This episode features a conversation with four members of ACNAtoo (Abbi Nye, Audrey Luhmann, Conor Hansen, and Whitney Evans Harrison) covering the significant details found the the Bishops' presentment against Bishop Stewart Ruch. This presentment was not previously available to the public, but was published by the ACNA on June 11, 2025 and then quickly taken down after ACNAtoo addressed a number of concerns they had with it. While the ACNA has not yet re-released this presentment, ACNAtoo has published a redacted version of it which you can find on their website. This episode also contains an announcement from Chris Marchand where he publicly lets everyone know that he has resigned from the ACNA and his diocese as a priest, and why he did so.

You can find a transcript of this episode here.

Articles and resources referenced in this episode:

ACNAtoo's article with the redacted version of the Bishops' presentment

Recent ACNAtoo article "Ecclesiastical Trial Process FAQ's"

The ACNA's presentment trial update page for Bishop Stewart Ruch

This second episode surrounding Bishop Stewart Ruch's presentment trial centers around a letter Megan Tucker (featured in the first episode as one of the writers of the lay presentment) read to Bishop Ruch in 2023. Also included in the episode is a followup response to the Nephtali Matta interview from the Holy Post podcast with a reflection surrounding "safety" in our churches, excerpts from a legally recorded meeting with Bishop Ruch where he responds about his knowledge of Josh Moon's past, insights from ACNAtoo member Audrey Luhmann, and a relevant song from songwriter and church music leader Rachel Wilhelm.

You can find a transcript of this episode here.

Links and articles referenced in this episode:

From the ACNA: "News and Updates on The Ecclesiastical trial of Bishop Stewart Ruch III"

Information from the ACNA on Bishop Ruch's trial details

From ACNAtoo: "Statement Regarding ACNA Provincial Update on Bp. Ruch's Ecclesiastical Trial"

Web Archive version of the ACNA's trial update page

ACNAtoo article: "In the Matter of Stewart E. Ruch III, Bishop of the Diocese of the Upper Midwest"

Resources from Diane Langberg on bringing church to sexual abuse offenders can be found here and here.

You can view the 1997 Rich Mullins concert Live From Lufkin Texas here.

Here are two recent X/Twitter threads with insightful commentary on Bishop Ruch's presentment, from Arlie Coles and Marissa Franks Burt.

Along with all music streaming services, you can find out about Rachel Wilhelm and her music here and here.

Lyrics to "Vengeance With a Sword":

Hear a bellow from the mountain,

True disaster will go forth

From my holy habitation comes

Vengeance with the sword.

A great whirlwind will be lifted

From the farthest parts of earth

And the situation shifted,

you’ll be kicked up from the dirt.

Shepherds, run and wail,

Roll about in your own filth.

Leaders of the flock,

Your own slaughter is fulfilled

For the trust, the trust that you have killed.

All your peaceful houses cut down,

All your pastures will be marred,

Like a lion I have left my lair to roar alarm.

You will not be lamented,

Or gathered, or buried.

Strewn, will be all the bodies

Like refuse and carrion.

A calamity will rumble

From the wine inside your cup

And if you refuse to take it

I’ll make you drink it up.

Fall and rise no more,

Drain the vintage of my wrath.

Shepherds of the flock,

You won’t survive the judgment passed;

It will fall suddenly and fast.

Hear a bellow from the mountain,

True disaster will go forth,

From my holy habitation comes

Vengeance with the sword.

This bonus episode features a segment you can hear in full on the podcast's Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/c/WallofSilencePodcast

Addressing the issue of the podcast being a conflict interest, this episode also features audio from former archbishop Foley Beach. The full Patreon episode also addresses the issue of canonical obedience and how Chris decided to continue with the podcast despite his bishop's call to pause it indefinitely. Along with that, the Patreon episode feature the full interview with Nephtali Matta from the Holy Post podcast.

Patreon bonus material can now be listened to by being a monthly support or by purchasing individual episodes.

This is the first in a series of episodes covering the details in the presentment of Bishop Stewart Ruch. This episode, featuring interviews with Audrey Luhmann and Megan Tucker, goes into the backstory of how the presentment came together and the evidence of the seven abuse cases contained in the presentment that occurred in the Diocese of the Upper Midwest under Ruch's leadership.

You can read a transcript of this episode here.

Links, videos, and resources referenced during this episode:

ACNAtoo's detailed article on Bishop Ruch's presentment

ACNA Provincial Tribunal: In the matter of the Right Rev. Bishop Stewart Ruch III, petitioner

The ACNA's "Safeguarding Our Churches" resource page

The ACNA's 2024 Provincial Assembly Business Session (video and audio)

The ACNA's 2023 Provincial Assembly Morning Session, June 22, 2023 (video and audio)

Archbishop Steve Wood's Court For the Trial of a Bishop update page

"Ursa's Story" from ACNAtoo's website, detailing the abuse of Chris Lapeyre

A Christian Post article covering ACNAtoo's response to the ACNA's proposed changes to the Constitution and Canons

You can find ACNAtoo member Abbi Nye's Substack writings here.

