A nurse. A mother. A survivor. She grew up with addiction in her bloodline—and before long, it consumed her too. From snorting Oxy in high school to overdosing on heroin… from stealing checks to using with her own father… Olivia spiraled into a life she never imagined. But today, she’s seven years sober, raising her kids, and breaking the generational curse.

In this raw, unfiltered episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Olivia and I dive into:

Her father’s drug/gambling addiction and abandonment

What heroin addiction really feels like

How gambling nearly destroyed her after she got clean

Motherhood in recovery—and how she’ll talk to her kids about addiction

The brutal reality of relapsing again… and again… and again

If you’ve ever battled addiction, loved someone who has, or just want to understand what it’s like to come back from hell—this one’s for you.

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At 21 years old, Gerard Marrone was shot while protecting his sister—an act that left him paralyzed from the waist down. Doctors told him he’d never walk again. But that moment didn’t break him—it built him.

In this gripping episode, Gerard shares his unbelievable journey from a hospital bed to the courtroom as a high-profile criminal defense attorney. He opens up about the dark days of recovery, the role faith played in his healing, and how a single nurse’s compassion sparked a fire inside him that never went out.

We talk about the day everything changed, the moment he stood for the first time again, and how he went on to build a respected legal career—guided by his unwavering moral compass. Gerard also reveals why he recused himself from a high-profile child murder case—walking away from money, press, and power—because he couldn’t defend something that went against everything he stood for.

We also dive into Italian-American identity, generational trauma, addiction in the justice system, and the choice we all face: to be a victim, or to fight back.

This is one of the most powerful episodes we’ve ever recorded.

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At 25, Justin Gurland confessed to his father—an esteemed doctor—that he was shooting heroin. That same day, he checked into detox. What followed was a journey of brutal honesty, spiritual awakening, and 17 years of unwavering sobriety.

In this raw and unfiltered episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Justin opens up about:

    •    His descent into addiction during college in Vermont

    •    Shooting dope alone in his NYC apartment

    •    The exact moment he hit bottom—and asked for help

    •    Building a new life through AA, service, and purpose

    •    And his next chapter: launching The Maze, NYC’s first members-only sober club

This is more than a comeback story—it’s a movement. The Maze isn’t just a sober social space, it’s a lifeline for the recovery community and the sober-curious. If you’ve ever felt like sobriety was isolating, this episode will show you what’s possible when community, purpose, and healing come together.

👉 Follow The Maze here and be the first to apply for membership.

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He was the guy everyone in recovery looked up to—until he wasn't. In this gripping, unfiltered conversation, Louis sits down with his longtime friend Marcos, whose story is nothing short of a miracle. From being the light of a sober community in LA to slipping into a spiral of addiction that nearly killed him, Marcos has lived through every layer of darkness… and somehow made it back.

They dive deep into childhood trauma, the seductive high of early drug use, and how addiction shattered every promise their lives once held. Marcos opens up about forging fake report cards, dodging expulsion, getting hit by a truck, and battling an opiate habit that took everything from him—including his will to live.

But this isn’t just a story of relapse. It’s a global search for redemption.

Marcos takes us on a journey that spans the most renowned treatment centers in the United States, the heart of 12-step fellowships, shadowy underground medical clinics in Mexico, and sacred indigenous ceremonies across the world. From ayahuasca in the jungle to ibogaine in backroom clinics, he chased recovery through every spiritual alleyway and therapeutic backroad he could find.

This episode is a masterclass in raw truth, radical healing, and what happens when you refuse to die—even when every part of you wants to. Whether you believe in the Big Book or plant medicine, this is recovery like you’ve never heard it before.

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Renee Graziano is known for her role on Mob Wives, but behind the fame was a life shaped by addiction, abuse, betrayal—and ultimately, resilience. In this powerful episode, Renee opens up like never before. From growing up in a notorious mob family to surviving a violent marriage, near-fatal overdoses, and the unimaginable betrayal that sent her father back to prison, this is a story of generational trauma, secrecy, and survival.

Now 19 months sober, Renee shares how she clawed her way back from the edge—through faith, recovery, and a fight to reclaim her life. If you’ve ever battled addiction, loved someone who has, or struggled to break free from your past… this episode is for you.

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In this raw and inspiring episode, host Louis Ruggiero welcomes Mike Steinmetz, a former professional actor turned successful entrepreneur, to share his powerful journey of overcoming adversity, addiction, and self-doubt. Born in Danbury, Connecticut, Mike opens up about his unconventional upbringing in a well-off family with 35 dogs, feeling like an outsider as a Jewish, artistic kid in a small town, and his early obsession with performing—whether through magic tricks, guitar, or acting.

