Underneath all the seeking and solving and fixing and symptoms lies a fear-based belief: That there is something wrong with you that needs to be solved. That there is a normal, optimized life that everyone else is having (except you). And that you are always doing it wrong. Because you are wrong.

Healing becomes your whole life, when it was just meant to be a guide back home. Instead it became a way to try to outrun the fear pervading the worldview you carry. You look out and feel afraid, and you look inward and feel afraid.

Reaction from fear starts driving you toward seeking, psychedelics, integration, and finding answers for your brokenness.

What if the work isn't to keep solving, but to stop believing fear? To learn how to hold bliss inside chaos? To build a spiritual practice capable of holding the paradox of being alive as a human in these times? What if every challenge is an opportunity to choose love over fear? If you're ready to face fear and choose something more beneficial instead, this episode is for you.

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From supporting your mitochondrial function to healing your liver to dialing in your ideal gut balancing protocol, the digital age has sold us hard on there being a “right way” to feel, look, have sex, do romance, eat, work, and be.
Oh, and you’re doing it wrong.

The truth is, following the white rabbit of optimal wellness is making people sick. Really sick. Chronically ill with multiple tiers of mystery symptoms with seemingly no end and no discernible root cause. Only an endless downward spiral that steals your time, energy, money, and health. Day by pain filled day.

This is especially prevalent in healing professions. Guides, coaches, wellness practitioners, facilitators, doctors, nurses, and therapists all holding space for the collective while drowning in their own crusade to cope with the myriad of issues happening inside their own bodies and hearts and minds.

This week on the show, we're getting into why trying harder is making your symptoms stronger. And uncovering the limiting belief lying at the core of it all.

If this resonates and you want off the merry-go-round, this threshold is where our work together begins.

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Leadership. What a snooze. This is a word that feels stuffy and boring to a lot of wild-hearted, spiritually minded explorers. But strong, confident leadership – rooted in values and beliefs that center the well-being of all beings – is exactly what we need right now.

There comes a point on the spiritual path where healing stops being expansion and starts being the place you hide so you can stay small.

In this episode of We Are Standing on the Edge, I’m speaking directly to the high-functioning, spiritually seasoned leaders (the therapists, facilitators, healers, entrepreneurs, caregivers, and professionals who have been doing the work) holding it down for everyone else... And yet in your own life things have stalled out. Maybe you're battling health issues, or ping-ponging back and forth between depression and anxiety so fast your head is spinning.

Endless self-development, plant medicine journeys, certifications, shadow work, and integration cycles have become a sophisticated form of spiritual perfectionism that's stealing the very thing we claim to treasure most. Our presence.

Awareness is necessary, but that alone will never initiate you into embodied leadership. The real question isn’t whether you still need healing. It’s whether you are willing to step into the realm of leadership your soul came here for.

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The era of endless healing is over. Are you an awakened, spiritual straight-A-student, and stuck in a never ending spiral of self-doubt and healing? In this inaugural episode of We Are Standing on the Edge (formerly The Psychedelic Integration Podcast), we dive into why “doing the work” (modalities, breathwork, meditation, journaling, reflecting, seeking insight, and even plant medicine) often doesn’t move the needle.

I share the revelation that much of our healing comes from the belief that we are broken, and why that belief keeps us trapped in endless mental loops and overwhelm. You’ll hear acknowledgment of the paradox of our current human experience... where suffering, solving, and disconnection from Nature keep us stuck. And why the true path is coming into present relationship with what's here to grow you.

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I just published the last episode of The Psychedelic Integration Podcast.

When I started this show, integration felt like THE missing piece in closing the circle of care in the psychedelic experience. Sadly, it still is.

As much as we have amplified the conversation about what is required for real change after the medicine, it still doesn't feel like it has landed in the collective. At least not to the point that it's a viable place to keep hanging out as a facilitator and coach who is here to help others cross thresholds.

The terrain is changing. It’s growing fast. It’s getting louder. And some of what’s popular in spirituality and psychedelics doesn’t feel grounded, responsible, or even true.

I have a lot of feelings about that. This show covers such a tiny sliver of what's possible in personal growth and spiritual leadership. It's time to move beyond "psychedelic integration" into doing the collective work of rebirthing humanity.

