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The Truth About Why African Women Struggle To Choose Themselves | Leyla Hussein

Why do so many African women feel guilty for resting, spending money on themselves, taking up space or simply enjoying life? In this season finale of For Mannerless Women: The Special Audio Season, Adelle sits down with Leyla Hussein, psychotherapist, writer, entrepreneur, BAFTA-nominated activist and one of the BBC's 100 Women, for a conversation that challenges everything we've been taught about sacrifice, survival and womanhood.

Together, they unpack how colonization, inherited trauma and patriarchy disconnected African women from pleasure, why choosing yourself is one of the most radical things you can do, and how reclaiming joy is part of our healing. If you've ever struggled to believe you deserve softness, rest, beautiful experiences or a life that feels good, this episode is for you.

In this episode:

• Why pleasure is so much bigger than sex
• The hidden trauma behind guilt, shame and self-denial
• Why so many African women don't believe they deserve good things
• The connection between survival mode and inherited generational trauma
• How colonization shaped African women's relationship with pleasure
• Why choosing yourself is not selfish
• Redefining love beyond sacrifice
• Practical ways to bring more pleasure into your everyday life
• Breaking cycles of self-abandonment for future generations
• What a liberated African womanhood could look like

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Feeling Lost? 8 Ways to Reconnect With Yourself

Somewhere between meeting expectations, caring for everyone else, surviving heartbreak, building careers, and simply getting through life, many women find themselves asking a painful question: "Who am I now?"

In this week's episode of Mid Week Tease, Adelle Onyango shares eight practical ways to reconnect with yourself, not by becoming someone new, but by remembering the woman you've always been. Drawing from psychology and everyday practices, this episode explores how identity is slowly rebuilt through curiosity, joy, solitude, and self-compassion.

In this episode:

• Why you haven't actually "lost" yourself
• The psychology of the True Self vs the False Self
• How spending intentional time alone reconnects you with yourself
• Why revisiting childhood joys can reveal your authentic self
• A simple practice to rediscover what you genuinely enjoy
• The power of solo dates and noticing what gives you energy
• Why your roles are only one part of your identity
• How giving yourself permission to evolve is one of the greatest acts of self-love

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If you're navigating life after divorce, or supporting someone who is, we'd love to hold space for you. Divorce Care: When the Marriage Ends, Finding Yourself Again Hosted by psychologist Faith Guchu, we'll explore:
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• Rebuilding your identity after divorce
• Untangling yourself from the relationship
• Rebuilding your village
• Co-parenting and new realities
• Creating a life you genuinely love again

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Trusting The Process (Part 3)

What do you do when everything you've worked so hard to build falls apart? In the final part of Johnny's story, his thriving career takes an unexpected turn. He closes his studio, battles depression, questions everything he's built, and finds himself back at square one. But just when it seems like the story is over, one unexpected moment changes the course of his life forever. This episode is a reminder that sometimes the chapter that feels like failure is actually preparing you for the life you're meant to live.

In this episode, we cover:

• Walking away from a stable career without a backup plan
• Starting over after losing everything
• Being approached to front a money laundering operation and why he said no
• Rebuilding his business from the ground up
• Closing his studio and navigating depression
• The hidden financial realities of working with celebrities
• Why exposure doesn't always pay the bills
• How one viral TikTok Live gave birth to "Sister Nancy" and "Brother Bernard"
• Reinventing yourself after a setback
• Building a thriving new career through authenticity
• Learning to trust the process, even when the future feels uncertain

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Divorce Care: When the Marriage Ends, Finding Yourself Again
Our next Legally Clueless Wellness Talk is happening on 25th July with accredited psychologist Faith Guchu. Together, we'll explore:

• The grief nobody talks about after divorce
• Rebuilding your identity
• Processing shame and self-blame
• Healing before your next chapter
• Co-parenting and changing family dynamics
• Learning to trust yourself again
• Dating after divorce
• Building a life you genuinely love

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Why Free Women Make People Uncomfortable | Jaxx Of All Trades on Redefining Womanhood What does it really mean to become a free woman?

This week on For Mannerless Women, Adelle sits down with South African social, political and current affairs commentator Jaxx Of All Trades for a thought-provoking conversation on identity, confidence, beauty standards, freedom and choosing a life beyond society's expectations. Together, they unpack the pressure African women face to fit into narrow definitions of femininity, marriage and success, why turning 30 can feel surprisingly liberating, and the deep inner work required to build a life that genuinely belongs to you. This conversation is an invitation to stop performing womanhood and start defining it for yourself.

