My new motto is “as little as possible”. Why do I have to be the best? Why do I have to keep aspiring to more? What happens when I believe that my life is turning out better than I could have ever imagined? Priorities are shifting. I’m sitting back and letting the miracles come in. At least, I’m trying to do that! Plus a surprise guest appearance from my manager, Larry! 

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

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Episode Breakdown:

-00:00 What I have realized about myself

-00:40 Like, comment, and subscribe! And follow!

-1:53 My manager is here!

-3:40 How did Larry discover me?

-5:00 The “other” Larry Shapiro

-8:18 What is it like working with creators?

-12:10 Our message to aspiring content creators

-13:55 Are you happier now than you have ever been?

-15:33 Bye Larry! Thanks for the period cup!

-16:03 Embracing my feminine energy

-19:00 My priorities are shifting

-22:22 Why not believe my life is turning out better than I ever imagined?

-23:18 I’m reading The Gifts of Imperfection-25:30 Comment 5 things you are grateful for!

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My business is all out there. And there’s no taking it back now! If suffering comes from fighting one’s own reality, then I am done fighting. Instead, I’m getting into my morning routine (when the kids allow it of course), and I’m telling you all about the tingly powerful feelings I get from my morning meditations and affirmations. I have zero interest in playing the victim in my life; so I’m taking responsibility for my own happiness. It’s quite freeing! I’m reminded that with the incredible support from my community and my family I can make it through anything, no matter how public. 

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

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Episode Breakdown:

-00:00 Let’s celebrate being alive another day!

-00:30 Today is a good day because I decided it would be 

-2:19 Have you ever taken molly? 

-3:10 Breathe with me!

-5:30 The result of drinking 5 cups of coffee 

-8:15 My favorite solution for anxiety 

-10:21 Why support is key 

-12:40 It’s all out there now- oh well! 

-14:17 (Blocking out) The nasty comments 

-15:00 Karma, by Taylor Swift 

-17:00 Accepting life exactly the way it is -21:00 I love you so much! Share your feedback with me

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I have my first guest on the podcast today and it is none other than the one and only, Stephen Hilton. He and I are sitting down together to have some honest open conversations. I’m realizing the most vulnerable times in my life have been the scariest, but they’ve all been so worth it in the end. This separation has come with huge highs and lows but I’m not getting wrapped up in my fears. I’m taking time to love myself and the people around me, and we are focusing on moving forward–whatever that means. 

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery

Instagram: @lauraclery

Episode Breakdown:

-00:00 Welcome! 

-00:55 Who’s in the hot seat today? 

-2:00 My microblading phase…

-7:00 12 weeks separated 

-8:00 Why don’t Dad’s have their own friends? 

-11:25 The Byron Katie Method for intrusive thoughts

-13:33 It takes two! 

-16:50 NONE of this was planned

-19:10 “If you are not in the arena getting your ass kicked on occasion, I am not interested in or open to your feedback” -Brene Brown

-20:40 Spoiler alert, nobody has it figured out

-22:12 What does the future hold!?

-24:39 A scoop of AG1 is how I start off my day right! Visit athleticgreens.com/idiotpodcast

-30:28 Why I call my kids Bathroom Trash Bag and Kitchen Trash Bag

-37:53 What Stephen wants 

-41:00 Comment whatever you want! Let me know who you want me to interview here 

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It’s my sobriety birthday! I have been sober for 11 years. So for today, I’ve decided to reflect back on my struggles with addiction and my journey through sobriety. Back then, my only solution was to use! It was my go to celebration and my numbing self medication. No longer! I have off days and struggles but my sobriety has created a life for me beyond my wildest dreams. All I really needed was a bit of willingness and the desire to change.

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery

Instagram: @lauraclery

Episode Breakdown:

-00:0 I am 11 years sober today!

-1:16 Wisdom from The Big Book of AA

-04:13 Drugs and alcohol are not my solution anymore

-07:27 It’s ok to have off days

-09:10 The gift of desperation

-12:22 I lost 10 pounds

-13:15 AG1 supplements have helped me so much. Visit athleticgreens.com/idiotpodcast to take ownership of your health!

-18:01 My sobriety has given me a life beyond my wildest dreams

-22:55 If you have a little bit of willingness, you too can get sober if that’s what you want

-24:20 My moment of clarity

-27:30 I forgive because I want to live

-29:45 If you have any questions about my sobriety, drop a comment!

-30:10 Subscribe on Youtube and follow on Spotify!

-30:40 Go us!

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Food is a tricky tricky subject. I am lucky to have not grown up with any significant issues around food but when I am in crisis mode, I tend to lose weight. This time around, I am monitoring the situation, working with my doctor, and careful to eat healthily and consistently. But when I was young, that was not the case! Let’s talk about my abusive relationship at 18 and when I had never been skinnier. 

TRIGGER WARNING: Discussions of eating disorders and abusive relationships

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

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Instagram: @lauraclery

Episode Breakdown:

-00:0 Ok, this is really vulnerable

-01:03 Marianne Williamson has the best meditations and prayers

-2:06 I want to talk about my weight

-03:52 Comment if you’d like to share your relationship with food

-06:53 Don’t get mad when I say this!

-09:42 Alfie’s new phase

-10:55 Should I have a nutritionist for toddlers on the podcast?

-11:46 Let me know how you handle sweets with your kids!

