为你读英语美文·第262期：你不会得到我的仇恨 · 永清

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You Will Not HaveMy Hatred

你不会得到我的仇恨

作者：Antoine Leiris

On Friday eveningyou stole the life of an exceptional person, the love of my life, the mother ofmy son, but you will not have my hatred.

周五晚上，你偷走了一个特别的人的生命。她是我一生的挚爱，是我儿子的母亲，然而，你别想得到我的仇恨。

I don't know whoyou are and I don't want to know, you are dead souls.

我不知道你是谁，也不想知道。你们是已死的魂灵。

If this God forwhom you kill blindly made us in his image, then every bullet in the body of mywife is wounding in his heart.

如果你为之盲目杀戮的神，曾照他的样子造了人类，那么我妻子身体里的每一颗子弹，都该是他心上的一道伤口。

So no, I will notgive you the gift of hating you.

所以，不，你不会得到我的仇恨。

You obviously wantit, but responding to it with anger would be to give in to the same ignorancethat has made you what you are.

显然你想得到它，然而若我们以愤怒置之，相当于向无知妥协，而你正是无知的产物。

You would like meto be scared, for me to look at my fellow citizens with a suspicious eye, forme to sacrifice my liberty for my security. You have lost.

你渴望我恐惧，渴望我向同胞投去不信任的目光，渴望我为了安全牺牲自由？你不会得逞的。

I saw her thismorning, finally after nights and days of waiting.

今天早上，在几天几夜的漫长等待之后，我见到了她。

She was asbeautiful as she was when she left on Friday evening, as beautiful as when Ifell madly in love with her more than 12 years ago.

她还是那么美，像周五晚上离开家时一样，像12年前我疯狂爱上她时一样。

Of course I amdevastated with grief, I will give you this tiny victory, but it will be ashort lived.

当然，我痛不欲生，不过你只能得到这一丁点胜利，因为这种痛苦是暂时的。

I know she willjoin us every day and we will find each other in the paradise of free soulswhich you will never have access to.

我知道，她还是每天都跟我们在一起，将来我们会在属于自由灵魂的天堂里重逢，那儿你永远也进不去。

There are only twoof us, my son and I. But we will be stronger than any army in this world.

我和儿子，虽然我们只有两个人，但我们比世界上所有的军队都要强大。

I can't waste anymore time on you.

无论如何，我没时间浪费在你们身上。

I will go back tomy son, who has just woken up from his sleep. 

我得回到我儿子身边，他在睡觉，很快就要醒了。

He is just 17months old.

他只有17个月大。

He'll eat hissnack just like every other day. We are going to play like just like everyother day.

他会一如往常地吃零食，我会一如往常地陪他玩耍。

And all his life,this little boy will be happy and free.

在这个小男孩生命中的每一天，他都会幸福和自由。

You don't have hishatred either.

因为你也得不到他的仇恨。

Antoine Leiris

安东尼.莱里斯

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