HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

This is the complete, Raw & Uncensored conversation with Rob Montana, available exclusively to Spotify subscribers and to members of my official website (HungerFF.com) and my JustFor.Fans page. While a shortened Radio Edit is available everywhere podcasts are found, this is the full uncut interview, start to finish.

Rob tells the whole story this time. We open where it began for him: the arcade-booth VHS tape, the FFA fisting houses of DC, and the guy who swore he'd never have the anatomy to take a fist. Then Rob walks through the Penuma implant he got to compete as a top in porn, the five good months, and the slow-motion disaster that followed. Seromas, an erosion, a hole in his penis, surgical material left inside, eight surgeries, Xiaflex injections, and a device that was never built for how he uses his body.

He's candid about the cost: a relapse in Barcelona after four years sober, a lost year, rehab, and the shame that nearly did more damage than the surgery. This one hit close to home for me, and we get into it. Two people whose whole careers run through one body part, both of us nearly losing it, comparing notes from opposite ends. We also cover OnlyFans deplatforming, the pressure gay men put on each other to be bigger, why sex work is part of his recovery instead of a threat to it, and how he came full circle back to fisting as a bottom. It ends on the line he earned the hard way: "I lost the dick I thought I needed and found the performer I actually am."

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For the first time in 100 episodes, Brolapse leaves the studio and goes LIVE. 🎙️🔥

Ryan James (HungerFF) and Alotta McGriddles take the stage at the JustForFans Conference in Palm Springs to celebrate Episode 100 in front of a live audience—with special guests Ricky Cage and Tina & Brandon of Fit Naughty Couple.

Ricky kicks things off with a hilarious and surprisingly thoughtful conversation about building a career around niche fetish content, chastity, fantasy, content censorship, running a one-man production operation, and the wonderfully weird creativity behind his work. Then we put him through the inaugural Brolapse: Myth or Fact, testing what he actually knows about the culture he's made a career exploring.

Then Tina and Brandon take the stage for a conversation that becomes about much more than sex. The married duo talks candidly about discovering kink together, overcoming jealousy and insecurity, building trust, communicating fantasies that couples are often afraid to say out loud, and how embracing each other's sexuality ultimately brought them closer together. They also discuss sexual-health conversations, testing, stigma, and why they believe curiosity shouldn't automatically come with a label.

And because this is Brolapse, we finish by throwing Tina and Brandon into Hot Takes, where the audience gets involved and pretty much all remaining structure disappears. 😂

Beneath the jokes and chaos, Episode 100 gets back to the reason Brolapse exists in the first place: to document this community, celebrate the people in it, talk openly about the things we're usually told not to talk about, and make sure these stories don't disappear.

Thank you to JustForFans for giving us a stage, to Ricky Cage and Fit Naughty Couple for jumping into the madness, to Alotta McGriddles for helping me bring Brolapse LIVE to life—and especially to everyone who has listened, watched, shared, subscribed, or appeared on this show during its first 100 episodes.

This special Episode 100 release is FREE for everyone in both AUDIO and VIDEO.

100 episodes down. We're just getting started. 💗

🎙️ BROLAPSE LIVE — EPISODE 100

Featuring Ricky Cage + Fit Naughty Couple

Hosted by Ryan James / HungerFF

Co-hosted by Alotta McGriddles

Recorded LIVE at the JustForFans Conference — Palm Springs, California

For the first time in 100 episodes, Brolapse leaves the studio and goes LIVE. 🎙️🔥

Ryan James (HungerFF) and Alotta McGriddles take the stage at the JustForFans Conference in Palm Springs to celebrate Episode 100 in front of a live audience—with special guests Ricky Cage and Tina & Brandon of Fit Naughty Couple.

Ricky kicks things off with a hilarious and surprisingly thoughtful conversation about building a career around niche fetish content, chastity, fantasy, content censorship, running a one-man production operation, and the wonderfully weird creativity behind his work. Then we put him through the inaugural Brolapse: Myth or Fact, testing what he actually knows about the culture he's made a career exploring.

Then Tina and Brandon take the stage for a conversation that becomes about much more than sex. The married duo talks candidly about discovering kink together, overcoming jealousy and insecurity, building trust, communicating fantasies that couples are often afraid to say out loud, and how embracing each other's sexuality ultimately brought them closer together. They also discuss sexual-health conversations, testing, stigma, and why they believe curiosity shouldn't automatically come with a label.

And because this is Brolapse, we finish by throwing Tina and Brandon into Hot Takes, where the audience gets involved and pretty much all remaining structure disappears. 😂

Beneath the jokes and chaos, Episode 100 gets back to the reason Brolapse exists in the first place: to document this community, celebrate the people in it, talk openly about the things we're usually told not to talk about, and make sure these stories don't disappear.

Thank you to JustForFans for giving us a stage, to Ricky Cage and Fit Naughty Couple for jumping into the madness, to Alotta McGriddles for helping me bring Brolapse LIVE to life—and especially to everyone who has listened, watched, shared, subscribed, or appeared on this show during its first 100 episodes.

This special Episode 100 release is FREE for everyone in both AUDIO and VIDEO.

