Hiiiiiiii,

This is the episode.

The one I’ve played out in my head a thousand times… but honestly, there were days I wasn’t sure it would ever exist.

For two years, I’ve been on a fertility rollercoaster that’s chewed me up, spat me out, patched me together and then thrown me back on for another round. 

I’ve sat in waiting rooms with my heart in my throat. I’ve done injections at 6 am with shaking hands. I’ve cried in carparks. I’ve Googled at 2 am until my eyes stung.

And now… I finally get to tell you what happened after our first IVF transfer.

And our second.

Tune in as my beautiful friend, Heidi Anderson, asks me all the juicy questions:

• The traumatic experience that put me off IVF for good
• My rock-bottom moment and why I "gave up" 
• The (drugged-up, high AF) second transfer, and the crazy dreams and messages I started receiving
• The moment Paul and I found out… sitting by a campfire, off-grid, holding our breath.
• My reaction, Paul's reaction, friends' and family's reactions
• My first trimester experience (wtf, am I actually typng this?!) 
• My gender prediction...and so much more.

Honestly, this is my favourite episode yet.

Whether you’ve been here from the start of my journey or you’ve only just joined The Mind School family, this one’s for you, because you’ve been holding hope for me in ways you might not even realise.

🎧 Listen now to The Mind School Podcast and be part of the moment I’ll remember for the rest of my life.

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With all my love,

 B x

P.S. I talk about the exact playlist my friends made for me for my embryo transfer and why one song will always make me cry now.

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