My father died in prison.

In this episode of The Collier Landry Show, I talk about the complicated reality of what that means for me: the grief, the relief, the confusion, the old wounds, and the strange finality of losing the man who murdered my mother and shaped so much of my life through trauma.

This isn’t a simple story, and it isn’t a simple loss.

I share what happened when I got the call, how I navigated conversations with prison staff and family, what it brought up emotionally, and why this moment feels like both an ending and the beginning of something else. I also talk about guilt, unresolved grief, generational trauma, and the ritual I may create with my father’s ashes as a way to finally put part of this story to rest.

If you’ve ever had to grieve someone who also caused deep harm, this conversation is for you.

Welcome to The Collier Landry Show, where we explore healing, creativity, and the real work of building a meaningful life after trauma.

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00:00 Hospital wake-up call

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What Casting Directors Really Do + Tax Incentives Explained (California, Mexico, Illinois) + Netflix/Warner Bros Debate

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Netflix Backends, Super Bowl Ads, Casting Oscars, and Hilary Swank’s On-Set Power Move

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Join veteran filmmaker John Morrissey and Collier Landry as they delve into the Oscars’ Best Picture nominees. From its multifaceted performances to its unique storytelling techniques, this episode offers a nuanced analysis unlike any you’ve heard before. Discover the critical roles of script supervisors, laugh through reminiscences of classic cinema, and engage with commentary on contemporary films such as 'Sinners,' 'Marty Supreme,' and 'Bugonia.'

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Veteran filmmakers John Morrissey (Producer, 'American History X') and Collier Landry delve into the intricacies of the Oscars, offering insider perspectives on the voting process, predictions for this year's winners, and recounting personal anecdotes from Hollywood's most exclusive parties. While discussing their favorite films like 'It Was Just An Accident' and 'One Battle After Another,' they also share specifics on the unique challenges and stories behind beloved movies like 'American History X.' This episode stands out for its deep dive into the film industry, providing expert analysis, compelling stories, and clear opinions that movie lovers will find both informative and entertaining.

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Audience Note: Today, August 20th, John F. Boyle, Jr. appears before the Ohio Parole Board in an attempt to be released from prison after serving nearly 35 years for the premeditated murder of Collier's mother, his wife, Noreen.

In this gripping episode, Collier Landry shares a deeply personal and emotional story about his father's parole hearing after being imprisoned for over three decades for the murder of his mother. Joined by criminologists Dr. Meghan Sacks and Dr. Amy Shlosberg from the 'Women and Crime' podcast, Collier navigates the complexities of the justice system, the concept of remorse, and the psychological evaluation of his father. The conversation touches on institutional behavior, reentry plans, and the potential dangers if his father is released. The episode combines personal anecdotes, legal insights, and emotional reflections, making it an essential listen for true crime enthusiasts and anyone interested in the intersections of crime, mental health, and society.

Link to this episode on YouTube: https://youtu.be/KMv4IacQDa0

About my guests:

Women and Crime podcast: Where True Crime Meets Criminology.

Hosted by Dr. Meghan Sacks and Dr. Amy Shlosberg.

🌐 https://womenandcrimepodcast.com/

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It's important to consider seeking support from a licensed mental health professional or support group. Talking to a trusted friend/family member can also be beneficial in overcoming trauma and its aftermath. 

•Psychology Today:⁠ https://www.psychologytoday.com/⁠

•Trauma-Recovery.org:⁠ https://trauma-recovery.org/⁠

•American Psychological Association:⁠ https://www.apa.org/⁠

•National Institute of Mental Health:⁠ https://www.nimh.nih.gov/index.shtml⁠

•National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-4673 ⁠https://www.rainn.org/⁠

•National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-7233 ⁠https://www.thehotline.org/⁠

#truestory #mentalhealth #traumarecovery

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Collier Landry sits down with Steve Fishman from Orbit Media to discuss their latest podcast 'Finding Mom's Killer,' available on Sony Music Entertainment. They delve into the creation process, the challenges of interviewing Collier's father from prison, and the emotional journey behind unraveling a decades-old crime. The episode also features a surprise call from Collier's father, giving a raw, real-time glimpse into their strained relationship. Lastly, Collier reflects on the impact of his traumatic past and his ongoing journey towards healing and resilience.

