Hi my sweets, welcome back! 💛 This one is just you and me. No guest, no interview, just a long overdue catch-up about everything that's been going on since I said farewell to LA.

I'm getting real about the move, going out with a bang (literally 🔥), the chaos of driving cross-country with a dog, a cat, and a snake, and what it actually feels like to land somewhere new and not feel like yourself for a while.

I opened up about the pace of it all, how some seasons sprint and some crawl, how I expected this fiery, spicy fresh start and instead got something softer and heavier than I imagined. I talked about grieving my grandma, missing hugs, and the moments that unexpectedly sparked my intimacy back to life (thank you, Heated Rivalry 😍 and a little glitter on the wall ✨).

This episode is for anyone who's in their own landing right now… a new city, a new chapter, a messy middle that doesn't look like what you pictured. You're not behind. You're not broken. You're just moving at your own pace.

Be sweet to yourselves, my sweets.

Much love,

Barbie Jean

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