Hidden Wisdom

In this final episode of 2025, Meghan reflects on her four-year journey through second coming prophecy, symbolism, and the rediscovery of the Divine Feminine. What began as a study of last-days events has evolved into a deeper realization: Zion’s redemption and the rise of the Divine Feminine are inseparable.

Drawing from LDS canon, apocryphal texts like The Gospel of the Beloved Companion, ancient traditions, temple symbolism, and universal archetypes, Meghan shows how the feminine principles of intuition, relationship, heart-centered wisdom, and spiritual authority have always been woven into prophecy.

She explores Mary Magdalene as “the tower,” Zion as the bride, the birthing symbolism of the new heaven and new earth, and the ways masculine and feminine partnership create the spiritual maturity required for Christ’s return.

This episode dives deep into:
 • the parable of the tower
 • the true meaning of Magdalene
 • the feminine role in death, rebirth, and the millennium
 • Zion as a feminine state of being
 • the partnership of masculine and feminine energies
 • global prophetic traditions pointing to feminine renewal

A powerful close to the year and an invitation to reclaim the feminine in your own spiritual path.

Timestamps

00:00–02:00 | Closing the year and reflecting on the podcast journey
02:00–05:00 | Moving from prophecy study into the Divine Feminine
05:00–07:00 | Asking deep spiritual questions before you’re ready
07:00–12:00 | Parable of the Tower and its prophetic meaning
12:00–15:00 | Magdalene as “the tower” and her true identity
15:00–18:30 | The tower as feminine presence and spiritual being
18:30–23:00 | Two feminine archetypes: virgin and fallen daughter
23:00–25:00 | Feminine principles as prerequisites for Zion
25:00–30:00 | Zion, Jerusalem, and the Bride symbolism
30:00–33:00 | Birthing the new heaven and new earth
33:00–39:00 | Isaiah’s five birth metaphors
39:00–43:00 | Zion as unified heart and mind
43:00–50:00 | Global traditions confirming the feminine archetype
50:00–56:00 | How to rebuild the tower within ourselves
56:00–60:00 | Zion as a state of being and the return of Enoch
60:00–End | Closing reflection and blessing for the new year

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd

In this special Christmas episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan is joined by scholar and author Donna Nielsen for a breathtaking exploration of Mother Mary’s true identity, her lineage, her temple upbringing, and the ancient traditions that honor her far beyond the biblical text.

Drawing from Christian apocrypha, Islamic scripture, German folktales, early temple traditions, Renaissance iconography, and Middle Eastern lineage records, Donna reveals a side of Mary rarely talked about. This is a beautiful, expansive, and deeply reverent journey into Mary’s life and mission—the perfect Christmas episode for anyone wanting deeper spiritual understanding.

00:00–04:00 | Introduction
04:00–06:00 | Protestant vs. Catholic Mary
06:00–13:00 | How stories honor real people without always being factual
13:00–16:00 | Maternal lineage
16:00–27:00 | Prophecy of the tree, branch, flower, and fruit of light
27:00–29:00 | Story of Anna and Joachim
29:00–32:00 | Early childhood portrayals of Mary
32:00–35:00 | Temple customs, Mary’s purity traditions, and symbolic upbringing
35:00–38:00 | Presentation of Mary at the temple: Christian and Muslim narratives
38:00–40:00 | Mary’s weaving
40:00–43:00 | Annunciation symbolism
43:00–46:00 | Women at wells
46:00–48:00 | Mary entering the Holy of Holies
48:00–50:00 | Oldest image of Mary
50:00–53:00 | Mary in Islam
53:00–56:00 | Islamic art and symbolism
56:00–59:00 | Mary the New Eve
59:00–01:03:00 | Nativity traditions
01:03:00–01:06:00 | The three Marys
01:06:00–01:10:00 | Dormition, Assumption, and ancient beliefs about Mary’s death
01:10:00–01:12:00 | Mary in Latter-day Saint tradition and limited portrayal
01:12:00–01:16:00 | Mary as the Virgin in the Book of Mormon
01:16:00–01:19:00 | Virgin: meanings beyond sexuality
01:19:00–01:23:00 | Colors, flowers, fruits, and symbolic art of Mary
01:23:00–01:28:00 | Shell and pearl symbolism
01:28:00–01:32:00 | Medieval chants and Mary’s collaborative role with Christ
01:32:00–End | Closing symbolism: milk, blood, tears, and divine compassion

Additional Resources: 

The Protoevangelium of James - Reading by Meghan Farner

Holy Child Jesus by Donna Nielsen

Learn more at donna-connections.blogspot.com

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd

In this powerful episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan sits down with author and educator Jocelyn Pedersen to explore her groundbreaking new book All Things in One: Reuniting Religion with the Woman in the Wilderness.