Mike candidly recounts his descent into chaos, from teenage years marked by punk rock, graffiti, and witnessing violence, to his struggles with compulsive gambling, which began in high school and escalated after a breakup and a multiple sclerosis diagnosis. He shares harrowing stories of chasing highs through casino trips, online crypto gambling, and a relentless pursuit of money, all while battling anxiety, toxic relationships, and a distorted sense of self-worth.

Despite the blur of lost time and opportunities, Mike’s turning point came when he threw up his hands, admitted his struggles, and committed to change. Now in recovery, married, and running successful businesses, he reflects on the hard work of rebuilding his life, letting go of material obsession, and embracing normalcy. This episode is a testament to resilience, the power of self-reflection, and the belief that anyone can change with the right support and willingness to try. Join Louis and Mike for an honest, relatable conversation about addiction, redemption, and the journey to becoming a better version of oneself.

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In this compelling episode of "Nothing's Off the Table," host Louis Ruggiero sits down with Charlie Walk, a music industry titan and dear family friend, to explore his extraordinary career and personal evolution. From his early days in Newton, Massachusetts, driven by a burning desire to escape a predictable life, Charlie shares how he broke into the music business, interning at KISS FM and CBS Records while at Boston University. He recounts launching New Kids on the Block, the first boy band to break since The Beatles. Charlie spent 16 years at Columbia Records before becoming president of Epic and Republic Records, where he shaped culture by working with icons like Taylor Swift, Jennifer Lopez, Jonas Brothers, Ariana Grande, The Weeknd, Post Malone, John Mayer, The Fugees, and Nipsey Hussle.

Charlie opens up about trusting his gut over data, breaking hits like Shakira's "Hips Don't Lie" and DNCE's "Cake by the Ocean" despite skepticism, and the highs and lows of his journey—including a humbling encounter with cancel culture after a controversial TV show stint. He reflects on ego, resilience, and shifting his focus from music to supporting brands like Poppi Soda, which sold to Pepsi for $2.2 billion, and supporting ventures like Coconut Cult. Through it all, Charlie’s relentless curiosity and belief in people shine. This episode is a raw, inspiring look at surviving setbacks, redefining success, and moving culture forward—perfect for anyone ready to fight for their vision.

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Imagine spending 24 years in prison for a crime you did commit—but being buried under a mountain of corruption, injustice, and lies by the very system meant to ensure fairness.

In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Luis “Tony” Charriez shares his harrowing story of surviving nearly a quarter-century in prison, not just for his actions—but because of a broken system that used paid witnesses, withheld evidence, and chose career advancement over the truth.

We talk about:

• The tragic night that altered the course of his life

• The corrupt prosecutor and $54,000 in undisclosed payments to witnesses

• How Tony found faith, purpose, and legal strategy behind bars

• His emotional release after 24 years—and the wife who never left his side

• The ongoing trauma of reentering society after losing half a lifetime

This is not just a story about prison. It’s a story about faith, resilience, injustice—and a man who refused to be defined by his worst mistake or the system that tried to forget him.

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TV personality, entrepreneur, and breast cancer survivor Jill Martin sits down for a raw and emotional conversation you won’t forget. From courtside at Knicks games to chemo chairs and heartbreak, Jill opens up about the private battles behind her public success — including her recent fight with breast cancer and a painful divorce — and how she turned her pain into purpose.

We talk about:

    •    The moment she got her diagnosis and how it changed everything

    •    Why she chose to share her battle with the world — and how it empowered others

    •    Dating after cancer, body image, and reclaiming her confidence

    •    How showing up every single day became her greatest weapon

    •    The power of honesty, vulnerability, and a new lease on life

This episode is about grit, grace, and what happens when you sit at a table of warriors. Whether you're battling addiction, illness, or life’s toughest curveballs, Jill’s story reminds us: you are not alone — and you are stronger than you think.

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In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Louis Ruggiero sits down with Kevin Lanning, a former college football player whose life took a dark turn after a shoulder injury led to a full-blown OxyContin addiction. Kevin opens up about the harrowing depths of his addiction, the chaos it created, and the brutal lifestyle he lived while chasing his next high. Now 7.5 years sober, Kevin shares how he rebuilt his life, found purpose, and uses his platform to help others rise above their darkest moments. This is a raw, unfiltered story of pain, redemption, and hope.

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