00:00 Introduction and Guest Introduction

00:31 Podcast Background and Personal Updates

01:24 Technical Difficulties and Flu Recovery

02:04 Introducing Marisol and Podcast Details

04:35 Trailer for 'Finding Mom's Killer'

06:09 Steve Fishman Joins the Conversation

08:03 Interview with Steve Fishman

16:24 Collier's Relationship with His Father

23:33 Phone Call with Collier's Father

30:14 Reflections on the Phone Call

38:28 Hiring Remote Workers from the Philippines

39:36 Discussing Parole and Family Responsibilities

41:46 Lieutenant Dave Messmore's Role in the Case

44:39 Collier's Struggles with His Father's Guilt

48:36 Details of the Murder and Aftermath

57:05 Podcast and Media Projects

01:14:46 Listener Engagement and Personal Reflections

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It's important to consider seeking support from a licensed mental health professional or support group. Talking to a trusted friend/family member can also be beneficial in overcoming trauma and its aftermath. 

•Psychology Today: https://www.psychologytoday.com/

•Trauma-Recovery.org: https://trauma-recovery.org/

•American Psychological Association: https://www.apa.org/

•National Institute of Mental Health: https://www.nimh.nih.gov/index.shtml

•National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-4673 https://www.rainn.org/

•National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-7233 https://www.thehotline.org/

Disclaimer: This content is for informational purposes only and reflects my independent opinion. Sources include public news sites, interviews, court documents, and similar materials. Statements from others are considered alleged unless confirmed. I am not a licensed therapist or medical professional, and this content is not a substitute for professional mental health advice or treatment. If you are experiencing mental health challenges, consult a qualified healthcare professional. All defendants are presumed innocent until proven guilty in a court of law. Information is provided "as is" without guarantees of accuracy, completeness, or suitability. Views expressed are personal and may change over time. Verify all information independently. I am not liable for any errors, omissions, or damages arising from the use of this content.

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Birthday Reflections: A Journey Through Family Ties and True Crime

In this heartfelt episode, Collier Landry celebrates his birthday while updating Mover Nation on various aspects of his life. Despite being under the weather, Collier shares exciting news about his upcoming podcast, 'Finding Mom's Killer,' launching March 3rd. He recounts his experience navigating family drama, including his strained relationship with his uncle, who recently passed away. Collier reflects on the impact of his mother's tragic death and the complicated family dynamics that followed. He also highlights a reconnection with his maternal side of the family, offering a sense of closure and renewed hope. Collier's resilience and positive outlook shine as he navigates these emotional challenges.

03:01 Introducing 'Finding Mom's Killer'

09:19 Reconnecting with Family and Unresolved Emotions

27:48 Emotional Confrontation with Uncle

29:03 Discovering Uncle's Whereabouts

30:09 Uncle's Health Decline

31:14 Family Dynamics and Responsibilities

34:41 Attempt to Reconnect with Uncle

43:24 Reflecting on Family and Loss

50:13 A New Connection and Moving Forward

59:54 Final Thoughts and Gratitude

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It's important to consider seeking support from a licensed mental health professional or support group. Talking to a trusted friend/family member can also be beneficial in overcoming trauma and its aftermath. 

