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Let's be honest — have you ever fantasized about calling in sick? Not because you're actually sick, but because it feels like the only way to justify taking a break? Maybe you picture finally cleaning out that closet, taking a nap in the middle of the day, or just... breathing. If that fantasy has ever crossed your mind, this episode is for you.

Because here's the thing: most of us are terrible at sick days — whether we're fantasizing about them or actually having one.

In this episode, I'm coming to you with a slightly squeaky voice (yes, I got sick too) and some real talk about what we do wrong when illness forces us to slow down — and what we need to do differently.

What we cover:

The Don'ts — things we need to stop doing when we're sick:

• Stop misreading your capacity. We already run at 150% on a normal day, operating on less sleep, less fuel, and less self-care than we should. When we get sick and drop down to 80%, we think that's practically normal. It's not. When you're sick, you are genuinely depleted — and pushing through makes it worse and longer.
• Stop expecting a hall pass without asking for one. If you show up to work or to your household looking "mostly fine," people will expect everything from you that they always do. You have to be explicit about what you can and can't do — or better yet, take yourself offline entirely.
• Stop confusing appropriate rest with laziness. Lying on the couch watching TV when you're sick is not a moral failing. It is literally the correct treatment. Your brain will tell you otherwise. Don't listen to it.

The Do's — what we should actually do:

• Delegate. Ask for help. Whether that's your partner, your kids, your staff, or your neighbors — people can and will step up, but you have to ask and be clear.
• Rest. For real. Sleep more. Nap in the middle of the morning if you need to. Stop pushing.
• Knock off the low-lift, naggy tasks you can do horizontally — the overdue multiple-choice CME questions, that one thing on your to-do list with a soft deadline. Keep it low-stress and low-brain.
• Get cozy. Fuzzy socks. Warm tea. A blanket. You've spent enough time in cold operating rooms and stiff scrubs. Lean into comfort.
• Let go of the guilt. You can be sick with guilt, or you can be sick without guilt. Either way, you're sick. Choose without.

The systems we work in were not designed with our humanity in mind — but that doesn't mean we have to internalize that. We have human bodies. We get sick. We are allowed to rest.

If you've been fantasizing about a sick day, that's a sign you need a real break — and that's something we can work on together.

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What's your number one work fantasy?

For so many of us, it's walking out the door and never looking back. But what does it actually look like to quit — not in the dramatic, table-flipping way we imagine, but in the real, messy, meaningful way? This week, we're getting into it, because it's my five-year quitversary, and I'm taking you behind the scenes of how I left the job I thought I always wanted.

In this episode, we explore:

• Why I stayed in a job I wanted to leave for nearly five years — and what finally broke me open
• The moment a stranger's "how are you?" made me burst into tears and changed everything
• The very deliberate steps I took before I ever sent that resignation letter (including a $20,000 reason to wait one more week)
• What "quiet quitting" can actually mean in a healthy, empowering way — even if you're not ready to leave
• Why our employers benefit when we keep believing we're not good enough
• What life has looked like on the other side: the coaching certification, this podcast, the expert witness work, the poorly-paid sabbatical — all of it
• The real thing we're leaving behind when we quit: not just a job, but a set of thoughts and beliefs we've been carrying way too long

This isn't a "burn it down" episode. It's an honest look at what it takes to choose yourself — and what's waiting for you when you do.

Next week: We're continuing the conversation with lessons learned from the other side of quitting. You don't want to miss it.

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To learn more about my coaching practice and group offerings, head over to www.healthierforgood.com. I help Physicians and Allied Health Professional women to let go of toxic perfectionist and people-pleasing habits that leave them frustrated and exhausted. If you are ready to learn skills that help you set boundaries and prioritize yourself, without becoming a cynical a-hole, come work with me.

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There's a kind of tired that drains you to the bone — and then there's a kind of tired that feels almost like a gift.

In this episode, I'm coming to you fresh off a red-eye from our twice-yearly EntreMD Business School conference, messy hair and all. I'm exhausted. And I'm more energized than I've been in a long time. And I want to talk about what it means that both of those things can be true at the same time — because for so many of us, we've forgotten that they can.

