During this past hunting trip I spent countless hours soul searching the harsher aspects of my leadership / personality style. 

I know I'm not exactly easy to work for; for many reasons and although not necessarily at all times. 

I struggle with communicating. Not communicating what to do or how to do it, but rather communicating the thought processes and bigger picture. Not communicating the decision analysis, considerations, and planning. I also struggle with "happy to glad" changes and "idea factories".

I default to decide and execute, which can get fussy for others because I'm not fussy about most things. I'm exacting. I'm standards based. But, whether french fries or tater tots I really don't care. 

Mostly, this episode is a poorly articulated conversation on my arriving at digging deeper into delivering to a team what I would want delivered if I was on your team. I fall a little short of that.