Winter is the deep dive into the void. It seems empty. Lonely even. But this is the season where everything is born.

The Winter Solstice is the darkest night. It's time to start our return to the light.

In this episode, we are closing down the year with honor to the light, in reverence to the fruitful darkness. The necessary spaces of stillness and emptiness. When there is nowhere to go and nothing else to be done. Can you stay? Can you tend the hearth? Can you chop wood and carry water when the party is over? Let's get into it.

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Why do we fight ourselves so hard when we’re standing at the edge of real transformation?

In this episode, we explore the spiritual physics of surrender — the natural laws that explain why resistance shows up, why it gets louder right before a breakthrough, and how surrender becomes the doorway to clarity, relief, and alignment.

You’ll learn what resistance actually is (on a nervous system, ego, and soul level), why your patterns intensify when change is near, and how plant medicine teaches the mechanics of letting go. If you’re exhausted from gripping, forcing, overriding your intuition, or pretending “this is fine,” this conversation will help you understand what’s really happening beneath the surface.

Surrender isn’t weakness. It’s a path of grace, responsibility, and collaboration with the deeper intelligence guiding your life.

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Our linear, materialist understanding of death is fundamentally flawed because it allows the terrified ego to define what death is — instead of looking to Nature and Spirit for the truth. We intuitively know the life cycle is a circle, yet we run from death because it appears to be THE END.

But the medicine of a conscious life shows us a deeper truth:Life is circles and spirals and expansions. Death is life is death is life.Nothing ever dies. Everything transforms. Energy is eternal.

We are here to escape the cages of our own belief systems and fears. And it’s LOVE that is patiently nudging us off the cliffs of our limitations. The constructs of our understanding, the frameworks we’ve existed in, the structures and agreements we inherited — they’re being rejected. New worlds are being created inside our consciousness. This is our work individually and for the collective.The spiritual path is here to teach us how to die well.To remember that death is a ritual. A ceremony. A holy initiation.

So if you can feel something in you loosening, cracking, shedding… if you’re standing on the edge with an abyss waiting to swallow you — this episode is your parachute, roadmap, and featherbed once you jump. Listen to this invitation to stop resisting, to honor your endings, and to step into the initiation that’s already unfolding.

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The rebellion within is the rebellion without. It comes from nervous system activation. From boundaries being crossed again and again. From unprocessed anger. It comes from the silent rage of the feminine inside that is beyond done with being silenced, coerced, and violated.

And most often, in conscious embodiment, you are forced to accept that you are the one doing violence to yourself. Not on purpose. But by living in constant override of your own intuition and inner knowing. By ignoring your body's simple requests. By trying to avoid feeling your feelings because your unconscious thinks it feels safer to struggle with symptoms and pain.

The body says, "No. I will not participate in this fabrication."

It has refused to engage in anything that is not radically authentic and softly nourishing. The old coping mechanisms no longer work. It is unbearably loud. And there is nowhere left to run. Because as you well know, you can't go backward. You can't unring the bell.

The answer is to listen and surrender. To do that as many times as it takes. As long as it takes. Until you feel yourself release into safety.

And real safety isn't destruction of all the systems and rules and scaffolding. It's the wisdom of knowing how to thrive inside of it. This week's show is a messy exploration of all the ways we override the body and how to stop. How to stay. How to be here now.

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How to always be in the right place at the right time is to change your perception.

Stop looking for a moment, and cultivate a relationship.Tap into the ongoing conversation between your soul, your nervous system, your emotional waves, your inspired actions, and trusting the living intelligence of the Universe.

And here’s the wild part:Alignment isn’t something you go out and GET by doing stuff. It’s a vibe you allow. A flow you release and relax into.Something you catch the way you catch a wave — by softening, not by thrashing.

When you stop demanding certainty, you begin to feel the subtle pulse of divine timing.You start to pay attention to the window that flings opens instead of the door that slammed close.You hear your intuition grow louder beneath the noise of the old patterns and habits. You recognize that the chapter you’re in — even if it’s messy, even if it’s uncomfortable — is sacred and necessary. And actually, you're ok right here, right now.

You are not late.You are not lost.You didn’t miss it.You are standing exactly where the next part of your becoming can find you.

This week on the podcast, I’m exploring how to always know — in your body, in your spirit, in your lived experience — that you are in the right place at the right time.Not philosophically.Not as a cute spiritual slogan.But as an embodied mindset and belief practice that shifts your nervous system and changes what stories you are telling yourself about your place in the world. Let's exhale together.