In this episode:

• Why free women make people uncomfortable
• The pressure African women face to marry and conform
• Redefining beauty beyond the male gaze
• Why your 30s can feel more liberating than your 20s
• Healing childhood wounds through therapy and self-work
• Letting go of anger and embracing emotional freedom
• Building confidence without seeking external validation
• Morning rituals that support mental wellness
• Colonialism, beauty standards and reclaiming African womanhood
• Why comparison is stealing your joy
• Creating a version of womanhood that has never existed before

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The Hidden Cost of Losing Yourself in Love

How do intelligent, capable women slowly lose themselves in relationships without even noticing? In this week's Mid Week Tease, Adelle explores the subtle ways many women begin organising their lives around everyone else's needs while quietly losing touch with their own. Drawing from psychology, personal experience, and insights from accredited psychologist Faith Guchu, this episode unpacks the difference between healthy compromise and self-abandonment, why women are often socialised to disappear inside love, and how to begin finding your way back to yourself. If you've ever looked around and wondered, "When did I stop being me?" this conversation is for you.

In this episode, we explore:

• Why losing yourself rarely happens overnight
• The difference between healthy intimacy and enmeshment
• Self-Expansion Theory and what happens when love replaces identity instead of expanding it
• Why women are often praised for self-sacrifice
• How to recognise when compromise has become self-abandonment
• Gentle ways to begin reconnecting with yourself

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If today's episode resonated with you, join us for a deeper conversation with accredited psychologist Faith Guchu. Together we'll explore:

• The Grief Nobody Talks About
• The Weight of Expectations
• Untangling Yourself From the Relationship
• Rebuilding Your Village
• Healing Before the Next Chapter
• Co-Parenting, Family & New Realities
• Rebuilding a Life You Love

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I Was Bullied For Being Myself (Part 2)

After choosing hairdressing over university, Johnny is determined to prove to himself, and his family, that he made the right decision. In Part Two of his story, we follow his journey from earning KSh 4,800 a month in his first salon job to becoming one of Kenya's most sought-after celebrity hairstylists. But success comes with difficult choices. Johnny opens up about choosing exposure over financial security, discovering he was being exploited, learning the value of advocating for himself, and walking away from opportunities that no longer aligned with the future he envisioned.

In this episode, we cover:

• Going from earning KSh 4,800 to building a thriving career
• Landing a role as a hairstylist at K24
• Why he chose exposure over guaranteed income
• Working with some of Kenya's biggest celebrities
• The power of building genuine relationships
• Being exploited on a major television production
• Learning to advocate for his worth
• Becoming Head of the Hair Department on a popular TV series
• Building his personal brand while working behind the scenes
• Why structure and discipline matter in creative careers
• Choosing authenticity over job security when asked to stop expressing himself online

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When the Marriage Ends, Finding Yourself Again. Divorce is more than the end of a marriage. It can be the loss of your identity, routines, dreams, confidence and the future you imagined for yourself. Join us on 25th July for a virtual Wellness Talk with accredited psychologist Faith Guchu as we explore:

• The grief that comes with divorce
• Rebuilding your identity
• Processing shame and self-blame
• Healing before your next chapter
• Co-parenting and navigating new family dynamics
• Learning to trust yourself again
• Dating after divorce
• Building a life that feels like your own again

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The Freedom Of Choosing Yourself

What if the life you've been told to want isn't the only beautiful life available to you?

This week on For Mannerless Women, Adelle sits down with Zimbabwean musician, mbira player, published poet and artist Hope Masike for a conversation about reclaiming freedom, questioning the timelines women inherit, and creating a life that feels deeply aligned. Together they explore what colonization took from African women beyond land, why knowing your body is an act of reclamation, the joy of choosing yourself instead of waiting to be chosen, and how creativity can become both healing and resistance.

In this episode, we unpack:

• Why women are taught to wait to be chosen instead of learning how to choose.
• The pressure to marry, have children and "keep up" with society's timeline.
• How to stop feeling like you're behind in life.
• Reclaiming our bodies after generations of silence and shame.
• What colonization stole from African women beyond land.
• Why creativity can become one of our greatest healing tools.
• The freedom that comes from building a life on your own terms.
• Why every woman deserves to know that her life has purpose beyond societal expectations.