00:00–01:30 | Introduction and Jocelyn’s background
01:30–03:00 | Jocelyn’s new book and its long journey
03:00–05:00 | How her book builds on deeper mysteries of the gospel
05:00–07:00 | Why fears and veils block spiritual expansion
07:00–09:50 | Bridging individual spirituality and collective religion
09:50–11:10 | Christ’s use of global traditions and symbols
11:10–13:00 | Why symbolic and esoteric learning matters
13:00–16:00 | Addressing fear, deception, and misconceptions about “going off the deep end”
16:00–19:20 | Rethinking sin, repentance, and constant course correction
19:20–23:00 | How distrust and fear relate to the Divine Feminine
23:00–25:20 | Pentagram, symbolism, and the feminine archetype
25:20–27:20 | Trauma-based fears and why we cling to boxes
27:20–29:30 | The parable of the talents as an invitation to seek truth
29:30–31:40 | Fear categories: power, control, esteem, safety
31:40–34:20 | The illusion of control and the feminine unknown
34:20–36:40 | True feminine courage: surrender, trust, and letting go
36:40–39:20 | Jocelyn’s personal story of healing and surrender
39:20–41:40 | The feminine principle of trust and divine heldness
41:40–44:59 | Role of the Divine Masculine and partnership
44:59–48:40 | Structural masculine vs. fluid feminine: finding balance
48:40–52:20 | “Ladies first” and the biblical pattern of feminine condescension
52:20–53:40 | Learning the dance of masculine and feminine within
53:40–56:10 | Why we fear women—and why that must heal
56:10–57:30 | Jocelyn’s women’s event and book release
57:30–End | Closing thoughts and upcoming gathering

Get Jocelyn's new book "All Things in One: Reuniting Religion with the Woman in the Wilderness" on Amazon today!

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd

In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner sits down with Steve Pynakker, creator of Mormon Book Reviews and one of the most unique bridge-builders in the religious landscape. Steve shares his lifelong fascination with the Restoration, his journey through evangelical Christianity, atheism, and back into a reconstructed faith, and the spiritual insights he’s gained across traditions.

Together, Meghan and Steve explore the feminine and masculine elements of religion, personal revelation, the role of mystical experience, faith crises, and why genuine connection with God often requires stepping outside institutional boundaries. They dive into the tension between apologetics and Christlike love, the dangers of zeal without compassion, and the shared work of healing religious division.

This heartfelt and challenging conversation invites listeners to seek God beyond labels, recognize the divine image in every person, and cultivate a faith centered on love, humility, and spiritual authenticity.

00:00–02:10 | Introduction

02:10–07:30 | How Steve Entered the Mormon World

07:30–13:00 | Faith Deconstruction and Atheism

13:00–16:20 | Looking for Christ Instead of Faults

16:20–22:10 | The Ego Death of Faith Crisis

22:10–28:00 | Masculine and Feminine in Religion

28:00–33:20 | Toxicity, Power, and the Danger of Misused Zeal

33:20–38:00 | Responsibility as a Public Voice

38:00–44:40 | Where Apologetics Goes Wrong

44:40–52:30 | The Mirror: Calling Communities to Repentance

52:30–56:40 | The Three Questions That Transform Dialogue

56:40–59:00 | Closing Reflections: Love as the Center

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd

In this profound episode, Meghan Farner and McKenna Woolley explore sacred sexuality—how pleasure, creativity, and divine connection are intertwined. They discuss healing sexual shame, restoring feminine energy, and finding God through embodiment, love, and conscious partnership.

🕰️ Timestamps of Key Conversation Points

00:00–03:14 — Announcements & Updates
Meghan shares gratitude for donors, introduces the new Hidden Wisdom Academy, and details upcoming courses on symbolism, the temple, and divine feminine teachings.