-12:55 Not eating in crisis mode

-19:25 And I went to New York with $40 and no phone

-22:45 When you are 18 and dangerously impulsive

-23:50 If you want to know everything about my relationship with “Damon”, read Idiot

-26:37 Just one more “Damon” story!

-28:50 I’ll never forget this moment

-35:25 The chaos of my life before I got sober

-36:25 I love you! I’ll see you next week

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I was horribly nervous to go to work today. Why? Well, this will be the first time I’m back at our studio since the separation. Will it be awkward? Tense? Can we even get done what we need to? The dynamics have shifted dramatically but maybe this is an opening for something positive? Only time will tell. All I do know is that I love filming comedy videos and making people laugh. And that will never change.

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery

Instagram: @lauraclery

Episode Breakdown:

-00:0 Hi! Pamela Pumpkin is at it again

-02:35 Kid’s can also do Pamela’s Halloween Workout on Pammy’s World!

-03:06 Why I was nervous to go to the studio today

-07:15 Working with him again since it all went down

-08:48 Our professional dynamic affected our personal relationship

-12:12 We proved we can get the job done

-14:40 Now he’s doing his own thing

-16:50 Can we swing filming together once a month?

-18:15 We all have a gift to make the world a better place

-21:20 Who do you think I should interview?

-22:20 Comment what your gift and passion is

-23:40 Just remind yourself that you are going to die. It helps!

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Throughout my recovery I have experienced some miraculous, almost unbelievable moments and I want to share them with you! I’m pretty sure I was struck by a God shot this week when I really really needed it. The wisdom I’ve gained from just listening to these signs in my life is incredible. Have you experienced the same?

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery

Instagram: @lauraclery

Episode Breakdown:

-00:00 Let’s Get Right Into It! 

-00:43 What’s a God shot? 

-2:22 Getting punched in the face

-3:28 I used to have so much rage

-4:44 The time I made it on the local news…

-6:10 Toddlers will TEST you

-8:00 A love letter or a betrayal?

-10:27 I got heated... 

-11:34 I’m inspired & writing new scripts again!  

-15:31 Here is the God shot at work: Page 90 

-18:00 Self restraint as a priority 

-20:23 Time to pause, listen, and act with love & tolerance 

-21:54 Is it a miracle or coincidence? 

-26:13 I love you all very, very much

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I’ve never really opened up about being bisexual until now. It feels great to talk about it! I’m also realizing how important visibility really is. Opening up with you has allowed me to further develop as a whole individual as well as live a more honest life. Love you!

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery

Instagram: @lauraclery

Episode Breakdown:

-00:00 I have something to tell you…

-3:30 This is why visibility is important!

-4:40 I feel it is my responsibility to share my truth 

-5:15 What it was like telling my sister 

-7:45 What my parents thought–

-10:25 Feeling a part of a community & breaking bad cycles 

-13:00 My Best Friend ALWAYS knew…

-14:14 How opened minded we should ALL be 

-18:00 It feels SO GOOD to share with you all! 

-20:00 Following Alfie’s lead & reading Good Inside 

-23:30 Let me know what guests you want on the show! 

-24:00 5 Things You’re Grateful For… Go!

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Sharing this separation with the world has been HARD! And it feels like everywhere I turn someone is judging how I'm reacting to it. I'm not reacting to it. I'm IN IT. I keep reminding myself, everyone can think whatever they want, it doesn’t matter! They don't know the whole story. It’s time to stop listening to other people’s opinions and start following our own intuition! And never forget you don’t have to handle things how everyone EXPECTS you to! Just do YOU.

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery

Instagram: @lauraclery

Episode Breakdown:

-00:00 HI! Let’s get right into it

-00:20 Breathe with me, it will feel GOOD!

-1:34 I’m doing this on my own!

-3:28 Scaling back now… 

-4:23 You’ll be HAPPY to know I’ve been SAD

-5:15 The big shock! 

-8:00 Why acceptance is so beautiful 

-8:30 “WHY DID WE SEPERATE??”

-9:20 Tina, Dina, and Sheena DON’T know

-11:19 I wasn’t ready, but I’m choosing to love myself 

-14:04 It’s not broken, it’s just different 

-16:30 Amazing morning meditation: Joe Dispenza

-19:05 Visualizing our futures– you won’t regret it

-23:00 Being a safe space for my kids is #1

-27:10 Ignore the haters, everything’s gonna be okay 

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Here is what I’ve learned: your happiness and your self worth is an INSIDE JOB! Self love has not come easy! I used to believe the meanest comments and critiques about myself. It stops now! Defining yourself by your job, your relationship, your looks, ANYTHING, is a losing game! That is conditional love. NO THANKS! I am embracing who I am and loving what I do NOW. Nothing else matters. 

Finding Laura Clery:

Website: lauraclery.com

Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots

Checkout our new Kids Show: Pammy's World

TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery

Instagram: @lauraclery

Episode Breakdown:

-00:00 I am in love!

-1:45 This is my latest obsession

-3:10 You are either grandiose or comatose

-4:20 What does loving myself mean?

-7:50 Who has time for HOBBIES?!

-9:45 Louise Hay is brilliant

-12:19 My tits are sad…

16:30 We are amazing, powerful, and perfect!

17:15 Needing love vs. Neediness for love

18:20 The journey of my teeth

25:04 Booking jobs for Barry and his mom!

28:53 The agency comes CRAWLING back

31:36 I am whole regardless of my circumstances!

33:18 How do YOU give yourself love?

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