For the Love of Yoga with Nish the Fish

We gave this lecture on Navami, the 9th and culminating day of the Autumn Goddess Festival (navarātri) which is poetic, poignant and fitting because what we discuss here feels to me like a culmination of everything I've experienced and learned at least in the last year if not over the course of my life in Kali so far! This most radical idea is an overture of sorts in my modest understanding of our Mad Mother Divine...

In fact, over the years, we've given some rather radical and non-traditional lectures highlighting some of the subtler nuances in the bhāva (mood, vibe, orientation, approach?) unique to Kali. The ones I'm most proud of (that I mention in the lecture) might be:

Is Kali Worship Devil Worship?
Vampires, Kali and Christ | A Hallowe'en Special (the H'ween talks are always my fav)
What is a Woman? | & Why God Is A Woman
Is Kālī Lying To You? | & Why I Love Women Who Lie (and the more recent sequel to this Does Kali Ever Tell The Truth? | A Case for Divine Mischief)

because in all these lectures we go beyond the conventional sphere of Tantrik exegesis and in true Ramakrishna fashion, we engage with popular culture, Catholicism and revolutionary movements like the kind we see in Bengal associated with Kali, the Independence movement, for example. But even more exciting to me than all that is when we point out the things that make the theology of Kālī manifestly different in some important ways from the Abrahamic (and most theistic) conceptions of God as a patriarch of order, balance and reason, like we did in Why Kali is Problematic for Abrahamic Theology

As such in much the same vein, this talk explores one of the most thrilling (and for most, chilling) conception of Reality, God and the human quest for meaning.

May it be an offering to Mā Siddhidhātrī, the Performer of Magic Tricks and Cosmic Mischief. 

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You guys, I’m excited to see you for our Navaratri conversation on "does Kali tell the truth?", going off the opening teaching from Medhasmuni in the Candi on the relativity of perception. This is somewhat of a sequel to one my favorite lectures of all time Is Kālī Lying To You? | & Why I Love Women Who Lie

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A fun and zany lecture, something a little lighter than the past two weeks of intense, subtle Tantrik non-dual discussion. We'll talk about tantra, rock & roll and How To Avoid Being In A Cult. We'll reference Baudelaire and his "be drunk poem", read an excerpt from a torn piece of paper that I found (or one that found me) and reflect a little on the sangha drama and internet cancellation episode 2 from the past years

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The title says it all I think.

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I want to discuss whether or not there are any real dangers to studying and practicing tantra. And if so, what are the risks?

This seems like a somewhat preliminary conversation and we’ve approached the topic before from a few different angles over the years but tonight I want to go in with some much finer brush strokes regarding Abhinava Gupta’s analysis on “Mala” in chapter 4 of Tantrasāra/tantraloka with reference to the non dual Shakta reframe from the opening verses of the Mahartha Manjari that prove to you in the immediacy of your experience here and now that you are perfectly safe. 

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Sometime back we released Mania, Feminism & Tantra in American Culture | My Statement Re: Allegations a sort of statement re: the first wave of internet cancellation controversy to just candidly offer our thoughts on some of the things that we are being accused of. Now in the second iteration of internet witch hunt, things have developed in some pretty amusing ways warranting another press release, as it were. I had fun, indulging in some whimsy, and chaos in my response.

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Somewhat of a sequel to our discussions Where do Kāpālikas Come From? | Tantra as a Dravidian Tradition & Are We Aghoris? | Kapālikās & Tāntrikas of the Deccan & South India, in this talk we explore the often antagonistic and comedic characterization of Kāpālikas or early Śaiva Tantriks in Sanskrit literature and drama, to supplement the historical descriptions we encountered last time. 
Jai Mahākāla!

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Last week we did something very exciting in out Left Hand Path Rituals & Worship of the Consort class where we shared mantras and instructions for rituals that are typically hard to find because of the censure around vāmācāra (the so-called "left hand path") but to properly explain the theology, soteriology and purpose of these rituals we plunged into this fascinating discussion about the Kāpālika Vrāta, and the spiritual benefit of societal disdain/misunderstanding which is as current today as it was in the time of our ancestors. But more importantly, we discuss the role of bliss, ānanda in the context of śaiva pūjā (worship) and sādhana (spiritual practice)! The ritual manual from last week is in the description of this video: Left Hand Path Rituals & Worship of the Consort

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Every Gaṇeśa Chathurthi (the fourth day of the waxing moon in the month of bhadrapada) we celebrate Gaṇeśa by giving a special talk. In the past few years we've discussed The Tāntrik Gaṇeśa (2024), Who is Gaṇeśa? (2025) and also How To Worship Gaṇeśa (2025) approaching the topic from a few different angles. But this year I wanted to do something more ambitious and direct, something we've never done before. And as such, we gave one of my favorite talks of all time discussing a teaching that I feel in my heart if properly received (and it is certainly a very nuanced and subtle reflection on icchā-śakti & svatantrya-śakti, the absolute power of choice and freedom that inheres in Consciousness, in You in every moment inviolably) will allow you overcome any obstacles anywhere any time: sarva-vighnan-nāśānam siddhi. 

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On Kali Jayanti/Krishna Janmāshtamī last week, we were especially inspired and we gave a talk called What Form of Kali Do I Worship? | Ādyā Kālī vs. Kṛṣṇa and still buzzing from that, we plunged right into Are We Aghoris? | Kapālikās & Tāntrikas of the Deccan & South India where we looked at some historical Sanskrit literature to contextualize just what tradition we're part a of and just what it is we're doing here, especially given all the ambiguity around the internet's conception of "aghoris". 

In this talk, along the same lines as the previous two, we continue to flesh out the historical context to ground our understanding and practice of Tantra, this time making the claim that its easy to misunderstand our tradition if its seen through a Mogul, British apologetic (i.e Brahmo Samāj) or even "Hindu", lens. I argue for Tantra as a heterodox tradition like Buddhism and Jainism and at the same time argue for a broader understanding of the word Hinduism that includes not just Buddhism, Jainism, Cārvāka etc.(traditions that emerged in the subcontinent but are typically excluded) but also Islam, Christianity, Judaism and even Art and Science as all viable paths of Hinduism. I try to the center the Deccan and South India, as well as South East Asia, Nepal, Tibet and Central Asia as important Tāntrik locations. A pretty deep discussion I thought! Enjoy!

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