03:14–05:29 — Guest Introduction: McKenna Woolley
McKenna introduces herself as a mother of five, artist, and holistic practitioner whose spiritual awakening deepened after the loss of her child.

05:29–08:20 — Holistic Healing & Spiritual Growth
McKenna shares how motherhood led her into holistic health, herbalism, and sound healing—discovering spirituality through the body.

08:20–11:53 — Awakening Sacred Sexuality
The conversation turns to sacred sexuality: Meghan notes how women are often disconnected from their bodies, and McKenna describes her healing journey through pleasure, grief, and surrender.

11:53–16:10 — Balancing Masculine and Feminine Energy in Marriage
McKenna explains how letting go of control and allowing her husband to step into his masculine role transformed their relationship and intimacy.

16:10–18:57 — Sexuality, Creativity, and Manifestation
She connects sexuality to creativity, abundance, and spiritual manifestation, explaining the role of the sacral chakra as a center of creation and joy.

18:57–23:10 — Understanding the Sacral Chakra
McKenna describes the body’s energetic system and how sexual energy fuels creativity, relationships, and connection with the divine.

23:10–27:24 — Polarity and Feminine Design
Meghan and McKenna discuss the importance of masculine–feminine polarity in relationships and the spiritual design behind gendered energy.

27:24–34:39 — Healing Shame and Redefining Sexuality
They examine inherited beliefs from religious conditioning—how “good girl” programming and misinterpretation of scripture create sexual shame—and how reclaiming pleasure restores holiness.

34:39–40:49 — Sex as a Spiritual Practice
Exploration of tantric principles, sacred intimacy, and how vulnerability and confession open deeper connection to God and spouse.

40:49–46:50 — Pleasure as Creative Power
McKenna shares how awakening her sensuality unlocked creativity, finances, and faith—linking pleasure to divine creation and manifestation.

46:50–52:56 — Healing Through the Body and Mirror Work
Discussion of body acceptance, postpartum healing, and viewing the body as sacred art—a covenant partner with the spirit.

52:56–58:17 — Resources and Next Steps
McKenna shares safe ways to learn about sacred sexuality, including her Facebook group Sacred Feminine Sensuality and recommended authors.

58:17–End — Closing Reflections
Meghan and McKenna close with gratitude, emphasizing that sacred sexuality is about healing shame, honoring the body, and reconnecting with divine joy.

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd

In this revealing episode, Meghan Farner and guest Michelle Stone explore the roots of polygamy in Latter-day Saint history, asking whether it truly originated with God or with men. Together they uncover scriptural context, historical distortions, and the divine truth about feminine worth.

🕰️ Timestamps

00:01–03:18 — Meghan introduces the episode, explains why it was delayed, and contextualizes her earlier conversations with Michelle Stone and Cheryl Bruno on the topic.

03:18–05:33 — Meghan shares her personal struggle with Section 132 and her spiritual experience seeking God’s confirmation about polygamy.

05:33–10:44 — Discussion on discernment: shifting from “Did Joseph practice polygamy?” to “Is polygamy of the Most High God?” and understanding scripture as a reflection of humanity’s interaction with God.

10:44–18:03 — Meghan unpacks temple symbolism, eternal sealing, and the divine masculine–feminine union as a spiritual metaphor rather than literal marital hierarchy.

18:03–21:35 — Transition to Michelle Stone’s portion: “Myth-busting” begins. Meghan invites listeners to listen with openness and spiritual discernment.

21:35–25:53 — Michelle describes how her research began, confronting pro-polygamy scholars, and addressing the “raise up seed” justification from Jacob 2.

25:53–43:26 — Michelle and Meghan discuss how scripture has been misread to justify polygamy, the mistreatment of women, and the corruptions in early Utah history.

43:26–47:14 — Addressing biblical examples (Abraham, Jacob, David) as cautionary tales rather than divine endorsements of plural marriage.

47:14–1:06:07 — Historical evidence: Joseph Smith’s consistent opposition to polygamy; discussion of altered journals and fraudulent Utah-era edits.

1:06:07–1:13:03 — Examination of Brigham Young’s revisions, accusations against Emma Smith, and the unreliable affidavits created after Joseph’s death.

