This one’s personal — and DEEP.

I’m joined by my actual colorectal surgeon, Dr. Elie Schochet — the man who saved my life after a full-on colon perforation during a routine douching session (yes, that shower shot). From operating on my guts to sitting on my couch, Dr. Schochet gets real about everything from prolapsing and fisting safety to what makes my anatomy so… uniquely talented 😏

We talk about:

• 🧠 What really happened during my surgery and why I’m basically built like a medical anomaly

• 🍑 Why not everyone’s colon is made for deep play — and how to respect your anatomy

• 🛁 The dangers of over-douching, high-pressure shower shots, and how to prep without wrecking yourself

• 💉 The risks of chemsex and why using while playing can literally silence your body’s alarm system

• 🧬 The difference between prolapsing and going deep (and why they’re not the same)

• 🏥 Why kink-aware, LGBTQ+ friendly doctors are crucial — and how to find one near you

• 😂 Plus: Colostomy porn, my mother listening to Howard Stern, and saving the planet one clean-out at a time

Whether you’re a seasoned player, just starting out, or curious about how to take care of your body while exploring kink, this episode is full of expert advice, gut-punching honesty, and more laughs than you’d expect from a colon resection recovery story.

This is the episode the community didn’t know it needed. Raw, informative, a little ridiculous — and absolutely essential.

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After surviving colon perforations just months apart, HungerFF and special guest @Barcelona_FFun (aka Saul) reunite for a raw, emotional, and deeply human episode of Brolapse. From their very first collab in a white Airbnb to crying during their first post-surgery fists, this is a no-filter conversation about identity, injury, recovery, stigma, and the intimate power of community.

Both performers reflect on losing parts of themselves — and finding new strength in what remains. Saul shares how being shunned by his local scene after surgery exposed the darker side of the kink world, and HungerFF opens up about how his injury redefined who he is beyond his hole.

If you’ve ever felt like you had to rebuild yourself from nothing — this one’s for you.

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In this deeply personal and emotional episode of Brolapse, I open up about the traumatic medical emergency that changed my life: a colon perforation that happened just days before recording. I walk you through the harrowing series of events — from a seemingly normal shower before a shoot with Ashlll Bay, to the moment I felt something pop inside me, to the emergency surgery that followed.

I talk honestly about the physical and emotional aftermath — the unbearable pain, the Baker Act hold, waking up to a colostomy bag, and the crushing fear that I may never fist again. I share what it’s been like adjusting to life without the part of me that’s defined so much of my identity, how I’m learning to be “Ryan” without my hole, and how I’m trying to stay creative, positive, and connected to my fans in this forced downtime.

You’ll also hear about the memoir I just completed, why this podcast is more important than ever, how I’m navigating grief and identity, and the outpouring of support I’ve received — from GoFundMe donors to exes, friends, and even The Howard Stern Show and H3 Podcast, who both invited me back on to share my story.

💔 A must-listen if you’ve ever faced a life-changing moment and wondered: How the hell do I move forward from here?

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🎙️ This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the sweet, slutty, and savage RyanPupXXX—fresh off a trip to Fort Lauderdale where he painted my apartment and got his hole painted in return. We dive into it all: his first time getting fisted during a massage, double fists and pool balls, writing phone numbers on the bottoms of shoes, and why his hole deserves an award for versatility.

We also talk about what it means to be a verse fister, curating the perfect orgy, and his upcoming panel at the JustFor.Fans Conference. This episode is messy, fun, and full of genuine love for the craft of fisting.

🔥 Full video available exclusively on HungerFF dot com!

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In this special episode of Brolapse, I'm sitting down with Mike, aka Mr. Hankey, the mastermind behind Mr. Hankey’s Toys, to discuss one of the boldest collaborations in adult toy history—the HungerFF Prolapse Dildo.

We dive deep (literally and figuratively) into the design process, the challenges of recreating anatomical realism, and the wildest fan reactions to this one-of-a-kind toy. Mike shares how his company revolutionized the oversized toy market, why platinum-cured silicone is the only way to go, and the unexpected controversies and knockoffs that surfaced after launching this groundbreaking design.