What we talk about in this episode:

When did you last feel excited tired — the kind where your mind is buzzing with possibility, not dread? Where you stayed up too late not because you were charting or on call, but because the conversation was just too good to end?

We're so accustomed to the other kind of tired. The chronic, grinding fatigue of long hours, late nights charting, replaying difficult patient interactions, being paged in the middle of the night. We've been trained to normalize it, to push through it, to tell ourselves we're fine.

But here's the truth: when we ritualize that kind of numbing, we stop being curious. We stop being compassionate. We stop feeling fully human.

This episode is an invitation — a gentle but urgent one — to ask yourself:

• When was the last time you felt both tired and excited?
• If you can't remember, what would need to be true in your life for that to happen?
• What would it look like to intentionally put yourself in spaces that energize you, connect you, and remind you of what's possible?

We don't stumble into those spaces. We have to choose them. And that choosing? That's the work. And while we're very good at hard work, we're also very practiced at avoiding this kind of work — the tuning in, the reflecting, the deciding that something needs to change.

You deserve to feel energized. You deserve connection that lights you up. You deserve a life where the tired you carry sometimes is the good kind.

I'll be back with you next week. Until then — take care of yourself.

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To learn more about my coaching practice and group offerings, head over to www.healthierforgood.com. I help Physicians and Allied Health Professional women to let go of toxic perfectionist and people-pleasing habits that leave them frustrated and exhausted. If you are ready to learn skills that help you set boundaries and prioritize yourself, without becoming a cynical a-hole, come work with me.

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Sometimes you feel off… but you can’t quite name why.

You’re tired.
Maybe a little cranky.
Maybe a little stuck.

And the instinct is often to change something big.

Quit the job.
Overhaul your schedule.
Throw everything out and start over.

But what if the real question isn’t what should I change?

What if the better question is:

What do I actually need right now?

Because not every moment calls for a big life overhaul.

Sometimes you need a reset.
Sometimes you need a refresh.
And sometimes you just need to recharge.

Knowing the difference can save you from wasting energy—or making decisions you’ll regret later.

In this episode of Ending Physician Overwhelm, we explore how to recognize which one your mind and body are actually asking for.

A Question to Sit With
The next time you feel overwhelmed, ask yourself:

What do I actually need right now?

• A reset to reconnect with my values?
• A refresh to update something that no longer fits?
• Or a recharge because my batteries are empty?

Your answer might change everything.

Support the show

To learn more about my coaching practice and group offerings, head over to www.healthierforgood.com. I help Physicians and Allied Health Professional women to let go of toxic perfectionist and people-pleasing habits that leave them frustrated and exhausted. If you are ready to learn skills that help you set boundaries and prioritize yourself, without becoming a cynical a-hole, come work with me.

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What happens when you get an unexpected pocket of free time?

Be honest.

Do you rest?
Or does your brain immediately start scanning for something productive to do?

Laundry.
Inbox.
Charts.
Research.
That Spanish program you’ve been meaning to start.

If you’re a woman physician, chances are your brain does not tolerate white space very well.

In this episode, we unpack why.

Because this isn’t about poor time management.
And it’s not because you’re “just wired this way.”

This is conditioning.

You were trained to believe you could do anything.

Somewhere along the way, that became:
I should do everything.

And that belief is quietly stealing your rest.

Why We Fill Every Pocket with Work
There are three patterns I see again and again in coaching:

1️⃣ “I Should Be Able to Do It All.”
2️⃣ The Achievement Itch
3️⃣ “I Can’t Rest Until This Is Done.”

Imagine If…

• A free hour didn’t trigger a productivity spiral.
• You could take a nap without guilt.
• You could delegate without shame.
• You didn’t feel behind all the time.
• You believed rest was allowed before the list was complete.

Work is the devil you know.

Rest is unfamiliar.

But unfamiliar doesn’t mean wrong.

It might just mean you’re growing.

If this episode resonated, I’d love to hear from you.
You can reach me at healthierforgood.com, or email me megan@healthierforgood.

And if you’re ready to do this work with support, coaching is where we untangle this for real.

Until next time—take care of yourself like you matter.

Because you do.

