Born into the Church of Immortal Consciousness, Danny Rensch spent his childhood navigating the isolated confines of a cult. Despite psychological manipulation, physical abuse, and neglect, he persevered. An international chess master and world-class commentator, Rensch’s remarkable journey led him to being the face of Chess.com, one of the largest online gaming platforms in the world. 

Rensch recounts his life, starting from the moment he discovered chess in the summer of 1995, all the way up to being at the center of the most explosive cheating scandal in chess history.  He chronicles the traumas of being “special” in a cult that forced separation from his mother. Mentored by an alcohol*c, Russian chess master, he found solace alongside suffer*ng in his obsession for an ancient game, and chess became his only escape. Rensch rose through the chess ranks until a medical emergency nearly took him out of the game forever. And it almost did, until Chess.com came along.

Deeply heartfelt, keenly reflective, and haunting, today Danny dives further into the details of his book, Dark Squares, and the never-before-told story of Danny Rensch’s resilience, survival, and his enduring love for the game that saved him. 

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Chapter Marks

00:00:00 Intro

00:04:54 Background on the Church of Immortal Consciousness

00:10:53 Danny's chiIdhood & his parents' relationship

00:20:43 First experiences with chess

00:25:52 When chess started taking off for Danny

00:29:31 Danny's relationship with his mentor, Igor

00:33:29 Being given his spiritual purpose to play chess

00:39:54 Connections to the movie Searching for Bobby Fischer

00:44:49 Sacrificing the relationship with his mother

00:54:48 Balancing intuition and belief

01:00:39 Living two lives

01:07:46 Medical issues & turning to subst*nces

01:18:46 The hero of Danny's story

01:25:58 Overcoming the mysoginy taught by the cult

01:30:48 Founding Chess.com

01:38:47 Triggering moments from the Queen's Gambit

01:43:00 Danny's life now

01:47:24 Full circle moment with Searching for Bobby Fischer

01:51:53 Danny's Linda Listen

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