As a 12 year old, Ruth loved to chat with her friends online but it wasn't long before a predator found and groomed her. This very quickly became a real life, sexually abusive relationship between a child and a full grown adult paedophile. We have spoken to a few chid abuse victims on this podcast but Ruth's memory of this time is so clear that we get a real insight into what 12 year old her was thinking and experiencing. I think it's so important for parents to hear this story to understand how it happens.

Content warning: this episode focusses very heavily on child sexual abuse and drug abuse.

• Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800.
• Blue Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.au
• For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015.

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I found John after watching The Secret and it's been a lifelong dream to be speaking to him in this way. Today we get into the nitty gritty of what manifestation really is. The actions you must take alongside manifesting to make it work, otherwise, John says you're living in a fantasy.

Content warning: this episode contains mention of sexual assault. 1800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service.

Follow John on Instagram @drjohndemartini

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You know her as Emma Wiggle (now Emma Memma) but you probably don't know the fascinating journey she's taken, from becoming a Wiggle to leaving what many would call the dream job. But she's found a higher purpose and today we discuss how she came to discover that and how she's using it to serve people and children everywhere.

Follow Emma on Instagram @emmawatkinsofficial

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Today I really want to get into neuroplasticity and how it relates to manifestation. Rick is a psychologist who focuses on positive neuroplasticity and we get right into where science ends and the divine begins. As well as who can benefit most and what to do if your family is not supportive of this journey.

Follow Rick on Instagram @rickhansonphd

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Glen grew up on the streets of Sydney. What he has survived is absolutely incredible, homelessness, drug addiction, crime and the absurdity of our judicial system. He's lived through the worst aspects of humanity and has wise words for the rest of us.

Content warning: This episode discusses child sexual abuse and addiction. Resources are linked below.

• For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015.
• Samsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1800 472676 or [email protected]
• Blue Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.au

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Let's talk about empowerment. Finding the audacity to be the best version of yourself, the sacrifices you might make and if it's worth it. Lisa Bilyeu is the perfect example of this. She has turned so much of her life on its head - her business, her marriage, her family. I hope you find this one really inspirational.

Follow Lisa on Instagram @lisabilyeu

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The Port Arthur massacre. It's common knowledge in the minds of Australians but it's not often we hear the story of a family who lived through this first hand. Sue's mother was shot and killed during the massacre and her whole family feels the effects of it, even today.

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Today I'm speaking to witch, psychic, author, astrologer, spiritual being Hollie Azzopardi. I intended this episode to be about gateways to explore your spirituality, it became something else. It is hilarious, it is shocking, it is wild. You are going to enjoy this thoroughly.

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If you are a new mum, a mum to be, or if you suffer with anxiety, this episode is going to be really important. We discuss how to tie the work in with SSRIs, hormones and your inner self. It's such a beautiful place to start. I'm joined by Gabby Bernstein who is a spiritual self help author.

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You may have heard of your soul contract. If you haven't, it essentially means- what you are here to do. But I had no idea there was somebody you could see that could explain what your actual soul contract was. This is done by reading your birth name. Don't worry, I was skeptical too but tried it and was kind of blown away so today we're speaking to Charlotte Milda who reads soul contracts.

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