The morning starts like any other—school uniform ready, hairbrush forgotten, a small smile over a shoulder—and then the phone goes dead. When it rings again, the tone is international and the message lands like a verdict: you will never see her again. That’s the moment everything Louise has survived—childhood sexual abuse, the sudden loss of her mother, a fragile marriage, and the slow tightening net of coercive control—collides with one decision that can’t be outsourced to courts, consulates, or chance.

We trace Louise’s path from Swords to Cyprus, where a grief-fuelled escape becomes genuine rebirth: a thriving salon, improvised hustle, late sunsets, and the first real sense of self-belief. Into that light walks Mustafa—attentive, handsome, and, as it turns out, meticulous in his control. The signs appear early and often: uninvited arrivals, subtle policing of clothes, abrupt violence followed by minimising apologies. Pregnancy intensifies everything; secrets spill about a wife in Syria and children Louise never knew existed. The legal and cultural systems that should protect her instead pin her in place—access orders without safety, police apathy, and paperwork that requires the consent of the man who is doing the harm.

When May is taken, the clock changes. Media pressure finally unlocks emergency passports, but paper doesn’t cross borders—people do. With her sister by her side and fear as a constant companion, Louise navigates Adana, Hatay, and a frontier crowded by tents and men who say, don’t go. She goes anyway. A Turkish soldier sees her, opens a gate, stamps a path where none existed, and sends her toward the line few dare to cross. Part one ends at the edge of no-man’s-land, where a mother chooses risk over regret and love over logic.

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