When Lily Dulan gave birth to her baby girl, it seemed like the culmination to years of work to create the life she'd envisioned. Despite complications at the start, her child was given a clean bill of health and she and her husband joyfully headed home. But not long after, her beautiful baby Kala died of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. None of the work she'd done n the past to heal from her traumas prepared her for this. But over time, she inched her way forward, creating meaning and deepening the practices she had already found, leading to revelations of her own calling in the world. Her passion grew to help other people through their worst losses and challenges, as she had been helped.