Support the show

To learn more about my coaching practice and group offerings, head over to www.healthierforgood.com. I help Physicians and Allied Health Professional women to let go of toxic perfectionist and people-pleasing habits that leave them frustrated and exhausted. If you are ready to learn skills that help you set boundaries and prioritize yourself, without becoming a cynical a-hole, come work with me.

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How many times have you held your own happiness hostage?

“I’ll feel better when my notes are closed.”
 “I can rest when the work is done.”
 “I’ll finally feel confident when I’m an attending.”

We’ve all done it. We tie positive emotions to achievement and convince ourselves that relief, joy, or rest are rewards we earn later.

But here’s the problem: later keeps moving.

In this episode, we’re talking about the subtle but powerful habit of postponing positive emotions — and why it’s quietly keeping you stuck, even when you’re accomplishing incredible things.

We Were Trained to Live in “When/Then”

Medicine conditions us early:

• I’ll feel smart when I pass this exam.
• I’ll feel competent when residency is over.
• I’ll feel secure when I’m established.

And every time we hit the milestone, there’s a brief lift… then we adapt. Psychologists call this hedonic adaptation — our nervous system returns to baseline after positive changes. The “arrival fallacy” tells us happiness lives in the next achievement. It doesn’t.

If we keep believing we’ll feel better when, we spend our lives postponing joy.

And here’s the kicker: we lose the skill of feeling good in the present.

Three Ways This Shows Up

1️⃣ We Postpone Positive Emotion

You finally close your notes. You go on vacation. Your inbox is covered.

And you still can’t relax.

Why?

Because we’ve practiced vigilance far more than we’ve practiced ease. We know how to be hyper-alert. We don’t always know how to feel delight.

Joy feels foreign. Rest feels suspicious.

So we must relearn how to experience positive emotion now — not as a reward, but as a human capacity.

2️⃣ We Tie Moral Worth to Productivity

This one is dangerous.

Somewhere along the way, we absorbed the idea that:

• If I achieve more, I am more worthy.
• If I’m behind, I’m failing.
• If I’m not exceptional, I’m not enough.

Your moral worth is not determined by whether you finished residency, got promoted, or became famous.

It is determined by your values and how you live them.

You are not more virtuous because you’re productive.
And you are not less worthy because you’re tired.

3️⃣ The Goalpost Always Moves

Medical training is hierarchical by design. Every stage has another “next.”

Intern → senior resident → fellow → attending → faculty → leadership.

If we keep waiting for the next level to allow happiness, we will wait forever.

There is always another win.

So we must learn to uncouple:

“I want to become an attending.”
AND
“I can practice joy and steadiness now.”

Both can be true.

What Changes When We Stop Waiting?
Imagine:

• You enjoy the smell of your baby’s head even while exhausted.
• You feel pride in your work even while growing.
• You take a moment of rest without earning it.

We don’t deny reality. Hard seasons exist.

But we stop telling ourselves that positive emotion is reserved for after achievement.

We start practicing it.

And yes — it may feel uncomfortable at first. That’s normal. You’re retraining a nervous system built on vigilance.

This Is the Work

So many women physicians tell me:

“I just want to feel better.”

We often think that means changing jobs, fixing the inbox, or closing the notes.

Sometimes we do improve systems.
But the deeper work is this:

Learning how to feel good now.
Learning how to rest now.
Learning how to believe you are worthy now.

You are not broken.
You were trained this way.
And you can unlearn it.

🎧 Listen to Episode 217: Stop Waiting to Feel Better and begin practicing joy where you

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To learn more about my coaching practice and group offerings, head over to www.healthierforgood.com. I help Physicians and Allied Health Professional women to let go of toxic perfectionist and people-pleasing habits that leave them frustrated and exhausted. If you are ready to learn skills that help you set boundaries and prioritize yourself, without becoming a cynical a-hole, come work with me.

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Raise your hand if the last couple of weeks have felt… heavy.

Not just busy. Not just frustrating.
Heavy.

As more information comes out about the Epstein files and the physicians connected to them, many of us are noticing something uncomfortable stirring beneath the surface. And today, we’re naming it.

Vicarious shame.

Not guilt. Not embarrassment. Not even anger—though that may be there too.
Shame.

And here’s the important distinction:

• Guilt says: I did something bad.
• Shame says: I am bad.
• Vicarious shame is when we feel shame on behalf of someone else and their actions.