Topics include:
🔹 How the HungerFF dildo came to life—pitching, sculpting, and perfecting every detail
🔹 Why this was the first prolapse dildo ever made and the market’s reaction
🔹 The science of hyper-realism: life casting vs. sculpting from images
🔹 What makes a toy body-safe and the dark side of cheap knockoffs
🔹 How one fan managed to use it backwards and fooled everyone
🔹 Could we go even bigger? The future of the HungerFF dildo line!

💡 If you've ever wondered what goes into crafting the most extreme, innovative sex toys on the market, this episode is a must-listen. Go big or go home, right?

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This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by my good friend and legendary fister Wrecked It Ralph, also known as his drag alter ego Alotta McGriddles. We dive deep (literally) into his viral moment—The Lift—where he accidentally became an icon by hoisting a bottom off the ground with just his fist. He shares the unexpected fallout from going viral, the double-edged sword of notoriety, and the wild requests he gets to recreate his infamous move.

But that’s just the beginning. We talk about the realities of fisting culture, the misconceptions people have about body types in the kink world, and the frustrating trope of people wanting to be “trained” overnight. We also discuss the intersection of his drag career and fisting identity—how Alotta McGriddles has become a staple in NYC’s fetish scene, hosting events that blend humor, shock value, and deep community ties.

Expect candid talk about industry gatekeeping, unrealistic beauty standards in porn, and how social media influencers have impacted the evolution (and regression) of adult content. We also reflect on what it means to be an authentic creator in a space oversaturated with polish and pay-per-view gimmicks.

If you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to live at the intersection of drag and hardcore kink—or just want to hear two fisting legends swap insane stories—this is an episode you don’t want to miss.

🎧 Early video access for Spotify subscribers!

🔥 Full-length video exclusively on ⁠HungerFF dot com⁠

Follow Wrecked It Ralph / Alotta McGriddles:

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🔗 JustFor.Fans: ⁠justfor.fans/WreckedIt_Ralph⁠

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🕗 New episodes every Friday at 8 PM!

This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by my good friend and legendary fister Wrecked It Ralph, also known as his drag alter ego Alotta McGriddles. We dive deep (literally) into his viral moment—The Lift—where he accidentally became an icon by hoisting a bottom off the ground with just his fist. He shares the unexpected fallout from going viral, the double-edged sword of notoriety, and the wild requests he gets to recreate his infamous move.

But that’s just the beginning. We talk about the realities of fisting culture, the misconceptions people have about body types in the kink world, and the frustrating trope of people wanting to be “trained” overnight. We also discuss the intersection of his drag career and fisting identity—how Alotta McGriddles has become a staple in NYC’s fetish scene, hosting events that blend humor, shock value, and deep community ties.

Expect candid talk about industry gatekeeping, unrealistic beauty standards in porn, and how social media influencers have impacted the evolution (and regression) of adult content. We also reflect on what it means to be an authentic creator in a space oversaturated with polish and pay-per-view gimmicks.

If you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to live at the intersection of drag and hardcore kink—or just want to hear two fisting legends swap insane stories—this is an episode you don’t want to miss.

🎧 Early video access for Spotify subscribers!

🔥 Full-length video exclusively on HungerFF.com

Follow Wrecked It Ralph / Alotta McGriddles:

🔗 X (Twitter): @WreckedIt_Ralph

🔗 JustFor.Fans: justfor.fans/WreckedIt_Ralph

Subscribe & Listen:

🎧 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa

🎧 Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)

🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX

📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse

🕗 New episodes every Friday at 8 PM!

In this second half of my interview with Finn Vortex, owner of FistTheory.com and moderator of multiple fisting-focused Facebook groups, we dive even deeper into the evolving world of online fisting communities.

We discuss the impact of Telegram and Discord on the fisting scene, the challenges of moderating large groups on Facebook, and the fine line between education and censorship. Finn shares insights on how these platforms influence safer play, community-building, and the visibility of fisting culture.

