🌿 Episode: Devotion, Boundaries, and Spirit with Jeanette Loftus Hart This week, we’re joined by our beloved Tea House member, Jeanette. Jeanette shares her journey with animal communication, energy work, Branson the Mustang, and what it means to honor herself with the same devotion she gives to others. This conversation is tender, raw, and full of reminders about the magic of community, boundaries, and listening to the quiet whispers of spirit.

⏱ Time-Stamped Show Notes

[00:01:14] Meet Jeanette: a “walking heart” and long-time Tea House member. [00:02:23] The first session with Shayleigh—when a lost heart horse showed up. [00:04:01] Early dreams that came true and the moment Jeanette stepped into helping people. [00:05:21] Amber’s unexpected initiation into connecting with people in spirit. [00:08:58] What helped Jeanette finally stop suppressing her gifts. [00:10:57] The Tractor Supply parking lot story—sharing a message that changed someone’s whole day. [00:14:29] Branson the Mustang, his pigeon friends, and how he became Jeanette’s spiritual partner. [00:21:02] Oyster the cat as an emotional support guide in Branson’s training journey. [00:22:12] Choosing devotion to self: the coffee ritual, journaling, and shadow work. [00:28:46] Why meditation feels so hard, and how it opens the door to deeper connection. [00:29:39] Boundaries, worthiness, and learning to receive. [00:33:01] Giving, receiving, and how it mirrors what we experience with our horses. [00:34:01] Amber’s story about accidentally shutting down her partner’s gift. [00:38:06] Calling in confidence and manifesting success for Jeanette’s first live event.

🌱 Reflection & Integration Questions When was the last time you gave to your animals (or others) in a way you haven’t yet given to yourself?

What does devotion to yourself look like right now—five minutes, an hour, a daily ritual? How does your horse (or another animal in your life) show you boundaries, consent, or the power of “no”?

Where in your life do you struggle to receive—and what would open up if you allowed it?

If your animals could choose their environment the way Branson chose to never be shut in, what would shift for you?

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Transitions come in all shapes and sizes. From sending a child to college, to shifting into new roles with our horses, to navigating relationships, Amber and Shayleigh unpack the beauty and the challenge of change.

This episode dives into the preparation, language, and mindset that can help us move forward instead of clinging to the past. They also weave in practical tools like breathwork, meditation, and grounding exercises to support both humans and animals during times of change.

Time-Stamped Show Notes

[00:05:28] Shayleigh validates the rollercoaster of feelings during transition—tired, hungry, happy, sad—it’s all real and all welcome.

[00:06:01] Amber shares about dropping her son at college, and how preparing her kids and her horses to thrive “without her” has been a lifelong theme.

[00:09:12] Preparing training horses for high-pressure barns—how to equip them to stay balanced and advocate for themselves even when the environment shifts.

[00:10:15] Shayleigh reframes transition language: you’re not going back, you’re going forward with new awareness.

[00:12:06] Amber talks about stepping back into horse training, not as who she was, but as who she is now.

[00:13:18] The power of conscious language—choosing words like “I choose” instead of “I want.”

[00:15:08] Breath and neutrality as anchors in transition. Amber shares her month-long struggle with recalibration and the tools that helped her.

[00:16:02] Shayleigh opens up about channeling, animal sensitivity, and “light being” animals born to support Earth.

[00:18:29] How language shapes mindset—examples from Conscious Language: The Logos of Now.

[00:20:52] Getting specific about what you want—why vague desires like “I want to be happy” aren’t enough.

[00:22:13] Parking “luck,” resistance, and how attachment changes outcomes.

[00:25:35] Do we really want control over everything, or is contrast and struggle part of what makes life meaningful?

[00:27:47] Relationship transitions—routine vs reintegration when partners return home.

[00:30:01] Animals and transitions: how they experience separation and reunion.

[00:33:38] Tools for animals: using color, visuals, and energetic cords to support connection during absence.

[00:35:23] Amber’s top tip: breathe into your back body, advocate for 5 minutes, and choose your response.

[00:35:47] Shayleigh’s grounding tool: the 5-4-3-2-1 presence practice, and a reminder that meditating helps your animals too.

[00:37:16] Closing reflections—don’t freak out, just breathe and move forward with presence.