•Psychology Today: https://www.psychologytoday.com/

•Trauma-Recovery.org: https://trauma-recovery.org/

•American Psychological Association: https://www.apa.org/

•National Institute of Mental Health: https://www.nimh.nih.gov/index.shtml

•National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-4673 https://www.rainn.org/

•National Domestic Violence Hotline 800-799-7233 https://www.thehotline.org/

Disclaimer: This content is for informational purposes only and reflects my independent opinion. Sources include public news sites, interviews, court documents, and similar materials. Statements from others are considered alleged unless confirmed. I am not a licensed therapist or medical professional, and this content is not a substitute for professional mental health advice or treatment. If you are experiencing mental health challenges, consult a qualified healthcare professional. All defendants are presumed innocent until proven guilty in a court of law. Information is provided "as is" without guarantees of accuracy, completeness, or suitability. Views expressed are personal and may change over time. Verify all information independently. I am not liable for any errors, omissions, or damages arising from the use of this content.I 

#truestory #mentalhealth #traumarecovery

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Today, I’m joined by Robert H. Pepple, Esq., an expert in employment law and workplace disputes, to break down the legal and cultural implications of the Justin Baldoni vs. Blake Lively situation. With his deep expertise in labor law, compliance, and reputation management, Robert helps us navigate the complexities of public workplace conflicts, accountability, and what this case means for broader industry trends. Tune in for an insightful discussion!

#justinbaldoni #blakelively #popculture #podcast

Join me live every Wednesday for The Wednesday Wrap, where I break down the biggest stories in true crime, pop culture, and entertainment. With my unique perspective as a filmmaker, survivor, and storyteller, I dive into the headlines, share my take, and connect the dots in ways others don’t. Don’t just watch the news—let’s unpack it together. Tune in, weigh in, and let’s wrap up the week so far!

You can find Rob's firm here: https://www.rimonlaw.com/team/robert-h-pepple/

Link to this episode on YouTube: https://youtube.com/live/MqZpOIUPgCI

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• Sources used in this content may include public news sites, interviews, court documents, dedicated Facebook groups, and news channel segments. When quoting others, their statements are considered alleged until confirmed. It's important to note that my content reflects my independent opinion, and I encourage you to do your own research.

• Disclaimer: The information provided here is intended for general informational purposes and is not a substitute for professional mental health advice, diagnosis, or treatment. We are not licensed therapists or medical doctors. If you are experiencing significant stress or mental health challenges, please reach out to a qualified healthcare professional for personalized support.

All defendants are presumed innocent until proven guilty in a court of law. The views expressed in this content are personal and may not represent the official position of any agency, organization, employer, or company. The assumptions made are solely the creator's own. These views are subject to change and should not be considered permanent. I do not guarantee the accuracy, completeness, suitability, or validity of the information in this digital recording. I am not liable for any errors, omissions, or damages resulting from its use. All information is provided as-is. It is your responsibility to verify the facts.

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#lafires #mentalhealth #ptsd #podcast

In this episode of The Collier Landry Show, we dive into the profound psychological impact of the LA wildfires and the aftermath of rebuilding communities. Los Angeles has faced devastating fires, leaving countless individuals grappling with loss, trauma, and the daunting task of starting over.

Elizabeth Rona, a licensed Marriage and Family Therapist and Somatic Experiencing® Practitioner specializing in trauma recovery and stress resilience, joins me. We explore the emotional toll of natural disasters, the hidden psychological dangers of rebuilding, and how communities can heal in the wake of the destruction.

We discuss:

⭐ The immediate and long-term effects of fire-related trauma

⭐ How grief manifests after losing homes, memories, and stability

⭐ The psychological challenges of rebuilding and displacement

⭐ Coping strategies for individuals and families facing post-disaster stress

⭐ The role of community support in the healing process

If you or someone you know has been affected by wildfires or any large-scale disaster, this episode offers insight, validation, and tools to move forward.

Elizabeth's Website: https://www.elizabethrona.com

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Disclaimer: This content is for informational purposes only and reflects my independent opinion. Sources include public news sites, interviews, court documents, and similar materials. Statements from others are considered alleged unless confirmed. I am not a licensed therapist or medical professional, and this content is not a substitute for professional mental health advice or treatment. If you are experiencing mental health challenges, consult a qualified healthcare professional. All defendants are presumed innocent until proven guilty in a court of law. Information is provided "as is" without guarantees of accuracy, completeness, or suitability. Views expressed are personal and may change over time. Verify all information independently. I am not liable for any errors, omissions, or damages arising from the use of this content.

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