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The Silent Cost Of Being The Strong Woman | Mid Week Tease

Women account for nearly 80% of people diagnosed with autoimmune diseases. While biology, hormones, genetics and environmental factors are all important pieces of the puzzle, another question deserves our attention:What does decades of emotional suppression, chronic caregiving and relentless stress do to a woman's body?

In this week's Mid Week Tease, Adelle explores the socio-cultural expectations placed on women, the physiological effects of chronic stress, and the thought-provoking work of physician Gabor Maté, who invites us to consider the connection between emotional health and physical wellbeing.This episode is not about blaming women for illness. Instead, it's an invitation to think more deeply about what happens when women spend a lifetime putting themselves last.In this episode:

• Why women account for the majority of autoimmune disease diagnoses
• The autoimmune diseases most commonly affecting women
• What science currently understands about autoimmune diseases
• The difference between emotional regulation and emotional suppression
• Why so many women struggle to express anger, ask for help and say no
• Gabor Maté's perspective on trauma, stress and chronic illness
• The hidden burden of emotional labour and caregiving
• What it really means to be "the strong woman"
• Why healing begins with including yourself in your own care

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I Chose Myself Every Time | Jony The Hairdresser (Part 1)

Many know Jony The Hairdresser as the celebrity hairstylist behind some of Kenya's biggest names. Others know him as the hilarious Sister Nancy and Brother Bernard from social media. But before any of that, he was a little boy from Naivasha trying to understand why simply being himself made him a target.

In Part One of Jony's story, he takes us back to his childhood, growing up in a home where he felt accepted, navigating school as a feminine young boy, surviving relentless bullying, and the violent attack in high school that changed his life forever. He also shares why he made the unexpected decision to turn down university and pursue hairdressing instead, a choice that would eventually shape the rest of his life.In this episode, we cover:

• Growing up in Naivasha and embracing his identity from a young age
• Finding acceptance at home while navigating judgment outside it
• How excelling in school became a form of protection
• The emotional and psychological impact of bullying in high school
• Surviving a violent mob attack just before sitting his KCSE exams
• Why he never told his family what had really happened
• Processing failure after KCSE
• Walking away from Strathmore University despite being admitted
• Choosing hairdressing over a conventional career path
• His first experiences training as a hairstylist
• Landing his first salon job and learning difficult lessons early in his career

Upcoming Wellness Talk
Divorce Care: When the Marriage Ends, Finding Yourself Again 
Divorce is rarely just the end of a marriage. It can also mean grieving the future you imagined, rebuilding your identity, navigating family dynamics, finding community again, and learning how to move forward with hope.Join us on 25th July for a virtual Wellness Talk with accredited psychologist Faith Guchu as we unpack:

• The grief nobody talks about
• Rebuilding your identity
• Healing before the next chapter
• Rebuilding your village
• Co-parenting and new family realities
• Creating a life you genuinely love again

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The Most Powerful Question A Woman Can Ask Herself: "What Do I Want?" | Sofi (The Oddity)

What happens when you stop living according to everyone else's expectations and start making decisions based on what you truly want? In this episode of For Mannerless Women, Adelle sits down with digital creator, storyteller and podcaster Sofi (The Odditty) for a deeply honest conversation about reclaiming ownership over every part of your life.

From questioning societal expectations as a child to navigating life as a young African woman in America, Sofi shares how choosing herself, again and again, has shaped the woman she is today. Together, they unpack why financial independence is about more than money, why emotional regulation is one of the greatest investments a woman can make, what it means to redefine beauty and desirability on your own terms, and why being bold is often the beginning of freedom.

In this episode:

• Why asking "What do I want?" can change your life
• Reclaiming ownership over your identity
• Growing up questioning societal expectations
• Moving to America after surviving sexual harassment in university
• Why financial freedom creates personal freedom
• The emotional work every woman deserves to invest in
• Therapy, journaling and emotional regulation
• Choosing authenticity over approval
• Bald heads, beauty standards and reclaiming femininity
• Redefining desirability beyond the male gaze
• Building community without losing yourself
• Why bold women create extraordinary lives

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Podcast: Am I Too Loud?: https://www.youtube.com/@amitooloudpod

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