The last few weeks/month I've been struggling with a lot of internal dialogue regarding whether I'm Ok: not as OK as I think I am and/or more OK than 'they' want or need  me to be.

I dunno. But, I promise, I'm not not OK and fundamentally the things I'm working through are normal and natural; not requiring to be 'solved' or 'fixed'. Just better appreciated & understood.

Finally recording some thoughts regarding a podcast I listened to a few months ago.

Naval Ravikant - How to Build Wealth @Jorgenson's Soundbox

Boyd Varty - The Lion Tracker's Guide to Life on @ The Tim Ferris Show

I've been thinking a lot about exploring capacity, experiences, and margins. Specifically in regards to these challenges and physical events I find myself endeavoring towards. A sense of adventure that keeps getting greater and greater. Maybe my appetite is nearing full, for now, and I want to enjoy the campaigns I've already uncovered?

First podcast in a while; January. Felt good to find this again and just some ramble about tasks and being busy.

Committed to digging in again and not falling into my own trap of moving goalposts.

Just a little conversation how I see things when it comes to thinking we're special.

Not sure what the New Year will bring in regards to episodes, but I guarantee they will be authentic.

A massive ramble as I am working on a couple of things still in my head.

Necessity or Genuine Desire as an essential requirement for true change?

Then somehow I ended up on Informed vs Influenced which is really bothering me as I navigate social media, ignorance, manipulative news sources...

Hopefully I will have some stuff cleaned up over the next few weeks.

Pulling from the IG post yesterday to elaborate a little.

Why feign to fit in when it creates a dissonance inside yourself, assumes a lot about what other's intentions & fancy, and over time increases in effort to upkeep?

Just be You, for whoever that You is right now, endeavoring to be safe, good & happy and attract naturally those that share like common interests & values.

Back from hunting for a week up in Montana with some amazing people. It's hard not to feel recharged after spending time with a caliber/ quality group on a ranch living the good life. 

Lead, Don't Chase.

It's something that a good friend and mentor said to me once and that he holds it close to when leading his business. I'm finding it strikingly relevant lately as I look into friendships, goals, business; and maybe most significantly, at myself.