Acting as a halfway point for this season, episode 10 is a recap of the story the Wall of Silence has told so far as well as an overview of other ongoing abuse cases in the ACNA and broader Anglican world as the July 2025 presentment trial of Bishop Stewart Ruch is now quickly approaching. Along with this, Chris shares a personal reflection telling more of the background of what happened this past summer when the podcast was put on pause and how his experiences relate to the wearing of scarlet letters and a community's need for witch hunts.

This episode also features a segment with Audrey Luhmann and an excerpt from an interview with political theologian Stephen Backhouse.

You can read a transcript of this episode here:

Relevant articles from this episode:

Washington Post article about Jeff Taylor and the Falls Church Anglican Church

Bishop Chris Warner Updates on Falls Church Anglican Investigation

From ACNAtoo: In Solidarity With the Survivors of Jeff Taylor

https://jefftaylorjustice.org/ (for survivors of Taylor's abuse)

Archbishop Wood's update page: Court For the Trial of a Bishop

Timeline of Mark Rivera's abuse and how the UMD responded

ACNAtoo's 2024 Roundup

This brief bonus episode is a teaser to a full extended interview with Helen Keuning, containing all the segments that did not fit into the episode Helen's Story Part 2. The full extended interview is only available to Patreon backers or to those will to pay a one time fee. See the Wall of Silence Patreon page to become a backer or for how to listen to this bonus episode: patreon.com/WallofSilencePodcast

Thank you for considering. Your support makes continuing the podcast possible, and helps stories of church abuse and mishandling in the ACNA be heard in the denomination and broader world.

In the second part of Helen Keuning's story, she shares what happened after she resigned from the Bishop's Council of the Diocese of the Upper Midwest and offers reflections about her experiences and what she's learned in the years since.

ACNAtoo member Abbi Nye published a thematically related article on her Substack this week, which you can read ⁠here⁠.

You can read a transcript of this episode here: https://www.acnatoo.org/episode-9

Please consider becoming a Patreon supporter, which includes bonus episodes at: ⁠patreon.com/WallofSilencePodcast⁠

Helen's episode were based on a series of articles on ACNAtoo's website, the first of which can be found ⁠here⁠.

Episode 8, begins the story of Helen Keuning, who served on the Bishop's Council of the Diocese of the Upper Midwest as the sexual abuse of Mark Rivera was made known by Cherin and Joanna Rudenborg. Her account goes into the details of how Bishop Stewart Ruch and the Council dealt with Rivera's abuse and the abuse survivors, how Ruch stepped away from ministry (and why he ultimately returned), and why Helen eventually decided she needed to resign from the Council.

The material from Helen's story was adapted from 4 articles published on ACNAtoo's website. For a fuller accounting of events please see Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4.

The details of some events referenced in this episode can be found on ACNAtoo's multi-part general timeline of events, which can be viewed here,

You can find a transcript of this episode at:

https://www.acnatoo.org/episode-8

In "Survivors are the mission" Kelley Goewey offers her account of why she decided to leave Church of the Resurrection in the wake learning how Mark Rivera's abuse was handled by Bishop Stewart Ruch and the Diocese of the Upper Midwest.

You can read Kelley's article "Loving the Abused With the Love of Christ" on the⁠ ACNAtoo website⁠.

You can watch the video Kelley refers to in this episode here.

Episode Transcript:

https://www.acnatoo.org/episode-7

A disclaimer: this episode contains accounts and references to rape, sexual assault,  and sexual harassment. 

A second disclaimer: the views and accounts expressed in this podcast do not represent the Diocese of Quincy or the views of the Bishop of the Diocese of Quincy.

Here is the second part and conclusion to Joanna Rudenborg's story where she continues to offer insights surrounding the psychological manipulation by Mark Rivera and how she came to realize she had been raped by him. This episode details the second rape and also contains her insights about serial abusers and how communities can begin to learn to recognize their behaviors.

Episode Transcript:

https://www.acnatoo.org/episode-6

Twitter/X links referenced in this episode:

https://x.com/ladyjessicahaze/status/1675614960192475136

https://x.com/ladyjessicahaze/status/1599226162332729344

https://x.com/ladyjessicahaze/status/1720562514298040342

https://x.com/ladyjessicahaze/status/1678449432109670400

A disclaimer: this episode contains accounts and references to rape, sexual assault,  and sexual harassment. 

A second disclaimer: the views and accounts expressed in this podcast do not represent the Diocese of Quincy or the views of the Bishop of the Diocese of Quincy.