You haven’t done anything wrong.
And yet you may feel the weight of it.

Because we are physicians.
Because we identify deeply with our profession.
Because we carry responsibility seriously.
Because we are highly empathic women who have been socialized to hold things together.

And medicine? Medicine has trained us in shame.

We trained in environments where missteps equaled inadequacy.
Where not knowing something meant being exposed.
Where performance and worth blurred into one.

So when we see male physicians—powerful, wealthy, prominent—implicated in abuses of power, something hits close to home. Not because we are like them. But because we share the title.

And if you’ve noticed:

• A heaviness in your chest
• A compulsive urge to scroll and read more
• A sense of disgust that somehow turns inward
• A quiet questioning of the profession

You are not alone.

But here is what we will not do:

We will not carry their shame.

They deserve to experience shame for their actions. Shame is an appropriate human response to wrongdoing. If they do not feel it, that is their pathology—not your burden.

We do not atone for abuses we did not commit.
We do not hold shame for the profession.
We do not absorb the moral weight of other people’s misconduct.

What do we do instead?

1️⃣ We name it.

Naming vicarious shame immediately loosens its grip. When you say, “Oh. That’s what this is,” your nervous system settles.

2️⃣ We speak it.

Shame thrives in silence. When we talk about what we’re feeling—with trusted colleagues, friends, or within supportive spaces—we metabolize it.

3️⃣ We give it back.

There are practices for this. Writing a letter and burning it. Speaking aloud that you are releasing what isn’t yours. Sitting in witness with another human and choosing to let it go.

You are allowed to release shame that does not belong to you.

4️⃣ We practice critical awareness.

You may notice how quickly you internalize responsibility. How readily you identify with the profession. How often you hustle to represent medicine “well.”

You are not the bad actor.

You provide care.
You carry responsibility with integrity.
You have not abused your privilege.

We will not confuse ourselves with them.

This is heavy work. But it is human work. And it is especially the work of women physicians who already carry more than enough.

When we name it, speak it, and release it together, we heal.

And my hope is that today helps you put down something you were never meant to carry.

until next week, take care.

References:

Any talk about shame that I do and how we feel is incomplete without acknowledging the work of Brenè Brown, PhD, LMSW. The above episode centers ourself in her research, and I highly recommend starting with her book Rising Strong if you are not familiar with her work.

Support the show

To learn more about my coaching practice and group offerings, head over to www.healthierforgood.com. I help Physicians and Allied Health Professional women to let go of toxic perfectionist and people-pleasing habits that leave them frustrated and exhausted. If you are ready to learn skills that help you set boundaries and prioritize yourself, without becoming a cynical a-hole, come work with me.

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You listen.
You nod.
You try to apply what you’re learning.

And still—something isn’t quite moving.

If that’s you, pause with me for a moment, because here’s the truth we don’t say out loud enough:

You are not doing anything wrong.

Most of what you’re trying to change—burnout, boundaries, habits, presence, sustainability—was never meant to be done in isolation. Not squeezed between patient visits, portal messages, and bedtime routines. Not silently. Not perfectly.

In this episode, we talk about what actually changes when women physicians stop trying to do this work alone and start doing it in community.

We explore three powerful shifts that happen when you’re supported instead of self-managing everything:

1. Community changes what feels possible
When you hear someone name your thought out loud, shame loosens its grip. You realize your struggle is patterned—not personal. And suddenly, you’re not wasting energy on self-judgment. You’re solving the real problem.

2. Accountability becomes support, not pressure
This isn’t about being pushed harder. It’s about being witnessed. About having your intentions held with you when your energy is depleted—and celebrating the small, meaningful wins that actually move the needle.

3. Self-kindness grows faster in relationship
Most of us didn’t learn compassion alone—we learned it by being treated kindly. In supportive spaces, we borrow that voice at first… until it becomes our own. And that voice is what sustains real change.

This episode also introduces The Practice—a connected community for women physicians who are done trying to “fix themselves” and ready to practice a more sustainable way of living and working.

Inside The Practice, you’ll find:

• Twice-monthly themed group sessions
• Open office hours for real-time problem-solving
• Monthly 1:1 coaching with me
• A space where your intelligence is assumed, your exhaustion makes sense, and your humanity is not treated as a problem

You don’t need more discipline.
You don’t need to try harder.
You don’t need to do this alone.