Reflective Questions What transitions are you currently moving through, and how are you preparing yourself (and your animals) for them?

Do you tend to frame change as “going back” or “moving forward”?

How might shifting your language change your perspective?

What practices help you stay grounded and present when life “slaps you across the face”? How might your animals be showing you their own experience of transitions, separation, or reunion?

If you got specific about what “better” or “happy” looks like for you, what details would you write down?

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🌿 Member Spotlight: Niki Brixius – Choose Your Hard Episode Summary: In this first-ever Tea House member spotlight, we sit down with Niki Brixius to hear her deeply personal and powerful journey through horses, healing, and hard choices. From autoimmune illness and awkward conversations to spiritual awakenings and mounted shooting competitions, Niki’s story is a reminder that “choosing your hard” is not about pain, it’s about power. Her horses (especially Two Spot and Lady) shaped her in ways she never could have predicted, and through every twist in her journey, she’s become a guide for others learning to trust themselves and their animals more deeply. 🧠 Raw. Soulful. Practical. This episode is a love letter to the ones who’ve been told they're “too much” or “not enough.” 📝 Show Notes Welcome & Intention of the Member Spotlight series — Highlighting real stories from the Tea House community and why they matter. (00:00–01:00) Niki's career path and communication growth — From retail awkwardness to financial mentoring and how that shaped her horse world. (01:00–04:00) How her horse journey began at age 6 — Pestering her mom, spiritual pull, and discovering early that horses were not just a phase. (04:00–06:00) Jubilee, Jj, and Lady — The horses that taught her about resilience, failure, emotional bonding, and somatic memory. (06:00–11:00) Amber and Shayleigh share their first-horse stories — Tree branches, barefoot rides, and bratty teenage phases that led to bucking and breakthroughs. (11:00–16:00) The transformation with 2 Spot — From colt-starting to health crises, confidence loss, and intuitive rebuilding. (16:00–25:00) Letting your horse choose to stay or go — A conversation on consent, soul contracts, and honoring freedom in the horse-human relationship. (25:00–31:00) The blurry lines between respect, leadership, and pushiness — Redefining “respect” and “leadership” from domination to partnership. (31:00–34:00) The shift into intuitive horsemanship — Feeling her way, discovering Warwick Schiller and Amy Skinner, and rethinking what it means to “read a horse.” (34:00–40:00) Healing through bodywork and energy awareness — Moving from “doing to” the horse into “being with,” and honoring how horses like to be touched. (40:00–46:00) The pinky injury, bucking fall, and recovery arc — How one tendon injury became a portal to self-trust, spiritual resilience, and deeper empathy. (46:00–51:00) Diving into mounted shooting — Overcoming fear, finding a welcoming community, and finally saying yes to something just for her. (51:00–55:00) Message from her herd: “Choose your hard” — And how that phrase has echoed through every moment of Niki’s transformation. (55:00–58:00) What she wishes someone told her as a kid — “I believe you. You’re not crazy.” How spiritual suppression shaped her early life and how reclaiming it changed everything. (58:00–End) 🌰 Go Deeper: Reflection Prompts Who was your "Lady" or "Two Spot"? What did they awaken in you? In what ways have you been told you're “too much” or “not enough”? How are you reclaiming that story now? When did you last override your gut with your horse? What might have happened if you trusted it? Are you giving your animals the choice to stay — or are you assuming they must? What does it mean for you to “choose your hard” right now? 🐿️ Nutmeg’s Note: Hey nuts, your stories matter. Your weirdness is your wisdom. And your horses are probably whispering “I told you so” right now. Go hug them. Then go do the brave thing anyway. 🎧 Listen & Subscribe Be sure to follow the Tea Time podcast so you never miss an episode! Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, YouTube, and iHeartRadio. Want to be part of these conversations and share space with incredible humans like Niki? 🫖 Join The Tea House>> https://www.amberlydic.com/membership The Tea House is where horsewomen (and horse-humans) like you gather for guidance, growth, and grounded spiritual support. We’d love to welcome you.

Why Hard Conversations Are So Hard... A real, tender look at emotional regulation, fear of conflict, and how our horses mirror what we avoid

Episode Summary In today’s episode, Amber and Shayleigh unpack why hard conversations feel so difficult—and why most of us avoid them. Whether it’s fear of conflict, fear of abandonment, fear of being misunderstood, or simply the fear of being “too much,” this episode opens the door to examine what’s really going on in our nervous systems when truth wants to come forward.

