I know that some symptoms are innate: they’re my personal traits, my personality, or even my ego...

I wrote down, I told, I read…

I fall in love with it.

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Creation never ends.

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Sexy individuals.

“We care about you, about your words, your voices, your appearance, your every detail, always.”

- Since 1991, people around me.

Now I understand the quote above.
The ones who’ve been around me,

Are sexy.

#umychang #sexy_umy

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When I am hungry to death, I hate gossip about relationships.

Such as „I am having feeling for whom“, „who is fond of me“, „I heart you“, „starting a romance, again…“, 

What the hell is going on now?

I need a Spicy Ramen, right now.

Oh~My~God!
This is terribly amazing!
I see the light, it is my sunshine.

My body is turning hot, 
I am feeling so sexy.
 
Oh~~~Oh~~Yeah~~

#umychang #sexy_umy 

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How to be cognitively sexy?

My horror of showing lust arises in the moment of creation, which means that I am worried about becoming an erotic star from my writing, or a sex actress through my photos. Why don't I stop writing?

Because I know better, my thoughts are exaggerated. I'm scaring myself.

When I look at erotic images, I do have desires and fantasies about the objects in the images. Through fantasizing about them do I release the pressure and feel very comfortable afterward. At the moment of watching erotic videos, I like them: the ones in clips, in my mind, in my fantasies. 

It’s not a shame at all,
Nor is it scary at all.

I know that it is within my super imagination,
And I appreciate their works and content. 

I distinguish them from the real individuals in life.
I like them, and I thank them. 

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How sexy have I just come up with?
I admire it.

#umychang #sexy_umy

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How to make my soul sexy?

It is my soul, not my being,
that I fall in love with.

Happy Umy,
Happy Valentine.

#umychang

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“I have to get better.”
“I should be healthier.”
“And so I must do abc123…”

👆Look! Those are the words that make me puzzled with myself.

Got it. Thanks 🙏
And hey,

Happy Valentines❤️

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I can’t utter a word 🙂
I can’t shed a drop 🙃
I am feeling terribly depressed.

To me, that is more frightening than me yelling and crying out loud 😭

“I can’t, I shouldn’t, I can never even have a feeling to open a private tab online and read any details mentioning sex and body...”

How shameful, how stupid, how ridiculous are my thoughts?
Wrong comments.
Too lively, too honest, too true.

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I am in love.

I love you, I love her, I love him, I love them, and of course. Uh-huh?
I am indulging myself into ReLove.

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I do care. I care a lot. I care too much. I care what people will keep in mind for me to talk about “just love”. I thought talking purely about love will gain me simplicity and stupidity, and thus makes me an easy-sex-related girl.

Let me try: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️…
I feel no ups, no downs, just fine.

Cleared, the fantasy in my mind.

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When I feel down, I find out that it is a good chance for wondering in my mind. When I am cheered up, I know that it is simply a slight vibe dancing in my heart❣️

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