December 24, 2019

TU111: Navigating Narcissistic Relationships – Gaslighting Manipulation and Grandiosity Called Out

43 minutes

You deserve better!! Are you lost in a narcissistic relationship?

The term narcissism is easily tossed around, especially in this world of selfies. However, if you are deeply connected to someone with the personality disorder narcissism it is a very real, painful and a disruptive experience. It is also surprisingly difficult to identify when you are in the middle of it. And, it is really tough to get out of it once ensnared! We break it down here!

This episode is a follow up to Episode 105, on what causes narcissim.

In this episode on narcissism,

Co-hosts Ann Kelley PhD and Sue Marriott LCSW, CGP continue the dialogue on narcissistic relationships from a patron-requested perspective. This episode is about being in a relationship with someone with the personality disorder, narcissism.

To hear episode 105 on what causes narcissism, click here.

Narcissism Overview

Early emotional wound which develops into an inflated sense of self-importance,

Self-centeredness arising from failure to distinguish the self from external objects, either in very young babies or as a feature of mental disorder.

Selfishness, involving a sense of entitlement, a lack of empathy, and a need for admiration, a personality type.

Grandiose narcissism – protect our sense of self by looking better and being better, demands mirroring from others to stay in connection.

Depressed narcissism – we collapse on ourselves and feel like we are the worst person in the world. Hey gang, we just aren’t that special – thank heavens.

Both stem desire to be loved and cared for & empty sense of self

Signs of Being in a Relationship With a Narcissist

It’s always conditional

You know they are sensitive or vulnerable but they can’t see it or deny it – externalize

Can’t take feedback, turn it around on you

One-directional relationship – you orbit them not the other way around

Inability to accept any type of critique or criticism/accept that they have faults

Scripted gestures that aren’t an apology

Charming but superficial

You feel lucky to be in this “special” relationship

You begin to subjigate yourself, lose your self into them in order to keep the connection

Gaslighting – manipulative cynical

Can you say egg-shells? You are walking on them…

Who is attracted to narcissistic relationships?

ANYONE can get pulled in – the problem is the controlling manipulative behavior

But if you find yourself attracting these kinds of people, or can’t get out of a relationship that involves serious narcissism, it’s better to compassionately find and accept yourself so you can begin to resist their requirement to mirror them

Were you raised by someone with narcissism so you know innately how to put self aside and tend to the other

A feeling one might be fulfilled if the person (narcissist) “saves” them

Internal emptiness and relief around being told who you are, what you should do…

Prone to being vulnerable especially around actualizing of self

What Does Being In A Relationship With A Narcissist Look Like?

Allure of narcissist helping you be your best self

Seduction, jealousy, decisiveness – which gives way to controlling, possessiveness, and isolation

Giving up freedoms and limiting exposure to avoid upsetting narcissist

World orbits around narcissist instead of mutual orbit of a natural relationship

Narcissist makes you feel like you are doing something to them, always your fault

Ignore your own mind and perceptions to keep connected (dangerous)

Always in the shadow of the narcissist

Everything is about the narcissist

Unable to apologize sincerely and feel remorse

Gaslighting

Comes from a movie where husband intentionally manipulates wife’s mind – something is happening, wife sees it, husband and others deny that it is happening

Gaslighting is a form of psychological manipulation. It occurs in when a person seeks to sow seeds of doubt in a targeted individual or in members of a targeted group. This behavior involves denial, misdirection, contradiction and outright lying. It makes makes others question their own memory, perception, and sanity, all in an effort to destabilize the victim and delegitimize the victim’s beliefs.

You know something as your reality. However, when you attempt to address it, your partner or somebody you love turns it around as your issue and makes you feel like you don’t understand reality.

What To Do About It

Begin to get yourself back

Don’t let anyone annihilate your feelings

Own your reality, stay in it, and hold tight

Feel your own pain and disconnection from yourself

Stop trying to change the narcissist’s reality

Treat yourself with self-protectiveness and compassion

Set boundaries

Boundary off belittling feedback

Get out of an abusive relationship

Get into therapy

Recognize the emotional exhaustion & take care of self

Listen to those who say they don’t like how you’re being treated. If you defend that treatment, really evaluate the relationship

Measuring Narcissism

Measured on the Likert Scale from a 1-7, some as short as one question

Narcissists are likely to self-identify on this written scale (asked directly) even though they don’t want others to perceive they are narcissists. They admit to it because they see everyone as less intelligent than them, but resist a “diagnosis” because there is nothing wrong with them.

Associated to some degree to dismissing / avoidant blue attachment. This makes sense, remember blue is about “self” and need to attend to interpersonal relationships whereas red preoccupied anxious attachment leaning tend to be “other” oriented and need to ground in themself to move toward the balance of green – security.

Resources

TU13: Our Powerful Fascination With Narcissism In The Era Of Trump Old Therapist Uncensored episode, we cringe but here ya go 🙂

Research study mentioned:

Konrath, S.,Meier, B. P., & Bushman, B. J. (2014). Development and validation of the single item narcissism scale (SINS). PloS One, 9(8), e103469.

Appendix S1

Psychology Today’s Narcissism Blog Archive

Gaslighting 10 Signs

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