1:13:03–1:17:00 — Michelle and Meghan discuss middle ground—staying spiritually anchored without idolizing or vilifying leaders.

1:17:00–1:20:00 — Michelle explains how the earliest affidavits emerged decades later and were not written by the women themselves, exposing historical manipulation.

1:20:00–1:25:00 — Closing reflections on discernment, the importance of anchoring in Christ, and invitations to personal revelation rather than institutional narratives.

Additional Resources: 

Seeking the Truth about Polygamy, Part 1 with Michelle Stone - https://youtu.be/ekv_TZkU0Zo?si=sxUPmdFImT3-FgIl

Seeking the Truth about Polygamy, Part 2 with Cheryl Bruno - https://youtu.be/067Q9HiUae0?si=B8PLIych0xaBDMO7

Gwendolyn Wyne - https://www.youtube.com/@gwendolynwyne

Still Mormon Podcast - https://www.youtube.com/@StillMormon 

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd

In this powerful episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner and guest Ryan Carnahan explore the modern man’s path from shame and addiction to strength, wholeness, and divine leadership. Ryan shares his personal transformation—how overcoming isolation, emotional suppression, and false independence led him to create The King’s Core, a movement helping men reclaim clarity, ownership, resilience, and execution in their lives. Together, Meghan and Ryan unpack masculine healing, the hero’s journey, and how men can preside with love, protection, and spiritual alignment.

Timestamps & Key Discussion Points

• 00:00 – 02:00 | Introduction: welcoming Ryan and the continuing series on divine masculinity
• 02:00 – 04:00 | Ryan’s early life: loneliness, insecurity, and early exposure to addiction
• 04:00 – 07:00 | Struggles with hiding, shame, and the roots of self-worth
• 07:00 – 10:00 | Discovering that pornography and addiction are emotional—not moral—issues
• 10:00 – 12:00 | Healing begins with emotional awareness and connection
• 12:00 – 14:30 | Meghan’s insights on repentance as integration and feminine inner work
• 15:00 – 17:00 | The hero’s journey, Christ as the archetype, and transformation through suffering
• 18:00 – 21:00 | Choosing into life experiences and reclaiming personal accountability
• 21:00 – 23:00 | Agency, ownership, and co-creating change from within
• 23:00 – 26:30 | Why men resist inner work and the illusion of independence
• 26:30 – 28:30 | The pencil analogy: discovering connection through interdependence and gratitude
• 29:00 – 31:00 | God as partnership—not domination—and divine interconnection
• 32:00 – 36:00 | Breaking the “doom cycle” of burnout, shame, and disconnection
• 36:00 – 39:00 | Emotional regulation, self-mastery, and protecting through presence
• 39:00 – 41:00 | The balance of danger and safety in divine masculinity
• 41:00 – 44:00 | Becoming the true protector through healing inner shadows
• 44:00 – 46:30 | The King’s Core: building inner frameworks for leadership and discipline
• 46:30 – 49:30 | Medieval symbolism and the hero’s archetype in Ryan’s program
• 49:30 – 51:30 | Redefining addiction as misdirected coping and returning to alignment
• 52:00 – 53:30 | Final reflections: healing, leadership, and grounded divine masculinity

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd

Was Halloween part of the ancient sacred tradition? In this episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan Farner uncovers the forgotten roots of All Hallow’s Eve — from the Festival of the Dead to its connections with the Pleiades, divine feminine archetypes, and global flood myths. Explore how cultures across the world once honored death, rebirth, and ancestral connection at this sacred time of year. Learn how to reclaim the holy essence of Halloween through intention, gratitude, and light-filled observance.

