In one of the rawest Karma and Chaos episodes yet, Becky opens up about becoming a mom as a non-birthing parent. From the emotional intensity of watching Leah give birth to grappling with unexpected feelings of disconnection, identity shifts, and grief, Becky shares it all; tears, laughs, and a whole lot of honesty.

Kail and Becky also talk about how nobody prepares you for five outfit changes a day, the first tar poop and more. If you’ve ever felt overwhelmed, unseen, or not instantly bonded as a parent , this one’s for you.

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