What if the reason you can't get to where you want to go… isn't about what you're doing but who you're being?

It took me half a year to learn this lesson. And one simple shift at 4:15am changed everything.

This is a Grow With Me solo episode, coming straight off the back of our brother-to-brother wānanga where tāne came together in person after 12 weeks of journeying online.

I'm sharing three things in this kōrero:

The teachings that came through the wānanga — clarity, the subconscious mind, and how the weeds we never planted are still running our lives. The honest, real-time experience of the post-wānanga come-down (yes, I popped off at the tamariki and what that taught me). And the framework that's changed my entire year: What / How / Who — and why focusing on who you need to become is the only thing that actually moves the needle.

This one's for the Tāne who showed up, for anyone in service mode whose cup is drained, and for everyone in the Planting Seeds whānau who's stepping out of old paths into something more aligned 🌱

EPISODE BREAKDOWN

✨ The brother-to-brother wānanga✨ Why the weeds in your subconscious mind aren't yours✨ How "internal safety" changes the way you show up✨ The honest truth about the post-wānanga come-down✨ Keeping your energy in — the discipline of grace when your cup is drained✨ The What / How / Who framework that changed everything✨ Why waking up at 4:15am unlocked a year of alignment✨ The one simple action hidden in every transformation

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What if the system that's meant to heal us is actually the thing keeping our whānau sick?

Dr Nina Scott has spent six years fighting for something basic: a seat at the table for Māori in cancer care. And the government still said no.

In this kōrero recorded at the World Indigenous Cancer Conference in Aotearoa, I sit down with Dr Nina Scott — one of the most respected Māori health leaders in this country, and a global voice for Indigenous cancer equity.

We get into the hard stuff: the bowel screening kaupapa that could have saved Māori and Pasifika lives, the political decisions made for votes instead of whānau, Big Tobacco and Big Food's grip on our communities, and the deep mahi being done to reconnect with our whenua, our kai, and our own sovereignty.

This conversation matters because it's not just about cancer. It's about how decisions made in offices we'll never sit in are shaping the wellbeing of generations to come — and what we can do about it from where we stand.

Episode Breakdown

✨ Why a "seat at the table" is the most basic ask — and still being denied✨ The bowel screening decision that's costing Māori lives✨ Why most Māori bowel cancers are diagnosed before age 60 — and why screening starts at 58✨ How Big Tobacco and Big Food are repeating the same playbook on our whānau✨ Whiri — the kaupapa navigator programme transforming how whānau receive cancer care✨ Why our health system treats us as broken parts, not whole people✨ Looking after whānau as the maximising whole-of-game

🔗 Episode LinksMore on Dr Nina Scott: https://www.heiahurumowai.org.nz/nina-bio🙏 Te Rau Ora: ⁠https://terauora.com/🎗 Hei Āhuru Mōwai:⁠ https://www.heiahurumowai.org.nz/🌱 Planting Seeds Community: ⁠⁠https://www.skool.com/seeds-of-self

In this episode I sit down with Professor Jason Gurney, epidemiologist, researcher, and author of The Twisted Chain, to unpack one of the most uncomfortable truths in Aotearoa: that the health outcomes for Māori aren't a story of personal failure. They're a story of systems.

Jason's work studies the causes, patterns and spread of disease across populations and the data tells a story most of us were never taught. From colonisation, to where vape shops and fast food outlets are deliberately placed, to alcohol availability in our communities.

But this kōrero isn't doom. Jason carries an optimism that lifted me up. He sees how far we've come, and where we're headed, and he reminds us that change is already happening.

Episode Breakdown

✨ Why responsibility for Māori health sits at a systems level, not just individual✨ How vape, alcohol and fast food stores are strategically located in our communities✨ What being an epidemiologist actually means.✨ The hidden patterns behind Māori cancer outcomes✨ Why Jason remains optimistic about where we're headed✨ Practical reflections for making better hauora decisions

This conversation is about identity, agency, and reclaiming the story of our health. It's about understanding the bigger picture so we can stop carrying shame that was never ours to begin with, and step into informed, empowered choices for ourselves, our whānau and the generations coming through.

Hauora isn't just a personal journey. It's a collective one.

🔗 Episode Links

📚 Jason's pukapuka: The Twisted Chain🙏 Te Rau Ora: HERE🎗 Hei Āhuru Mōwai: HERE

🌱 Seeds of Self: ⁠HERE

What got you here . . .won't keep you here.The old version of me was quietly running the show AND I almost didn't catch it.

This is a Grow With Me episode, just you and me, no guest, raw and reflective. From my 34th birthday to my 35th, I made a commitment to ask myself one simple question every single day in my journal: "What will I embody today?"

It's been the most grounding, identity-shifting practice I've done in a long time. But on this run of blessings and momentum, I noticed something . . . old habits, old language, old thinking trying to pull me back into a version of me I've already outgrown.

Episode Breakdown

✨ The daily journal practice anchoring my year

✨ The daily "What will I embody today?" question.

