This teaching is taken from our most recent retreat, The Secret of Instant Illumination! The Complete Audio-Video Retreat Teachings Package is now available: https://bit.ly/instant--illumination

You have to grok this paradox: You must want Illumination, but wanting will never reach it. The wanting must morph into surrender. Surrender even wanting. More than that, surrender the thought that there is anyone separate from God who must surrender. When there is no I-thought and no sense of Other or world—as in deep sleep but fully awake—the Self is realized and nothing else remains, or ever was.