The question "why" was by far the biggest question I had. I just couldn't understand why something so tragic had to happen to us. What had we done wrong in life to warrant this? What could we have done differently? What lessons were we supposed to learn from this, because surely this is a torturous way to learn a soul lesson?

Finally, I gave up asking why when I realized that finding an answer wouldn't ease the pain, and that asking why was a distraction from me feeling all of the pain. And then I came up with a few reasons I could live with even though I know I will NEVER actually know why. These were helpful and in this episode, I share them with you and encourage you to answer this question for yourself as well.

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