For most teenage boys who play American football in high school, the National Football League is the dream goal. They will practice for hours every day to get that one chance to make it to the big time. But for Ryan O'Callaghan, he was training for a different reason. Ryan was gay and desperate to hide his sexuality from everybody. He knew the masculine world of football was the perfect place to hide. His career inadvertently took off and he was catapulted into stardom playing for the New England Patriots. But his secret was becoming unbearable, until an unlikely intervention from a kind stranger.

Ryan's book is called 'My Life on the Line.'

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Presenter: Katy Davis

Producer: Mariana Des Forges

Picture: Ryan O'Callaghan in his New England Patriots kit

Picture Credit: Courtesy of the New England Patriots, Keith Nordstrom-Katie Luther Photography