Timestamps & Key Discussion Points

• 00:00 – 01:14 | Opening reflections and gratitude to Hidden Wisdom supporters
• 01:14 – 02:05 | Why Meghan felt inspired to speak on Halloween and its controversy
• 02:28 – 03:24 | Addressing misconceptions: Is Halloween demonic or meaningless?
• 03:42 – 04:17 | Introducing the deeper purpose of exploring ancient origins
• 04:32 – 05:26 | Quote from History of Halloween — witches, symbolism, and folklore
• 05:26 – 06:53 | Global “Festival of the Dead” traditions across cultures and eras
• 07:06 – 09:32 | Parallel celebrations: Celtic Samhain, Egyptian Osiris, Mayan, Persian, and Polynesian rites
• 09:48 – 10:22 | The Pleiades constellation, comets, and the heavenly signs of the season
• 10:46 – 12:41 | The Flood connection — how ancient trauma unified human remembrance
• 13:57 – 15:15 | Death and rebirth as a universal cycle; spiritual implications
• 15:32 – 17:10 | Feminine symbols in Halloween: Hathor, Isis, the flood, and the Seven Sisters
• 17:28 – 18:30 | The misunderstood witch: wise women, midwives, and ancient wisdom
• 18:46 – 20:28 | Modern misconceptions and redeeming the spiritual roots of the holiday
• 20:51 – 22:13 | Reclaiming intention — celebrating with light, love, and purpose
• 22:33 – 23:37 | Family traditions: “Switch Witch,” ancestral remembrance, and seasonal rituals
• 23:54 – 25:33 | Honoring ancestors, creating altars, and feasting in gratitude
• 25:33 – 26:44 | Reflection rituals: letting go of the old and writing a year’s-end blessing
• 26:44 – 27:10 | Avoiding fear and judgment — reclaiming joy in spiritual discernment
• 27:40 – 28:49 | Closing blessings: seeing light, abundance, and love in all observance

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd

In this heartfelt episode of Hidden Wisdom, Meghan explores the shift from spiritual childhood to divine adulthood—learning to co-create with God instead of simply obeying. She reflects on agency, accountability, and the difference between submission and partnership in our relationship with the Divine. Through personal insights on obligation, desire, and parenting, Meghan invites listeners to reclaim their creative power and see God as a loving collaborator rather than a distant commander.

Timestamps & Key Discussion Points

• 00:00 – 02:27 | Opening reflections: updates, transparency about marketing and money, and a heartfelt ask for community support
• 03:04 – 04:38 | Hidden Wisdom’s purpose and a discussion on authenticity and sustainability in spiritual work
• 05:01 – 06:33 | Introducing today’s theme: obligation, agency, and partnership with God
• 06:55 – 07:57 | Realizing God doesn’t want forced obedience but genuine, self-directed choice
• 08:16 – 10:08 | The difference between submission and co-creation — growing from spiritual child to spiritual adult
• 10:38 – 11:27 | How God invites us to lead, decide, and create in collaboration
• 11:51 – 14:04 | God grants according to our desires: understanding divine support through free will
• 14:25 – 16:08 | Learning to set the destination and surrender the process — the essence of co-creation
• 16:33 – 17:59 | Real-life examples of co-creating with God in decision-making and family life
• 18:27 – 19:41 | Parallels between parenting and divine partnership: rethinking spiritual authority
• 20:03 – 22:30 | Moving beyond “obedient child” paradigms into spiritual maturity and equality
• 22:49 – 23:35 | God’s glory and our glory are one — ascension as mutual evolution
• 23:52 – 24:18 | Closing gratitude, community reflection, and shared journey

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd

In this follow-up conversation on Hidden Wisdom, Meghan and Kyson Kidd explore the deeper layers of divine masculinity—courage, faith, resilience, and surrender. Kyson shares insights on identity, healing, and authentic connection with God as he continues to walk the path of transformation.

Timestamps & Key Discussion Points

• 00:00 – 02:15 | Opening thoughts and welcoming Kyson back
• 03:04 – 07:20 | What divine masculinity looks like in daily life
• 08:05 – 12:50 | Identity, courage, and choosing authenticity over ego
• 13:22 – 17:40 | Healing the masculine heart through surrender and faith
• 18:15 – 22:33 | Balancing strength with humility and compassion
• 23:05 – 27:44 | Walking with God as a man of courage and integrity
• 28:12 – 32:18 | Divine masculinity as a path of service and stewardship
• 33:01 – 36:45 | Kyson’s reflections on resilience, agency, and spiritual leadership
• 37:22 – 39:30 | Closing insights and encouragement for men and women

Learn more at: https://meghanfarner.com

Connect with us:
• Instagram: @hiddenwisdompod
• YouTube: @hiddenwisdomldd