This final episode is raw. It’s fiery. And it’s got all the unapologetic reasons why I'm creating a new container that reflects the level of commitment maturity my work actually requires.

Completion is part of integration. And this chapter is complete.

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Psychedelics open you fast. They snap you awake. They can return sensitivity, perception, and truth to a system that has been armored for a long time.

And then you go back to your life. Where nothing has changed. The pace doesn’t slow down. The stress doesn’t ease. The media keeps shouting. The nervous system stays braced.

In this episode, I talk about what happens when sensitivity comes back online in a world that doesn’t know how to care for it. Not because the medicine failed. Not because you’re doing it wrong. But because openness requires protection, rhythm, and support to become embodied and lived.

This is a personal story about awakening, destabilization, nervous system overwhelm, and the long road of learning how to root the mystical into everyday reality.

It’s about why so many sincere, committed people struggle after powerful medicine work, and why integration is not about fixing yourself, but about creating the conditions where sensitivity can stay open without burning out.

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You are running out of time. Not in the “you’re going to die tomorrow” way. But in the “you need to hit the brakes NOW because you’re out of runway” kind of way.

Our work together begins here. In the moment where you finally admit you can’t pretend anymore. You can’t carry your own transformation. When your body and heart are moving from subtle alerts to full on fire alarms. Parts of you crying out for relief and softness and acknowledgement.

Depressed. Numb. Anxious. Still functioning. On a quest to solve the next mystery symptom your body is throwing out to get your attention.

What I see over and over are the best minds and hearts, the most magic-filled, loving, creative people dragging themselves through life. Living a life that is out of coherence. And wondering why everything hurts. Or you feel nothing at all.

This was my frantic-yet-secret pace for decades. This is where my own life broke open. I know the texture of invisible, relapsing, chronic symptoms so intimately. And slowly, I found my way back home.

This episode is about the breaking point.

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Winter is the deep dive into the void. It seems empty. Lonely even. But this is the season where everything is born.

The Winter Solstice is the darkest night. It's time to start our return to the light.

In this episode, we are closing down the year with honor to the light, in reverence to the fruitful darkness. The necessary spaces of stillness and emptiness. When there is nowhere to go and nothing else to be done. Can you stay? Can you tend the hearth? Can you chop wood and carry water when the party is over? Let's get into it.

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Why do we fight ourselves so hard when we’re standing at the edge of real transformation?

In this episode, we explore the spiritual physics of surrender — the natural laws that explain why resistance shows up, why it gets louder right before a breakthrough, and how surrender becomes the doorway to clarity, relief, and alignment.

You’ll learn what resistance actually is (on a nervous system, ego, and soul level), why your patterns intensify when change is near, and how plant medicine teaches the mechanics of letting go. If you’re exhausted from gripping, forcing, overriding your intuition, or pretending “this is fine,” this conversation will help you understand what’s really happening beneath the surface.

Surrender isn’t weakness. It’s a path of grace, responsibility, and collaboration with the deeper intelligence guiding your life.

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Our linear, materialist understanding of death is fundamentally flawed because it allows the terrified ego to define what death is — instead of looking to Nature and Spirit for the truth. We intuitively know the life cycle is a circle, yet we run from death because it appears to be THE END.

But the medicine of a conscious life shows us a deeper truth:Life is circles and spirals and expansions. Death is life is death is life.Nothing ever dies. Everything transforms. Energy is eternal.

We are here to escape the cages of our own belief systems and fears. And it’s LOVE that is patiently nudging us off the cliffs of our limitations. The constructs of our understanding, the frameworks we’ve existed in, the structures and agreements we inherited — they’re being rejected. New worlds are being created inside our consciousness. This is our work individually and for the collective.The spiritual path is here to teach us how to die well.To remember that death is a ritual. A ceremony. A holy initiation.

So if you can feel something in you loosening, cracking, shedding… if you’re standing on the edge with an abyss waiting to swallow you — this episode is your parachute, roadmap, and featherbed once you jump. Listen to this invitation to stop resisting, to honor your endings, and to step into the initiation that’s already unfolding.

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