🎧 Listen to the episode, and if something in you whispers “this is what I’ve been missing,” that voice is worth trusting.

👉 Learn more about The Practice.

Support the show

To learn more about my coaching practice and group offerings, head over to www.healthierforgood.com. I help Physicians and Allied Health Professional women to let go of toxic perfectionist and people-pleasing habits that leave them frustrated and exhausted. If you are ready to learn skills that help you set boundaries and prioritize yourself, without becoming a cynical a-hole, come work with me.

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Without overthinking it (yes, I know—that’s a tall order), I asked you to name one difficult emotion you’ve felt in the last few days. Anger. Frustration. Disgust. Resentment.

If your immediate instinct was to judge yourself for it—or to shove it down and keep functioning—this episode is for you.

As women physicians, we’ve been trained to override our internal signals. Push through. Stay professional. Don’t be “too emotional.” And yet, here we are—exhausted, overwhelmed, and wondering why everything feels so heavy.

In this episode, we slow it way down and start with the basics:

• What emotions actually are (and no, they’re not weaknesses)
• Why naming an emotion matters more than “fixing” it
• How emotions show up in the body—and why that’s information, not a flaw
• The simple (but powerful) process of connecting feelings → thoughts → actions
• How to stop judging yourself for having very normal human responses to very real circumstances

We talk about why staying stuck in unexamined emotions often leads to actions we regret—and how creating even a little space lets you choose differently. Not from suppression. Not from explosion. But from clarity.

This is about digesting emotions instead of drowning in them or pretending they don’t exist. It’s about honoring what your feelings are telling you—especially in a world (and a medical system) that benefits when you don’t.

And yes, I also share a bit about a new group experience I’m opening for women physicians who are craving connection, clarity, and a place where they don’t have to hold it all alone anymore.

You are not broken.
Your emotions are not wrong.
They might actually be pointing you back to who you are.

🎧 Listen in and let’s practice being human—on purpose.

Support the show

To learn more about my coaching practice and group offerings, head over to www.healthierforgood.com. I help Physicians and Allied Health Professional women to let go of toxic perfectionist and people-pleasing habits that leave them frustrated and exhausted. If you are ready to learn skills that help you set boundaries and prioritize yourself, without becoming a cynical a-hole, come work with me.

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You already work hard.
 The question is: why are you still making it harder than it needs to be?

In this episode, we’re talking about tools—and not just scalpels and stethoscopes. We’re talking about AI scribes, support teams, GLP-1 medications, Epic features, macros, automation… all the things that are supposed to help—but somehow end up wrapped in guilt, resistance, or overwhelm.

If you’ve ever thought:

• “I shouldn’t need this.”
• “Using that feels like cheating.”
• “I’m too overwhelmed to learn one more thing.”

This conversation is for you.

We break down three places physicians get stuck with tools and how to shift out of each one—without abandoning your values or your integrity.

In this episode, we explore:

• Why physicians are trained to “just get it done” with dull tools—and how that backfires outside of emergencies
• The difference between being the master of a tool and being controlled by it
• Learned helplessness: when you technically have support, but aren’t using it well
• Resistance and resentment toward tools (AI, Epic chat, GLP-1s)—and how it quietly drains your energy
• Overwhelm as a signal, not a failure—and how support can actually reduce it
• Real examples of using AI scribes beyond charting: coaching, expert witness work, summaries, timelines
• Why using the right tools doesn’t make you less competent—it makes you more masterful

You are not a resident.
You are not a student.
You already know how to do this work well.

The invitation here is simple but powerful:
What would change if you let your tools actually support you?

🎧 Listen in, then ask yourself: What’s one tool in my world that I could start using better—starting this week?

Support the show

To learn more about my coaching practice and group offerings, head over to www.healthierforgood.com. I help Physicians and Allied Health Professional women to let go of toxic perfectionist and people-pleasing habits that leave them frustrated and exhausted. If you are ready to learn skills that help you set boundaries and prioritize yourself, without becoming a cynical a-hole, come work with me.

Want to contact me directly?
Email: [email protected]

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