.
https://humanrightscommission.house.gov/events/hearings/forced-organ-harvesting-china-examining-evidence
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Organ_harvesting_from_Falun_Gong_practitioners_in_China
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MqwNo43p21Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAy8AngEZMs
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1h 12min
April 01, 2025 BINGE OR BUST: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" - Season 3: Ep. 2- The Rescue (part 1)
Ash and research assistant Erin Collins recap the first half of the second episode of the FINAL SEASON The Curious Case of Natalia Grace (TCCoNG)!

"Natalia escapes her controlling parents, but she must face a dark past of lies and alleged abuse, uncertain if freedom is truly within reach." - IMDb

🩷 Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!
👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone
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👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/
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🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218
🕸️Edited by: Gaytrice Perdue.
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37min
March 28, 2025 BINGE OR BUST: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" - Season 3: Ep. 1- It's a Manses World
SEASON 3, EP 2 IS ALREADY OUT - COMMERCIAL FREE - ON PATREON, JOIN US FOR AS LITTLE AS $5 A MONTH! YOUR SUPPORT MEANS THE WOOOOORLLLDDDD TO US!

Ash and research assistant Erin Collins recap the FIRST episode of the FINAL SEASON The Curious Case of Natalia Grace (TCCoNG)!

"Desperate to escape her controlling adoptive parents, Natalia turns to Vince and Nicole DePaul, her last hope for freedom." - IMDb

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👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone
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🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218
🕸️Edited by: Ryan Truby.
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33min
March 26, 2025TRENDING: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" is Back- Mega Mix Recap: Ep 3
SEASON 3, EPS 1 AND 2 ALREADY OUT ON PATREON, JOIN US FOR AS LITTLE AS $5 A MONTH! YOUR SUPPORT MEANS THE WOOOOORLLLDDDD TO US!

Season 2 of The Curious Case of Natalia Grace (TCCoNG)- 'Binge or Bust?' episodes 5 and 6 are finally here! Recap of season 3, episode 1 coming out on Friday! Make sure to listen to the episodes below first!
TRENDING: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" is Back- Mega Mix Recap: Ep 1 (part 1)
TRENDING: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" is Back- Mega Mix Recap: Ep 1 (part 2)
TRENDING: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" is Back- Mega Mix Recap: Ep 2

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2h 14min
March 24, 2025TRENDING: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" is Back- Mega Mix Recap: Ep 2
Season 2 of The Curious Case of Natalia Grace (TCCoNG)- 'Binge or Bust?' episodes 3 and 4 are here! Recaps of season 2, episodes 5 and 6, as well as season 3, episode 1, coming this week! SEASON 3 RECAPS OF EPISODES 1 AND 2 ALREADY ON PATREON!!

Ash is joined by former co-host Fallon Morey to give you the DL on what Common Sense Media's Stephen Morgan called, an "unbalanced portrayal" that "may leave viewers with more questions than answers". Check out the trailer for Good American Family and get fired tf up with us! Full versions of these episodes below!
"The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" Binge or Bust - Ep. 3: By Any Means Necessary
"The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" Binge or Bust - Ep. 4: Houses of Horror
Good American Family trailer
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👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone
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🕸️Edited by: Ryan Truby.
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2h 16min
March 14, 2025TRENDING: "The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" is Back- Mega Mix Recap: Ep 1 (part 2)
THIS IS THE SECOND HALF OF A 2 PART MEGASODE THAT'S PACKED WITH 3 EPISODES! LISTEN TO PART 1 FIRST!

We've compiled all 7 Natalia episodes into 3 more compact episodes, for your listening pleasure. Starting with Ash and Megan from Give Us Morgue ! Unfortunately the file is too long for the public feed so we had to break it into 2 parts. And in the next section of this mega-sode, we have former co-host Ali and cult survivor and friend of the podcast, Chauntee Pitts!
Good American Family trailer
Natalia Grace Backstory and Update
"The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" Binge or Bust - Ep. 1: Age, Rage & the Big Lie
"The Curious Case of Natalia Grace" Binge or Bust - Ep. 2: For the Love of Money (YouTube Live)
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🕸️Sources:
https://www.discoveryplus.com/show/the-curious-case-of-natalia-grace-us
https://www.bbc.com/news/newsbeat-50319910
https://www.distractify.com/p/natalia-grace-barnett-now
https://allthatsinteresting.com/natalia-barnett
https://www.purdueexponent.org/city_state/article_f877c012-2d5a-55ce-985b-1bed1375bf5a.html
https://www.nbcnewyork.com/news/national-international/jury-acquits-indiana-man-of-abandoning-adult-daughter/3927209/
https://www.indystar.com/story/news/crime/2022/10/24/barnett-case-negligent-parents-or-defiant-daughter/69581557007/
https://www.jconline.com/story/news/local/lafayette/2022/02/20/kristine-michael-barnett-natalia-update/6802645001/
https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/clarissajanlim/natalia-grace-ukranian-adoption-orphan
https://heavy.com/news/2019/09/kristine-barnett/
https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/indiana-couple-pleads-not-guilty-abandoning-adopted-daughter-moving-canada-n1059681
https://www.wishtv.com/news/crime-watch-8/parents-accused-of-abandoning-adopted-child-in-apartment-mom-says-its-a-scam/
https://www.huffpost.com/entry/jacob-barnett-autistic-14-year-old-nobel-prize_n_3254920
https://www.nationwidechildrens.org/conditions/aspergers-syndrome#:~:text=Asperger's%20Syndrome%2C%20a%20form%20of,can%20be%20rigid%20and%20repetitive.
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-7479061/Mom-claims-Ukrainian-daughter-9-adopted-really-22-year-old-dwarfism.html
https://www.documentcloud.org/documents/6454753-Probable-Cause-Affidavit.html
https://www.wrtv.com/news/local-news/crime/michael-barnett-on-trial-for-allegedly-neglecting-adopted-daughter
https://www.jconline.com/story/news/crime/2022/10/27/michael-barnett-acquitted-of-neglecting-adopted-daughter-natalia-barnett/69597362007/
https://screenrant.com/orphan-true-story-real-life-crime-explained/
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1148204/
https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9hdWRpb2Jvb20uY29tL2NoYW5uZWxzLzUwMTIzNDkucnNz/episode/dGFnOmF1ZGlvYm9vbS5jb20sMjAyMS0wNi0xODovcG9zdHMvNzg4OTMxOA?hl=en&ved=2ahUKEwiIyq2iucz7AhX0ATQIHc-dA_YQjrkEegQICBAI&ep=6
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2h 35min

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