✨ How "I'm busy" and "I'm full on" became sneaky permission slips

✨ Catching the old identity before it sabotages the new

✨ Why growth isn't becoming someone new, it's returning

✨ Staying aligned with the energy that got you here

🔗 LINKS

🌱 Planting Seeds Community: HERE

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Deeply honoured to be joined by Dr Jacquie Kidd, a respected Māori health researcher, advocate, and wahine toa whose life's work has been about creating equity within Aotearoa's healthcare system.

This kōrero was recorded during the World Indigenous Cancer Conference, hosted by Hei Āhuru Mōwai and Te Rau Ora, a gathering that brought indigenous voices from across the world together to talk about cancer, care, and culture.

Jacquie shares the path that led her into healthcare, beginning as a young girl caring for her pāpā, and opens her heart about her current journey of "living fully while dying" after receiving a terminal cancer diagnosis.

This is one of those conversations that reminds you what actually matters.

Episode Breakdown

✨ What is equity?✨ Why equity in healthcare for Māori isn't optional✨ What it means to truly live✨ The beauty and sadness of dying✨ Whānau wellbeing is centric✨ The quiet power of presence, whānau, and acceptance

Jacquie's kōrero invites us to ask the questions most of us avoid:

• What am I actually doing with my time?
• Who am I when stripped of the noise?
• What legacy am I leaving for those who come after me?

In te ao Māori, death is not a separation but a transition, a continuation of whakapapa and for Jacquie she gets to see hug her mokopuna before they enter te ao marama.

If this kōrero touched something in you — drop a comment and let us know what landed or share this episode with someone who needs the reminder that life is happening now.

Show Links

Purchase Jacquie's book: Ngakaurua

More on Te Rau Ora: HERE

More on Hei Āhuru Mōwai: HERE

Join Online Community: HERE

What if you put yourself first?

I'm 66 hours into a 4-day juice fast and I want to take you inside what's actually happening — physically, mentally, and spiritually.

I aligned this fast with my deload week of training on purpose. Giving back to my tinana by giving it the space to rest, recover, replenish and rebuild.

In the second half I get into something I've been sitting with for a while which is, the cost of always being the sacrifice. So many of us pour everything into mahi, into whānau, into showing up for everyone else, and quietly accept that we'll be the ones running on empty.

BUT it doesn't have to be that way.

Episode Breakdown

✨ Why I chose a 4-day fast

✨ How deload week + fasting is giving back

✨ Why being "the sacrifice" is quietly costing your whānau more than it gives them

✨ The shift that happens when you put yourself on your own priority list

✨ Why happiness and providing aren't opposites

This one's for the ones who give everything and wonder why they feel empty. You're allowed to be on the list too. In fact, you have to be.

If this lands for you, the Planting Seeds Community is open — a space of people who are choosing to show up for themselves, not at the expense of their loved ones, but because of them.

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Meth is in almost every whānau in Aotearoa — whether we want to admit it or not.This kōrero might be the one that finally cracks it open.

Marley Taipeti is a third-generation Black Power member who walked through the fire of addiction, dealing meth, violence, and the kind of pain most people never speak about. But instead of leaving the environment that nearly took him, he chose to stay in it AND change it from the inside.

In this episode, Marley shares his journey openly about the highest of highs, the lowest of lows, and the moment he decided his whānau deserved more. What followed wasn't just his own transformation BUT he sparked the same shift in his wife, and countless others around him.

We both mahi for Waiariki Whānau Mentoring, a Māori hauora kaupapa supporting our hardest-to-reach communities, most often, our gang whānau. This episode is for anyone who's been told they're too far gone to come back.

Episode Breakdown

✨ The reality of meth in our communities — no sugar-coating✨ What addiction actually feels like from the inside✨ Why he chose to stay in the gang environment instead of running from it✨ How transformation ripples through whānau✨ The role of kaupapa Māori in healing✨ What real accountability looks like✨ Leading by example when no one taught you how

Where to Next

💬 Drop a highlight in the comments if this kōrero landed for you.🔗 Reach out to Waiariki Whānau Mentoring HERE if you or someone you love needs tautoko.🌱 Join the Planting Seeds Community HERE.

This episode is about the theme of the upcoming wānanga on the 2nd of May, held at Otamarakau Marae.

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Beauty comes from struggle.

In this episode, I sit down with Jesse Wynyard, a purpose-driven creator expressing himself through hip-hop, music, and movement, while supporting others through healing and transformation.

This conversation goes deep.

We talk about breaking through conditioning. Moving through healing. The power of forgiveness. And learning the lessons from the breakdowns that guide you to breakthroughs.

Jesse is about to drop his new album 'Out the Mud', a body of work that speaks to the beauty born from struggle, pain, and growth.

If you're in a season where you're questioning the journey, feeling stuck in the mud, or searching for the lessons in the breakdown, this kōrero will meet you where you are.

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🔗 Stream 'Out the Mud' (coming soon): Spotify Link

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"Boring is where the unlock is. Results don't come quick but they MUST come eventually."

I just turned 34, and this season of life feels different. Not because everything's changed, but because I finally stopped waiting for the big moments and started finding purpose in the everyday, boring things.

This kōrero is about gratitude, gaps, showing up fully, and why the next 365 days is about structure, systems, and zero compromise.

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