We also talk about:

• The history of Fantastic Friends, one of the earliest fisting groups on Facebook

• How new fisters experience peer pressure in online spaces

• The role of social media in normalizing fisting without drug use

• Trans inclusion in the fisting scene and the community’s challenges in embracing diversity

• Finn’s big plans for the future, including kink education, coaching, and potential fisting retreats

And of course, we exchange a few deep personal techniques. 😏

In this eye-opening episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Finn Vortex, a fisting educator, moderator of multiple fisting Facebook groups, and the creator of FistTheory.com, one of the most comprehensive educational resources on fisting. Finn’s journey into fisting isn’t like most—after surviving a carjacking and gunshot wound to the chest, he underwent life-saving surgery that quite literally rearranged his insides. Now, years later, he reflects on how that trauma may have played a role in his ability to take deep fists.

But Finn isn’t just a deep player—he’s a dedicated educator. We dive into the early days of online fisting communities, the gaps in fisting education that led him to create Fist Theory, and his mission to provide scientific-backed, structured learning for newcomers and veterans alike. He walks me through his process of developing coursework that covers everything from anatomy and physiology to lube science, toy safety, and injury prevention.

We also explore some of the biggest misconceptions in the fisting world, including why the idea that “fisting isn’t like porn” might not be entirely true, how communication failures lead to most fisting-related injuries, and why intermediate-level players are often at the highest risk. Finn shares his thoughts on the dangers of insertable toys, the problem with “limit pushing,” and how fisting tops and bottoms often bring their traditional sexual roles into play in ways that don’t always serve them.

In a candid discussion about chems in the fisting scene, we talk about the real risks of meth use, how poppers impact the body, and Finn’s surprising personal experiences with chem use—spoiler alert: his first time involved a Mormon fisting party and a painful Trimix injection gone wrong. We also cover harm reduction strategies, including why doctors often know shockingly little about extreme anal play, and how the fisting community is stepping up to educate both players and medical professionals alike.

This episode is full of wild stories, deep insights, and a whole lot of nerdy fisting knowledge. Whether you’re a seasoned player or just curious, Finn’s wisdom and humor make this a must-listen.

In this special episode of Brolapse, I take a wild, no-holds-barred trip down memory lane to revisit some of the most viral moments of my career. From pickup truck fisting to prolapsing for Howie Mandel, these are the videos that not only broke the internet but also left an undeniable mark on the fisting community—and, in some cases, pop culture itself.

I kick things off by diving into my very first viral hit—the Pickup Truck Video—a spur-of-the-moment scene at FistFest that, unbeknownst to me at the time, would revitalize the event and inspire an entire generation of fist pigs. Then, we revisit the infamous Easter Bunny Video, where I got fisted stupid while birthing colorful eggs out of my prolapse—because why not turn Easter into a holiday of hardcore kink?

But nothing could prepare me for the Clash of the Titans video, my most notorious creation to date. Shot at FistFest, this scene featured extreme prolapse play so shocking that it ended up on The H3 Podcast and Howie Mandel Does Stuff, leaving celebrities like Sharon Osbourne, Heidi Klum, and Sofia Vergara absolutely speechless (or, in some cases, horrified). The impact of this video was so intense that even the cameraman fainted after filming it!

I also break down the Dumpling Video, a COVID-era masterpiece that took gay Twitter by storm years after its release, sparking reaction videos, shock memes, and countless requests from fans trying to get their hands on it. And, of course, I can’t forget the Lunch Punch Date, an unexpectedly viral moment from Pornhub that left viewers both fascinated and traumatized—leading to some of the funniest hate comments I’ve ever received.

What makes a video go viral? Is it pure chaos? Unfiltered authenticity? Sheer audacity? Maybe it’s a combination of all three. Tune in as I reflect on what made these moments legendary and why my approach to content has always been about pushing limits while never taking myself too seriously.

🎧 Listen now and relive the moments that made HungerFF a viral sensation!