100 episodes down. We're just getting started. 💗

🎙️ BROLAPSE LIVE — EPISODE 100

Featuring Ricky Cage + Fit Naughty Couple

Hosted by Ryan James / HungerFF

Co-hosted by Alotta McGriddles

Recorded LIVE at the JustForFans Conference — Palm Springs, California

This is the free Radio Edit, the abbreviated version of the episode available on every podcast platform.

Edge, the voice behind The Full Cow podcast, has spent three decades in the leather community, and this one starts exactly where a good leather story should: a terrible date in the French Quarter, getting deliberately left behind at the bar, and getting adopted on the spot by a leather couple who changed his life. We get into the gear obsession (a whole cabinet just for boots), the one pair he'd never sell, the slow road from boy to Sir, and why he thinks extreme content has quietly become one of the only real entry points left into leather culture. Plus the origin of that famous ASMR podcast voice.

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The Full Cow Podcast, IG @LTHREDGE, and his new Substack for the longer, more philosophical stuff.

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This is the free Radio Edit, the trimmed version you can grab on every platform. It's the first slice of the conversation. The full uncut episode lives behind the Spotify subscription, on HungerFF.com, and on JustFor.Fans.

Episode 98 brings on James OTownKinkster, the man who beat me for Mr. Florida Rubber back in 2019 and has been living rent free in my bitterness ever since. James is a rubberman, a contest producer, a former club president, and a proud non-practitioner of the thing I'm best known for, which makes him the perfect person to talk to. We get into how he found the scene through bondage at eighteen, the day he pulled his first rubber tank top on over dry body hair with no lube (rookie mistake, iconic outcome), and how a fabric that terrified him turned into the reason he finally felt good in his own body.

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This is the free Radio Edit of Episode 97, featuring the opening portion of HungerFF’s conversation with independent performer, director and producer Axel Abysse.

Axel recently crossed the ten-year mark with his own platform—but the milestone arrived more quietly than he expected. He reflects on how quickly the decade passed, how the pandemic distorted his sense of time and why he never imagined porn would become his career.

What began with a few videos and an unexpected opportunity to launch a website became ten years of making exactly the work Axel wanted to see. Rather than imitating traditional studios, he built his identity around a polished but deliberately bizarre aesthetic: beautiful, freaky and unmistakably his own.

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This week's Brolapse Radio Edit features the opening chapter of my conversation with Cubby Peach.

In this abbreviated episode, Cubby shares how a lifelong curiosity evolved into a passion, the experiences that shaped his journey, and the moment he realized he wanted to dive deeper into the world of fisting. It's an honest, funny introduction to one of my favorite conversations we've had on the podcast.

Want the full interview? The complete Raw & Uncensored version is available exclusively to Spotify Subscribers, where Cubby and I continue the conversation with over an hour of additional stories and topics, including:

• Living with IBS and filming content
• Anxiety, confidence, and performance on camera
• Relationships and sexual compatibility
• The JustFor.Fans Conference and filming together
• Finding community within kink
• Behind-the-scenes creator stories, aftercare, and much more

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Life has had other plans lately.

In this special solo episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the unexpected series of events that have delayed his long-awaited colostomy reversal surgery yet again. After fracturing his ankle during a rainy walk with Eightball, he thought the worst was behind him—until a slip at home resulted in a dislocated kneecap and another trip to the emergency room.

With this week’s scheduled guest postponed, Ryan decided to turn the episode into a special edition of the HungerFF Sound Initiative, sharing an honest life update before giving listeners an exclusive preview of several upcoming tracks.

Hear the stories behind:

• Pass Around Party Bottom — the surprise breakout hit that has become the most-streamed HungerFF Sound Initiative song to date.

• Take a Hit (unreleased) — an energetic club anthem inspired by the idea of a tongue-in-cheek “poppers training video.”

• FFinal Boss (coming soon) — a video game-inspired track where, for once, the boss wins.

• I’m Just a Hole, Sir (coming soon) — a playful anthem built around one of the community’s most recognizable phrases.

Ryan also reflects on the incredible response to the HungerFF Sound Initiative after surpassing 100,000 streams worldwide, discusses creating music with AI as a creative tool, and previews what’s coming next for both the podcast and the music project.

This episode is available exclusively as the complete Raw & Uncensored edition.

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This is the FREE Radio Edit of my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press.

Patrick returns for Part 2 to talk about the realities of independent publishing, editing deeply personal memoirs, censorship, queer literature, and why authenticity matters more now than ever. We also revisit the journey behind Deeper, what it takes to tell difficult stories honestly, and why some books stay with readers long after they've finished the last page.

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This is the FREE radio edit of this week's episode. You're listening to an abbreviated version featuring highlights from my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press. The full-length, uncensored interview—including over an hour of additional discussion—is available exclusively to Spotify subscribers and on HungerFF.com.

This week, Patrick and I dive into fearless publishing, queer storytelling, memoir writing, and the responsibility of preserving stories that challenge convention. We discuss discovering fisting culture, the importance of authenticity over marketability, and why the books that matter most are often the ones mainstream publishers are afraid to touch.

Patrick also shares the philosophy behind Unbound Edition Press, how authors like Alexander Cheves and Stephan Ferris helped shape its identity, and why vulnerability is the foundation of great writing. Along the way, we explore the fine line between being fearless and being reckless—both on the page and in life.

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