They explore how early conditioning trains us to suppress, shrink, or freeze during moments of tension and how this plays out in our relationships—with humans and with horses. We talk about how internalized fear gets mirrored back through our animals, how unspoken truths affect the energy between us, and what it takes to move from shutdown to presence. Amber shares insight from her hypnosis studies, while Shayleigh reflects on ancestral patterns and intuitive communication.

There’s plenty of laughter, deep questions, and some unexpected turns into dreamwork

This episode isn’t a to-do list for having better conversations—it’s an invitation to feel what your body does before words even come out of your mouth. To explore how you can listen to your inner signals without abandoning yourself or others. And to remember that hard conversations are often sacred initiations into deeper truth.

Reflection Questions

What physical sensations arise when you're about to say something difficult?

How did your early environment teach you to handle conflict—or not?

Where do you tend to go: freeze, fawn, defend, distract, disappear?

What conversations are you currently avoiding, and why?

How do your horses respond to your emotional honesty versus your emotional suppression?

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Timestamps

00:00 – Why we’re talking about hard conversations

03:00 – What your body does before you speak

07:30 – Fear of being misunderstood or abandoned

11:15 – Horses feel it all: what we say and don’t say

14:50 – Emotional patterns and nervous system reactions

18:40 – Early conditioning and conflict response

23:30 – Ancestral fears and intuitive communication

32:00 – Internalized fear and the identity of “too much”

35:40 – What happens when you stop performing and start feeling

41:00 – Tools to get present before the conversation even starts

45:20 – Inviting softness, self-trust, and curiosity

Fear Is Not the Enemy

A deep dive into fear, identity, and nervous system healing with Shayleigh and Amber

This conversation is a love letter to fear. Not the kind that keeps you paralyzed, but the kind that has something to teach you if you’re willing to listen.

Fear isn’t just a symptom. It’s a story.
A signal.
A survival map from your past.
A portal into the next version of you.

We explore how fear shows up in the body, becomes an identity, and plays out in your relationships—especially with your horse. You’ll hear about subconscious beliefs, somatic healing, hypnosis myths, and the power of processing what was never processed.

You’ll also hear how something as simple as naming the fear can change everything.

And yes, there’s some fun detours: Dolores Cannon, alien downloads, AI shame, and book hoarding. Naturally.

What fear have you carried for so long it feels like part of your identity?

Where does fear live in your body?

What belief has fear been trying to protect?

What would happen if you let fear move instead of holding it back?

What virtues might be hiding inside that fear?

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00:00 – Welcome to Fear Week
02:00 – How fear shows up in the body
05:30 – Human Design and fear patterns
08:45 – Chronic fear and nervous system wear
10:50 – Naming what fear is really saying
13:15 – The virtues of fear
16:50 – Somatic processing and sensation
20:00 – Fear as identity and safety
23:30 – Subconscious patterns and hypnosis
27:00 – Amber’s story about fear of being useful
33:00 – Unprocessed fear and frozen states
36:00 – Cultural shifts and alien tangents
40:00 – Horses and fear reflections
43:00 – What to expect in the webinar

Show Notes: In this episode, Shayleigh and Amber dive into the swirling topic of perspective...what it means to want to be understood, why it feels so hard (especially in human relationships), and how deeply tied our identities are to being seen in a certain way. They explore: The hilarious (and eye-opening) glasses analogy Shayleigh’s been playing with Why it's so easy to hold space for horses and so freaking hard with humans The slippery slope between wanting connection and needing validation How responsibility for others’ feelings gets tangled in our own enoughness And the real truth: people can’t fully see you, but maybe that’s not the point anyway Amber shares what it’s like navigating partnership while standing firm in her truth, and they both riff on what makes conscious relationships beautiful and hard AF. They also bring it back to the horse-human connection...how horses have non-negotiables too, and how betrayal shows up in subtle but powerful ways in both human and horse dynamics. Stick around till the end for a sneak peek at their upcoming webinar on betrayal (happening May 30) and why it's about to rock some spiritual socks. Episode Recap: 💭 The Big Question: Are we actually seeking understanding from others—or just looking for connection and validation? 💡 Key Takeaways: True perspective-sharing means honoring your own "glasses" while letting others wear theirs. Social media often becomes a battleground of identities rather than a space for dialogue. When someone misunderstands you, it can feel like a threat to your identity—and that’s deeply human. Horses hold mirrors to our inner loops, including the places where we haven’t yet healed our betrayal stories. Conscious relationships (with humans or horses) require accountability, self-awareness, and the courage to stay when it's easier to run. 📅 Upcoming Event: ✨ The Virtue Hunt Series kicks off with a Free Webinar on Betrayal – May 30 Amber and Shayleigh will unpack how betrayal can be your greatest teacher—and how it shows up in our bodies, relationships, and even with our horses. More info coming soon. Follow them on socials or check the show notes for the sign-up link when it’s live.