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Spiraling is how it feels when you are in that state of flailing overwhelm. Where everything bad and wrong and scary and stressful keeps getting amplified. When you take one step forward and ten steps back. It's the perfect shit storm of anxiety, hypervigilance, hypersensitivity, and low capacity that creates room for all your negative thought patterns to run wild.

We call it spiraling because it feels like you are falling into a deep and winding abyss (and your nervous system is activated and being very dramatic.)

Often you are so identified with the spiral as being YOU DOING IT WRONG that you forget that you have a choice.

The spiral is not YOU. It's your human experience which is narrated by a lot of programming coming from outside of you.

We sit with psychedelics because they create space. They are a universal pause creator that invites other perspectives to get in. And what happens when you pause and allow the spiral to show you itself, to look at it more fully. To feel into it. To contemplate it. To redefine and reframe what is happening to an opportunity instead of life being out to get you... you realize that you're not actually falling, going backward, or failing. Because the spiral is always expanding and evolving.

This week on the show, I'm exploring what to do when you're caught in the downward spiral. You'll learn how to recognize this in yourself, and how to slow things down so you can gain a different perspective and ride the spiral into deeper healing and more authenticity. The spiral is your friend, and you've got this!

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Family healing is one of the most challenging and rewarding paths of working with plant medicine.

At some point on this path, you may find yourself in a place of sacred solitude. When old relationships are falling away or changing, but new ones haven't started to sprout yet. This can be a lonely place of feeling like you don't belong. That there is something wrong with you. That you will never find your people.

That's simply not true.

You can come to peace with your origin family, even if your relationships change. You can choose your family by embodying the values and vibration you want and attracting from that place of magnetism. It is not hard to make friends when you are confident and present in your authentic self.

You can only elevate your relationships with others when you come to peace and love in relationship with yourself. When you face and feel the feelings handed down to you by your grandparents and your parents and everyone who came before.

When you stop separating yourself from Nature and Spirit, and look in the mirror and see that God has been here inside and all around you the whole time. When you decide to believe a new truth.

On this week's show, I'm sharing about healing the wounds of family. Deciding you can choose your family. And learning how to let go of limiting beliefs about the world and what matters through authentic, honest relationship. Healing the wounds of our ancestors, finding your tribe, and the power of love to outlast time and space.

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The inability to let go is fear of the unknown. It's fear of uncertainty. It's small capacity plus activation. That's it. And you can absolutely learn how to walk in power directly into the unfolding magic of the mystery with confidence and grace.

Once you start working with medicines, it becomes clear that peace and joy can only be found when there is trust.​

And trust requires you to chill the f*ck out so that you can open your heart to receive. To listen. To let everything fall away and sit in the silence of Source speaking directly to you.

It requires letting go of attachments. Lowering your insanely high expectations. And doing less. A lot less. Letting go of the wheel.

​The Universe doesn’t always give us answers—but it always gives us guidance. Learn how to get comfortable not knowing. Trust that the unknown is not empty, but full of possibility. And you are never alone in it. Uncertainty is a gift and in this episode we're gonna get into it. I'll teach you how fear keeps you stuck, and how you can learn to trust life and the Universe instead.

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Libra Season! It's in the balance of our darkness and our light where our true peace resides. Not in stamping out the dragon inside, but loving it. Offering a soft place for your rage. Your disappointment. Your sharp edges. Your dirty, ugly, messiness. Welcoming your holy authenticity without apology.

🍁May this season bring you the delicious relief of a calm and peaceful heart that is no longer at war with itself. And may this peace wash over the Earth, and every being seen and unseen may find rest and safety in the vibration of Love.

Join me and High Priestess of the Stars Alicia Freeman for our Cosmic Weather Report: Libra Season edition. Each month we have a witchy chat about all things zodiac (and teach you how to understand it all in an Earthy, practical magic kinda way.)

In this episode, learn about what's coming in Libra Season, the Solar Eclipse in Virgo, Big Equinox Vibes, and we talk about finding balance in relationship.

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Outcome independence is a concept or mindset where you detach your well-being, happiness, and self-worth from external sources. It's giving less f*cks and letting go of needing things to be a certain way to be happy. It's releasing attachment to "happiness" as a destination you can strive and achieve your way into.

Instead, you focus on the journey, allowing and enjoying the unfolding, and being present for your life today. You do things because you enjoy them, NOT because of what you are trying to achieve or extract from them.

In this week's show, I'm sharing all about how to find freedom and flow with outcome independence. This one shift could radically amplify your enjoyment of life, y'all!

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