CW: DV & suicide attempt. After being spiritually manipulated to marry a stranger, Jennie did whatever she could to be the woman her new husband wanted. Fitting herself into a tight, Mormon, Trad wife box, if began to suffocate her. One year in she almost had an out, as her husband was also unhappy and asked for a divorce. However, the high leaders in the church said no, and threatened their eternal salvation if they were to even consider breaking their temple covenants. What she would uncover 20 years later would leave her hanging on by a thread.

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Chapter Marks

00:00:00 Intro

00:02:55 Previous episode recap

00:03:32 Jennie's traumatic Mormon temple ceremony experience

00:13:27 Endowment session/temple marriage

00:19:37 Jennie's difficult wedding night

00:26:48 Struggling to be perfect for her stranger husband

00:35:11 Jennie abandoning her self worth and placing it on her achievements

00:39:52 The invisible shock collar of Mormonism & high generational expectations

00:42:09 **We are not against someone CHOOSING to be a trad wife**

00:44:24 Jake takes Jennie to a meeting with a high authority to drop a HUGE bomb

00:52:27 Jennie found out her husband had a double life

00:57:26 Jennie turned to the church for help & lost her faith instead

01:03:25 Uncovering the lies and deception from the Mormon church

01:06:36 TW: Su*c*de attempt- How Jennie's mental health took a dive after losing everything

01:12:32 The wild sychronistic way Jennie met her now husband

01:21:31 Linda, Listen

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