🎙 Episode 82: Thresholds, Tantrums, and Trust: Why Your Horse (and You) Might Be Ready to Blow

Hosts: Amber Lydic and Shayleigh Evans Replay available for: Betrayal & Boundaries: ~41 minutes

💥 Summary Ever feel like you’re holding it together until you absolutely can’t anymore? Same. And guess what? So does your horse. In this episode, we talk about what happens when horses (and humans) are pushed past their thresholds. From bolting and bucking to internal shutdowns, we unpack the signs of overwhelm and why they’re often ignored until it’s too late. We dig into the difference between intention and impact, the sneaky ways conditional love shows up in training, and why liberty work is basically relationship therapy with hooves. There are rants, laughs, a few truth bombs, and some personal stories about being kicked, grounded, and having your bedroom door removed. You’ll never look at a round pen the same way again.

🕰 Timestamps and Talking Points

00:00 – Why do we wait until something breaks to listen?

01:00 – Horses are screaming, and we’re still riding

02:15 – Good intentions can still have damaging impact

04:00 – Horse culture and the ride-through-it mindset

06:00 – Nervous system 101: regulation, resilience, reality

08:30 – Antifragility and helping horses carry unbalanced riders

10:00 – When trying to stay out of the horse’s way makes things worse

13:40 – Conditional love and performance-based connection

15:15 – What happens when horses aren't allowed to express

18:20 – Movement as medicine, and doing it safely

20:00 – Boundaries first, then expression 24:30 – You can only know your horse as deeply as you know yourself

26:00 – Feeling your horse's emotions vs. your own

30:00 – Liberty work and the stories it brings up

33:00 – Childhood wounds, compliance, and halters as control

36:00 – Somatic shaking, screaming, and horse-approved releases

38:00 – Functional freeze, slow starts, and titrating intensity

40:00 – Final reminder: you are not entitled to your horse’s body or being

🤔 Questions for You Which version of your horse feels the safest to you? Why?

Have you ever mistaken obedience for willingness?

Do you allow your horse to express big energy, or do you shut it down?

What stories do you carry into the barn from your past?

What would change if you could hold your discomfort without fear?

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In this episode, Amber and Shayleigh explore the layered world of human and horse communication, especially in the context of competitive riding. They unpack what’s really driving riders’ choices, often genuine care rather than control, and how that intention can get lost in translation. The conversation expands into the messiness of communication itself, including how personal beliefs shape the way we interpret text-based conversations. They also touch on the skepticism around animal communication and why choosing someone who aligns with your energy and expectations matters more than the method.

“Perspectives” — join us as we dive into the value of different perspectives, questioning the validity of beliefs, viewpoints, and reviews. Plus, we share a fun quick recap about our trip with the mustangs of Salt River, AZ.

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In this episode, we dive into the deep (and sometimes surprising) connections between our mindset, health, and personal growth.

Amber introduces her “Mirror in the Stall” program, a 14-step journey that explores self-connection and how our relationships—especially with horses—reflect back to us. We break down the P.A.U.S.E process and why personal perception plays such a huge role in our well-being.

Shayleigh shares insights from her own health journey, exploring the connection between beliefs, mindset, and physical well-being through the lens of Germanic New Medicine.

We unpack how unresolved emotional patterns can manifest in the body and why shifting our internal stories can create real change. This conversation is all about self-discovery, breaking old thought patterns, and stepping into a more connected, intentional way of living.

Grab your coffee (or tea), get comfy, and let’s dive in!

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