Have you ever felt the weight of being the first one to move, the one who has to leap before anyone else even sees the bridge? In this episode, Holly shares the raw story of what it has felt like to go first in her own business as a Manifestor, and why that loneliness can feel so crushing. The truth is, being the initiator is written into our design, but the experience of stepping into the unknown without a roadmap can bring up deep wounds around aloneness, rejection, and self-doubt.

Together, we’ll explore why going first often feels heavier than it should, how to reframe that weight as a signpost of your power, and practical ways to hold yourself steady while support catches up. If you’ve ever wondered whether the silence around your ideas means you’re on the wrong track, this episode will help you see it as proof that you’re living in alignment with your Manifestor role.

If this conversation sparks something in you, the Business Lounge is the space we created for Manifestors to finally stop carrying that weight alone. Inside, you’ll find strategy, support, and a community who get the way your business energy actually works. And if you’re ready to sharpen your words so they match the power of your energy, the Copy Lab is where we break down how to write sales copy that feels like you. Check out both spaces to take this episode deeper into your own business journey.

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