Cults to Consciousness

How Incestuous Polygamy Cult Led Her to Dangerous Toxic Relationships (ft. @TheAmandaRaeGrant )


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Amanda Rae ( @TheAmandaRaeGrant ) shares 3 of her most prominent and shocking post-cult relationships, full of betrayal and manipulation. High control groups, by design, eliminate intuition, manipulate people into doing things they don’t want to do, and make them believe they are freely choosing that lifestyle. This can also happen in relationships. It’s far too common for cult survivors to fall prey to people who can take advantage of their vulnerabilities.

Check out Shelise’s horror stories on Amanda’s channel
Find and support Amanda!
YouTube: ​⁠​⁠ @TheAmandaRaeGrant 
IG: @amandaraegrant
If you or someone you love has left polygamy and needs assistance, please reach out to "Holding Out HELP" at 801-548-3492 or visit their website at www.holdingouthelp.org


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Chapter Marks

00:00:00 Intro
00:03:00 Are bad relationships due to daddy issues?
00:06:43 What it was like growing up in The Order
00:14:29 Living in different mental worlds
00:16:22 The impact of a parent's prejudice on their chiIdren
00:18:14 Issues from the cult that lingered after getting out
00:21:11 Amanda's box of clothes
00:22:54 Cult men and narcissistic tendencies
00:25:01 Amanda's still in the cult mindset after leaving
00:27:32 Spiritual manipulation in relationships
00:29:00 A narcissist's lack of empathy and awareness
00:33:13 Leaving narcissistic relationships vs leaving The Order
00:36:35 Continuously in bad relationships after leaving a cult
00:37:28 Amanda's 2nd toxic relationship
00:45:20 Amanda's toxic behavior
00:51:19 Amanda's 3rd toxic relationship
00:52:02 Issues with love-bombing
00:54:21 Amanda's qualifications for relationships now
00:55:41 Amanda's most recent relationship
00:58:26 Little things that add up
01:01:09 The last straw
01:11:17 The good that came of it and meeting Winston's ex
01:14:00 The saga continues... in court
01:27:37 Emotional intelligence and accountability
01:31:45 What helped Shelise?
01:35:09 Listen, Linda
01:35:47 Outro
Theme Song Produced and Composed by Christian Guevara
**Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.**

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